Listen to me, land rats!
I'm a pirate, my place at sea,
I'm not a servant, a rat, a scum.
Fear the captain's wrath.
On Board my alcohol and gold,
I keep kings at Bay,
Over my head a solid reward,
But who wins? Ha ha ha!
I found captain Hook's treasure.,
Friendship I lead with a blue beard,
I can't be defeated by a common man.
I'm Captain Jack Sparrow!
I was alone.
I am alone.
I will be alone.
But why
People always lie?
I can't hear it
Every time!
And then
They try to come
Back.
And i
Don't understand it.
Why?
The memories that once drew
A smile on my face
The same ones that woke me
Up in the morning for a reason
Are now the same memories
That haunt me in my dreams in the darkest nights
The same ones that were so close to my heart are now living in
my mind
I once kept the smile on my face when thinking of them
But now
Those memories brought me to tears
My memories of love
I've hidden my love from everyone I've even hidden it from you
My heart have cried millions of times for your love
Althouh you've never said the words
I can still see the hidden love
Shining behind your green eyes
Even after you've given up and left
I can't bare to hate you
My memories of love
Are leading me to tears
But they also remind of what
We once had
And that enough for me
Never loose your
Friends.
They are the ones
Who do not come to be
Friends with you,
Seeing your rank, state
Or
Figure.
They are genuine ones
Who cut a deep line
In your heart.
They are the ones who
Come to comfort you.
They are the ones to make you
Laugh.
Save them like a precious gem.
Just like they are one part
Of your heart.
*****
I tried too hate you,I tried so hard.Your eyes,made it hard too stay away away from you.Your voice,made it hard too ignore you.I'm wrong for you,I'm so wrong.I will ruin you,in the most beautiful way.I give up,staying away from you.Now we are inseperable,we can't stay away from each other.The day I met you,was just the beggining.The day you found me breaking the law,the day I met someone I could never let go.I have protected you,now people are after us.You cried,and I felt your worry.I know we are going too be okay.I know this is the end of a new beginning ,and one day we will be more then best friends.
Lillian +Clary xx
In an abyss void of emotion
Where light is darkness
And love is hatred
I found the body of a broken soul
Surrounded by grief and misery
With eyes opened up wide
seeking mercy
But the mysterious soul of light
Was nowhere in sight
It left the broken soul shattered
All alone
Yet at the same spot
I found a mighty power of an emotion
Where the broken soul kept
Mending its shattered parts
Just to return to the same soul
That started the pain
To me that was love
Where a soul can heal itself
Thousands of times
Just to be able to continue
Loving the one who brought it all
я була єдиною
кому ти зміг довіриться
ти був єдиним
кому я вчилася брехати
і час наш зупинився
як би це сумно не звучало
розібрані картини
сюжети нашого життя
зостались в пам'яті моїй
на жаль на все життя
мені так соромно за все
за всю брехню мою, повір
в мені немає того раю
що бачив ти в мені
не сподівалася на краще
а ти все вірив і благав
щоб я тоді зосталась
я була єдиною
кому ти зміг довіриться
ти був єдиним
кому я вчилася брехати
I'm sorry im not the daughter you want me too be,I'm sorry I'm not perfect.I'm always compared too my siblings,because they're perfect and I'm not.I know you would say don't listen too them,but I don't want don't want too dissapoint my parents.I want too make them proud,but nothing will ever be enough.An A,you can do better.An A+,you took too long.My older brother,left because he was tired of trying,of being a robot.Its as if my life was planned out,before I was born,my job my marriage my wealth.Its so hard too live up too what they want,as their expectations are too high .Whenever I get so close,I always fall back down again.Im a dissapointment,I am a mistake.So here I am with my brother,as he secretly knows,nothing will ever be enough for them too love me.A mothers bond should be infinite,but my mothers love runs on expectation.
Lillian xx
You were never clean
Drugs and parties, your hobby
Then you found me
You said you'll change
You said you'll gonna rinse everything
That chains you from trouble
But you lied, I believed wrong
When I first saw you
I knew you were trouble
You broke me, can't be glued together the pieces
And then you left, your footprints
I'm never gonna be clean again
I do not need fancy clothes,
To make me look beautiful,
Staying normal is just the
best thing.
I need no man to complete me.
I am complete without
Him.
I can manage myself on my own.
I do not need to tell lies.
Honesty and Simplicity, is my beauty.
I just can't lie,
That's what adds to the fact.
I am not jealous of anyone,
Cause I know, what I am worthy of.
It's my habit to mind my
Own buisness.
But don't worry,
I will always stand beside you,
When you need me.
But do you know,
I care more for you, my friend,
Than myself.
I just can't see you in pain.
I am smart in my mind,
Kind at heart,
Courageous in nature,
Decent in looks,
Confident in myself,
Compassionate about what I think,
Independent and Able.
********
It's my life,
Let me draw it
In my way.
It's my life,
Let me correct my mistakes
In my way.
