FATE
TRUST
BREAKFAST CLUB
FERRIS WHEEL
STRANGE FEELING
OFFICIAL
BUSTED
SORRY
ONE LAST TIME
FAREWELL
OFFICIAL
It's already been a week since the "friendly date" happened, something came up to Hana. An Idea that I thought will never be possible. But who would have thought those simple dreams will become reality. As I open my eyes, Hana and Elizabeth are already gone. I dont know where the hell they went. Until I smell something delicious.
I can smell fried chicken! Oh my ghad! My favorite! I force myself to stand up, suddenly I can feel my whole body in pain. My body must be tired from what happened during the date.
I pull myself together and finally I can stand properly. Ghad. It's been a week but still my body is not yet recovered. As I enter the room where the kitchen is present, I can already see a woman wearing my apron and t-shirt. She looks so cute with her ponytail. I didnt realized I've been staring at her for a long period of time until she looks at me.

"Goodmorning darling, I'm sorry I did not wake up you. I want to surprise you with your favorite food" Hana said while holding the plate where the fried chicken and rice are placed.
"Nah, It's fine darling. Anyway goodmorning" said I while giving a kiss on her cheeks.
After gave her a kiss you can see her cheeks blushing,so adorable. She puts the  foods on the wooden table and we started to eat. I let her sit down in the chair first before I.
"By the way, where's Elizabeth?" I asked.
"Elizabeth told me she's going somewhere near the dorm. She even told me you already know where she is?" She replied. I take a deep breathe and think about where she might be. She might be on the playground. Elizabeth goes only in that playground whenever she wanted to be alone to think about alot of stuff inside her head. I wish she's okay.
The moment I tried the friend chicken she made I can feel my whole body being healed. It is so good! You can taste the juicy in it! But I forgot it's hot, so I end up blowing my tongue.
Coming from nowhere, I can feel her lips against mine.

"There! I hope the medicine I gave you will work! Haha" said Hana while laughing like a child. I can her pink cheeks and her beautiful eyes. Just by looking at her I can already see the heaven. I started to smile and compliment her cooking skills because it is really good.
"I'm really happy you liked it" said Hana with her cheering voice.
She suddenly stand up and give me a tight hug.
"I love you darling" I dont know but it does makes me so happy. I really never thought that this is not impossible.
"I love you too darling" I replied. This is a dream come true. In the other hand, I'm still worried because Hana's been hiding here for a week now.
"Darling? What's wrong?" She asked.
"Well I'm just worried about your parents, they must be worried too. You've been missing for a week now"
"Dont worry darling, I've been giving them messages telling them I'm okay"
"Darling, how do they know that it was really you? Who sent those messages?"
"My father taught me about it before. We have this secret word that me and my parents knows. That is why you dont need to worry anymore. I'll return as soon as I'm ready okay?"
"When will it that be?"
"When they found me" said she. I dont know if the last part was a joke or a serious one. But all I want is to cherish every moment with her.

I started to remember what happened back in the ferris wheel. The moment I have my first kiss with someone I love for a long period of time. I dont know what made me feel something strange but maybe because I'm just nervous.
I really cant move after Hana kissed me. It feels like my whole body is frozen. I can't move a thing.
"uhm..I'm sorry about that" She apologize then looked down.
"Uhh-uh ehem* no it's fine, well to be honest I've been inlove with you for a long time. I'm a fan by the way. And I've never thought that this is actually possible" I explained.
"Why dont we make it official then?" She requested. In that moment I really dont know what to feel. I have so many emotions that I dont know what to feel first. I just smiled and said. "Yup, that's actually a great idea... but"
"But?"
"But I'm really nervous about this. What if we dont work out? What if-"
"1 month trial. Let's try it one month relationship. Let us see if we can work things out or yeah you get my point young boy" said Hana teasing me with her hand shaking my hair like kid. "Shush!" I argue.
"If we didnt work out. Atleast we tried. Right? Because sorry is much better than what if"
She explained. We both agreed. And starting that day we decided to make our "fake relationship" official.

And now. We're both looking at each other. Alone inside the dorm. She once give me a kiss and I touch her waist then suddenly she laugh.
"haha! Sorry I got tickled" said she then continue laughing.
"I feel bored, let's go have a date? What do you think?" She asked. This might be very dangerous because people might recognized her but she insist.
"Let's go then"

I really can't imagine losing her. We might not know each other that long yet but I'm already attached to her. I dont want to lose her.
I take a deep breathe and grab my phone on the table. Swiping the screen to unlock the lockscreen. Then the wallpaper with our picture starts to pop up. I've never been so worried. I can feel my tears pouring down my cheeks and telling myself.

"I dont want to lose you. Just like my parents"
© Secretly Unknown,
книга «LIVING BEYOND THE SPOTLIGHT».
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