Adrian walked into his apartment.
He stared at the wide glass. His whole body can no longer be hidden.

"Despite this, I'm still ..." his statement hung. To continue it, he could not do it. How can you refuse if it's called destiny? What if he could not be a reminder.

A girl. She is a girl. Not a man.

That's all he wants, a confession. His family did not admit it then who would admit it. World? He was sure the world was not.

He returned to ring Brawijaya's face with Kinara. Two people who today destroyed Adrian's hopes. He thought that all this time Brawijaya knew, he was sure of that. Convinced that their relationship is more than friends.
Adrian tugged at his short hair. Hoping one day can stretch like Kinara's or can be decorated with various kinds of knick-knacks like other girls. He wants all that.

"Why...?" Adrian really hated his identity. He cannot be free like become a black swan is forbidden.

[Ting Tong]

The sound of the bell echoes in the silence. Adrian glanced at the clock on his cell phone there was a message and a call from his brother-in-law. Maybe the person who wants to visit at night is his brother.

[Ting Tong. Ting Tong]

 "Yes yes..." Adrian hurriedly took a change of clothes before heading for the door. The guest who did not know the time still rang the bell repeatedly.
Once the door opened, the figure of a woman who went straight into Adrian's apartment without permission. She is his sister-in-law.

"What's the matter?"

Adrian asked indifferently when his sister-in-law struggled to push her belongings.

That adult woman held her hands together. "Can I leave my belongings here?"

Adrian looked at two different sized suitcases owned by Janice, his sister-in-law. Obviously that's something important. It could be that it contained her clothes before escaping out of the Sanchatur family, Adrian thought in horror expression.

"Did Janice really have a problem?" his thoughts.

"That brother of yours. He was very stubborn," Janice replied, giving no pause between her words.

Adrian turned to the family photo displayed in front of him. Only brother the first person his parents recognized as a boy. The child who first and forever get affection.

"You really are," he replied weakly, bearing in mind the nature and attitude of his brother.

Since marrying a former model who is also a young designer, Janice Pradipta, her brother has been overprotective. Some things related to the work of his wife are a bit neglected for the sake of the family name. Like his father. His brother forced the will too much.

"Now where you're going?" Adrian asked worriedly.

"To the hotel with Jino and Kian."

Are they really running away? Adrian asked thoughtfully. His eyes would turn wider if his sister-in-law did run away from home with his two nieces. However, he did not want to get involved in complicated household problems. So what came out of his mouth, "both of them?"

"Yes, so I leave all of this here," she answered casually. He really could not understand the reckless sister-in-law. Some things from the norms in the family have been violated by Janice. Not a deterrent, Janice considers it a form of affection and attention from her family.

Adrian secures himself on the sofa when Janice manages to bring her belongings into the room.

"My work is at stake if he continues to curb me!" She complained a little.
Adrian can not do anything else. If you refuse Janice will certainly persuade her. "All right." This time he helped and let his sister-in-law put two suitcases into his room.

Before took long time, Janice moved away after her two sons whom she had hidden in a hotel room. She for sure claimed to have hired people to look after his two children but still, they were still children. The thought of his two nephews alone without his parents made him look in the mirror. He does not want others like himself.

Adrian sighed after closing the door and locked it. Now he is grateful to be alone again. The room he had was quiet again without noise from outside. A golden cage that is extremely safe for him to open up.

He is her.

Adrian and Adrea can be distinguished in this room. He can freely show the other side that people have never seen of him.

Like a chick follows a mother duck, she can squeak in a beautiful voice.

Suddenly one of his legs kicked Janice's suitcase.

Intrigued, Adrian wanted to see the contents of the suitcase which was very important for Janice.
The contents of his chest rumbled.

His hands trembled. His eyes are also reluctant to blink. He wants to see

...

things that should not be for him.


"Make up."


The sound from his throat shook.

Adrian touches various brushes and types of powder. Again he was curious, his eyes falling to one of them. One larger suitcase he opened, containing beautiful dresses like a performance. One more gleaming dress in Adrian's eyes. Pink color with jewel decoration surround the waist.

He had seen the dress on Janice's desk. One of the best works that came out of the boutique earlier this year.
His feet hurriedly ran on the glass.
Between the glass, she and the dress are very fitting. Suitable? Adrian is wearing the dress.

His body was spinning, smiling as the dress expanded. He sure can fly. Very beautiful and ... pure.

"You can't touch this." He frowned at what he'd done.

His forehead collides with glass. The corner of his eye glanced at the shadow. He's like a chick whose follows the mother duck. Can not fly even though both have wings. But now, wings that can not fly have broken.

"It have been a long trauma," he said with a heavy sigh.

If time can be stolen, Adrian wants to defend himself now. Not avoid it and cover yourself.