I wake up in the morning, I do not want to get up, I prefer to lie in my tight but my own bed. I have one question why do people go to school? Do you really want them to be at 6:00 to get up? I do not think no who would want!? I'm sure no. Slowly lifts to the sitting position and rides the eyes. I had such a beautiful dream, everything was over, all my problems have left, and I could be a simple teenager who enjoys life. Unfortunately everything came back to norm and slowly reach me that it was only a dream. I get up from bed and I'm walking to a cabinet that is not too big, they are exactly two drawers at the bottom and 3 shelves. I do not have a lot of clothes and I do not need enough places, I try not to stand out from the crowd, unfortunately everything on the marne, I am different and does not hide, do not stand for such things like other girls. I take the closet on the straps of straps and short shorts. I'm guided to the bathroom, which is a circle of the kitchen. TaA as the only one of my class I live in a block, but well, I'm not normal. - Hey Mom - I'm welcome with the woman I prepare the food. The woman looks at me and smiles poorly as soon as I see it I know that something is wrong, I do not know what this time, long, court, maverner or lack of money. With these all things I have to face every day. - What happened? - I ask women. I know I just had to go to the bathroom, but since it is something urgent I can not, at that moment. As a good daughter I have to know what's going on. "Nothing happened, do not bother this head - does she think she's so easy to let her! I will not let the manager so much problems as it will go to be a short behind the sight. Okay it was not a good moment for jokes, forgive. "I mama, I see that something is wrong, you know I will not let you," I asked what a woman smiles poorly. And who she wants to deceive, she just can not hide the truth. "You have a lot of time for such problems, I and Dad would want you to be happy and enjoyed the life, and not accepted our goals," I knew she said it was not only a lot to be a serious thing, but hence it was always repeated. From my death's death at home at the house is not the same. - I have to understand that I can not look like you suffer, I want to take some time to take your problems at myself, I'm your daughter and I should true, I said quite honestly, I do not want to be treated like a little baby, I have the right to know everything. "You're right, you have the right to know," she said he was resigned. She pointed with the table with us, and I immediately understood what she was about her all I took the place next to her. "It will be another process in the court on the debt for the apartment," said the breakdown woman. I knew she wanted to say something else, but at the last moment he stopped. - What's mam? - I said slightly upset. My mom is not often retained, it does it only when it comes to something more important. The woman looked me in the eyes, and I was laughing to read them out sorrow, fear and breaks. "I wanted to go so, but we have no other out, how ... - stopped for a while - sell our home and lead to home to the tiled stove - what my mother was me to be no longer surprise. The woman looked really strung. "I'm sorry," I saw that he barely stops to not cry, I did not surprise her reaction, I would succeed so. I got up from the place and I went to the woman harder hugging himself that she is not alone and that I will support it. After a while, I realized that I was not a time to me to leave the bus. I went to the bathroom and made the whole morning tole, delicate make-up and dressed earlier prepared clothes. I left the bathroom and sent to the out of the house. - See you Mom, I called for a woman without expecting an answer I closed the door. I came out of the cage and looked at the phone. 7:45 !! The bus stops. How many forces in my leg began to bare towards the stop. Fortunately, I do not have far and the way takes about 5 minutes, by 2-3 minutes. When I arrived at the bus stop was already. In the last second he managed to take him the driver he beat the door. I deleted the ticket and sat down on the spot. &&& gdy When he took the staff at the bus stop at the bus stop and sees the school. She entered the building and already knew I was in hell, though better than what is at home. I went under the class in which I had the first geography. There is no knowledge of the economy on the first lesson. When I was under the door class and I wanted to enter this voiding voice through me. "Siema Rogers," said a male voice, and I wanted to avoid it so much. "Frial O'Donnell," I said with a clear ie, but his brunette did not understand that message, who warned him to be not, because I have not liked him talking to him. "The kocuret shows the claws," he laughed, and I had increasingly wanted to turn and bring him from his fist. "I'll warned, go away," I said by clenched teeth. If you do not leave this turns and really admissive you. "I have only one question," said Brunet, and I kicked my head to the character I'm listening. If he has a question to me, surely not firmly it's good. "Wesley broke with you, because you were so bad in bed that he had to fuck Jessice?" "He walked, but the life taught me that I can not show that someone hurt me, then