The next day, i spent my whole time upstair in my bedroom. I was hungry and sad, sad because i couldn't get the face of that girl out of my mind. I was thinking about her and about what happened. I wanted to go outside but i couldn't since i was grounded. So i took my mobile phone and called John and told him to get me some cocaine because i wanted distress myself. Few hours later, he came with the drug. I had no right to go out, so John stood near my window and threw the drug up to me so i can catch it. I enjoyed myself with it but the pleasure didn't last long, i wanted to take some again but it was finished. So I called John once again for more drugs, more and more every day until i realise that i was becoming a drug addict. I wanted to stop but it was out of my control, the cocaine made me feel strong and happy. After this intense week, my parents decided to let me go outside now but what they didn't know is that i turned into a real drug addict in less than one week. The next morning, i met John at a coffee shop and of course all our conversation was about selling drugs. He discreetly gave me 60 grams of cocaine. Normally I had to sell the drugs he gave but i was so addict that instead of selling the 60 grams, i went home and entered furtively in my room. Then, i unwrapped the sachets with cocaine inside and started to sniff some, again and again until finish the whole sachet. I felt so happy and strong but all of a sudden i started to suffocate, i was barely able to breathe and I fainted. When i woke up, i was on a hospital bed with many "medical shit" around me. Then the doctor entered in the room and went back all at once, he came back few minutes later with my whole family, they were so happy to see and my mom said " Thanks God, you survived ". I finally understood i had a heart attack because of the drug i sniffed. My parents were angry and sad to know that i was addicted to cocaine but the only fact that i survived to the heart attack made them forget about it. Few days later, after leaving the hospital, i had to undergo rehabilitation, "it's for your welfare" mama said. Since, many things changed in my life.