It's my life,
Let me paint it beautifully
In my way.
It's my life,
Let me enjoy it
In my way
It's my life,
Let me learn more about my
Hidden talents
In my way
It's my life
In my way
And you don't have to be a
Ruler or a supreme authority
To rule me
In your way.
Let me do things in my way and my style.
......................................
كنتِ في الشركة وحدك لوقت متأخر ولكن أثناء رحيلك وجدتي غرفة تدريب بانقتان مفتوحة والإضاءة تعمل
استغليتب الفرصة وقمتي بتشغيل اغنيه 'جو جو' والرقص بقوة
ولكن فجأة لاحظتي في المرأه بانقتان عند الباب مصدمون بأفواه مفتوحه
تايهيونغ: يا رفاق هل رقصتنا تشبه الدجاج المحروق..؟
__________
ما هي ردة فعلك
Locked up,because of the power within me.Trained everyday,too become a killing machine.My best friends father,dead,because of me.My father,pushing me too my limit.My mother,teaching me intelligents.By the age of 12,I had already killed an unfortunate soul.I saw the pain in my best friends eyes,I had just killed the man he loved the most in this world.He has no one,and its my fault.At a young age,i have seen brutal things no child should see.My powers have grown since then,but now I have escaped.I left my friends,who needed me.I am a monster,a freak too society.If people found out,I would be hung for the whole town too watch.My powers,manipulate the human mind.I will forever be hiding in the shadows,hiding the guilt I carry with me.
Lillian x
In the world of darkness I lay
Staring into the eyes of a body
In the depth of sadness and misery I stare into those eyes
That lay miles away in the light
Yet in the brightness of the daylight And behind those bright, happy eyes
I stare into a hole in them
Where pain and emptiness hide from the outer world
In that moment
I realized that we're no different
Those eyes were only hiding
What lies beneath the happiness and joy
Those eyes held an unbearable pain
That was invisible
From the eyes of the others
But it wasn't invisible for me
It was crystal clear
And I was going to be there for her
Because I knew the pain she felt
I knew how it feels to be in pain with no shoulder to cry on
I knew how much it hurts to smile when there's tears, dying to flow out
So, I did what I always wanted for others to do for me
I went there to those eyes
I sat in the daylight and hid my pain just like they did
I sat there next to her
And held her hand
"I'm here for you"
لا تنحني مهما حدث
فلم يخلق الرأس في الاعلى عبث.
لا تعبس مهما حدث
فلم تخلق الابتسامة عبث.
لا تيأس مهما حدث
فلم يخلق الامل عبث.
لا تهان مهما حدث
فلم يخلق اليد واللسان عبث.
لا تكن سيئا مهما حدث
فلم يخلق الرحمه عبث..
Souffrir sous ses poings,
Planer sous son ardeur,
Sentir la douleur,
Revenir de si loin
C'est son quotidien
Sentir à nouveau s'échapper,
Sa vie, son honneur et sa joie
Sentir encore la rattraper,
Cette dure réalité,
Douleur arrivant en grandes pompes,
Et repartant en petit comité,
Malheur qui par le temps se décompte,
La vie menace sans cesse de la quitter
Les couleurs se mélangent
Sous ses yeux remplis de larmes
Elle baisse les armes
Et attend le passage
D'un ange
Elle rêve, divague
Sa vie la rattrape comme une vague
Les couleurs sur son corps
Sont présentes aux aurores
Painting,
It's a really beautiful way
Of expressing your emotions.
If you draw something,
Go deep into it
And feel the emotions
Of the drawing.
Your drawing will automatically turn beautiful.
Drawing always
Not only has bold strokes
Of dark colours,
But it also has a subtle touch.
Drawing can touch many people's hearts
In a short notice
Amd can just change them.
Drawings always have a strong message to tell.
Try to understand it.
There's no extent to where
And artist can go.
She can walk through jungles,
With herself as a queen
Or
Can even fly on the back of an unicorn.
She can be a simple girl running
Or
Even a depressed one
With dark colors around her.
Drawing needs confidence.
It needs to be curved with patience
And handled with care,
Wrapped with strokes of colours or sketches of pencils
And the outcome is brilliance.
|Drawing is mine, too.|
😊
********
(This is the mask p.2 but the killers poem)
Dear detective,
You think that you know who I really am,now that you have removed my mask.You think that I will stop,when really this is just the beginning.I pity you detective,I really do.You were so desperate for a companion,that you didn't realise my mask.I take sinful souls,because they dont deserve the life that they have.I have masks,loads of them.So just when you think that you have shattered my mask,I have another one waiting to be replaced.You are foolish,if you think that you have figured it all out.I feel sorry for you,I really do detective.This is my purpose,but don't worry this won't be the last of me.I am the masked killer,and I am invinsible.I hope you are not a sin,because I rather liked the little game that we are playing.I am the winner,and I will take your cards until you have none left.When no more cards remain,I will take the prize and it will be.....
Lillian xx
P.3 its up to you?