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Monster
Bloomed in a garden of loneliness
A flower that resembles you
I wanted to give it to you
After I take off this foolish mask
But I know
I can’t do that forever
I have to hide
Because I’m a monster
I am afraid
I am shattered
I’m so afraid
That you will leave me again in the end
Once again I put on a mask and go to see you
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Darkest of Warnings
If we reach up as the waters climb in us
The hardest parts of your silence
Tried to mark the fallen snow
We'll leave you here, you know
Why'd you spend your time leading the chorus
When the war was just waiting before us?
As if you didn't know
You ignored all the darkest of warnings
Found our end in the silence of morning
It fell beneath the cold
I'll take the desert, you take the coast
But to each his own
Talos- To Each his own
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Pain
Pain, but I won't let it turn into hate
No I won't let it change me
Never losing sight
Of the one I keep inside
Now I know it
This soul of mine will never break
It's hard to sleep at night
Knowing what's outside
Feeling hopeless, I need focus
You hit me with words I never heard come out your mouth
To be honest, I don't want it, no
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Beautiful trauma
I made you chase me
I wasn't that friendly
My love, my drug, we're fucked up
'Cause I've been on the run so long, they can't find me
You waken up to remember I'm pretty
And when the chemicals leave my body
They're gonna find me in a hotel lobby
'Cause tough
Times they keep coming, all night
Laughing and fucking
Some days I can barely breathe
After we were high on the love
Don't doubt it was you
The pill I keep taking
The nightmare I wake in
There's nothing, no nothing, nothing but you
My perfect rock bottom
My beautiful trauma
Bella__Crous
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Unbreakable heart
Behind your back people are talking
Using words that cut you down to size
You want to fight back
It's building inside you
Holding you up
Taking you hostage
It's worth fighting for
They'll try to take your pride
Try to take your soul
They'll try to take all the control
They'll look you in the eyes
Fill you full of lies
Believe me they're gonna try
So when you're feeling crazy
And things fall apart
Listen to your head
Remember who you are
You're the one
You're the unbreakable heart
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Delicate
Dive bar on the East Side, where you at?
Phone lights up my nightstand in the black
Come here, you can meet me in the back
Dark jeans and your Nikes, look at you
Oh damn, never seen that color blue
Just think of the fun things we could do
'Cause I like you
This ain't for the best, my reputation's never been worse
So you must like me for me
Yeah, I want you
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Lies
It was the best of times, the worst of crimes
I struck a match, and blew your mind
But I didn't mean it, and you didn't see it
The ties were black, the lies were white
In shades of grey, and candlelight
I wanted to leave him, I needed a reason
X marks the spot where we fell apart
He poisoned the well, I was lying to myself
I knew it from the first old fashioned we were cursed
We never had a shotgun shot in the dark
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All we know
Fighting flames of fire
Hang onto burning wires
We don't care anymore
Are we fading lovers?
We keep wasting colors
Maybe we should let this go
We're falling apart, still we hold together
We've passed the end, so we chase forever
'Cause this is all we know
This feeling's all we know
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Bad feeling
I loved you in secret
First sight, we love without reason
Twenty-five years old
How were you to know? and
My love had been frozen
Deep blue, but you painted me golden
And you held me close
How was I to know?
I could've spent forever with your hands in my pockets
Picture of your face in an invisible locket
You said there was nothing in the world that could stop it
I had a bad feeling
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Immortals
They say we are what we are
But we don't have to be
I'm bad behavior but I do it in the best way
I'll be the watcher of the eternal flame
I'll be the guard dog of all your fever dreams
I am the sand in the bottom half of the hourglass.
I'll try to picture me without you but I can't
'Cause we could be immortals
Bella Crous
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Dress
All of this silence and patience
Pining and anticipation
My hands are shaking from holding back from you
Say my name and everything just stops
I don't want you like a best friend
Only bought this dress so you could take it off
Carve your name into my bedpost
'Cause I don't want you like a best friend
Only bought this dress so you could take it off
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Stone Cold
Stone cold,stone cold
You see me standing
But i'm dying on the floor
Stone cold,stone cold
Maybe if I don't cry
I won't feel it anymore
Stone cold, baby
God knows I tried to feel
Happy for you
Know that I am
Even if I can't understand
I'll take the pain
Give me the truth
Me and my heart we'll make it through
Bella Crous
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