it will use it against me. I have to be hard ... I have ... I turned to Bruneta and all over force I told him in his cheek of his fist. The strength of the hit turned bruneta in the side, I did not expect I could have so much force. "As you could see like you and raised rags, and I did not match the nakedness to the clamping teeth and turned off with the surprised Bruneta and gave the class. I took my place in the back, I found her headphones and gave music, I did not interest me what was going on in the lesson, I wanted to forget, forget that I exist. ### The lesson passed calmly, no one asked me, he did not have as she was still about the wind, and I did not have what I was about what. She told something to quote, but my book is just as empty as before the lesson. In the rest of the lesson I did not have to complain, because there was not so bad, O'Donnell did not seem to me, what I was satisfied, just as the action from the morning. I have to say that I have improved me humor, but his surprised Mina was invaluable, I wish I did not take pictures. She came my love for lunch. I entered the canteen where I had my friend with the team, I am the youngest of them, I am not happy. I looked at the table where the school elite was to whom O'Donnell was. On his knees was sitting the largest plastic, which could once see to see. The dressed was up, which barely covered the bra and shorts that discovered more than covered, and for the wallpaper, I do not even mention. I wonder that this make-up did not spread out because of the temperature that was behind the window, there is summer and there is no wonder. "I'm doing today, because old people leave and have a free chat," Hugh said, but more than a boyfriend of my friend. "I do not really be very much," I said sincerely. Everyone looked at me to bear her eyes and I wondered if there is not a good way to be sure, for example, I would forget about all these problems that I take my shoulders. "As you do not go it too," Lucy said my friend older for a year. "So," Will Will said, and everyone started to repeat him, and how do not agree to him? "Well, I will come," I said, and everyone started to enjoy. "After school we see me," Lucy said, and she got up from the table. - I will not give you out these cuchs. "But he ..." I did not complete the finish, because Lucy merrit. I wanted to say that they are comfortable and I do not have to go to them, but as you can not let me. "Without saying," Lucy said, and if she never came out of the canteen. I do not know why, but I had a great feeling of killing him! ". I turned to the table, and there was no longer around it. "Well," I said to myself and I came out of the canteen, the last time throwing a look at the table where Mike was sitting. I know, first I told him by name. As soon as I looked at that side I seemed to see me how he looked at me. But I quickly humbled his head to the sipping down from this. Something happens with me, and I have to know what. €€€ - After my dead, "I said," I never do it - Lucy looked at me, because they end up with dresses in the closet. She was already almost all, but she did not like it. Not my fault that all the dresses you have, have either a big neckline or too short. "Maybe," I pulled out the last dress and walked me to the bathroom. - We do not know ... do not think too much deeper? I asked, and Lucy was clearly tired of the fat without the force. "It's ok," she said. I knew I was pissed her, so I did not say anything and just went to cut her. I entered the bathroom and dressed in the dress that I got. "Oh my God," Lucy said, as soon as I left the bathroom dressed in the dress. "I knew I did not look nice," I said and wanted to go back to the bathroom, but the voice of the girl stopped me. - You're joking! She shouted the girl and caught me behind the hand pulling towards the tablet. "These are the perfect shoes to this dresses," she gave me beautiful silver sandals on the pins. I and pins, imagine yourself !! "As you want to kill it just say," I said what the girl explodes laughter. It's not funny! "Just just make-up," she said and took my makeup. She did not pay attention to what I said as she might as? "It's ready," said the girl and moved me from a large mirror. As soon as I looked at a reflection of a man who was in the mirror not recalled me, I was usually in the people who were in the people and stretched blouses, and not in sexy dresses and pins, my favorite shoes are adidals or sneakers, but I did not say, because I do not want to do the mulching Lucy, she fainted over the world. I'm usually wearing a tight in the high pony, now loose the waves of the shoulders. - Thank you, "I said I hugged the girl. "Only do not break my work," she said what I was laughing. - Just. Hugh will come after us 30 minutes, "she said, when I finally let it go. - This is moving !! "I shouted - you have not much time - the girl after my words broke up and ran with his chosen dress to fit the bathroom, and I was standing in place and looked from her. ## - Hey girls, "Hugh said, as soon as I sat on the spas car in the car. "There's no Hugh," Lucy said, when she fallen in the car. "But I'm not planning anything," he said to his ending Hugh. We were driving the whole way where Lucy talked to Hugh, and I sat down quietly not revived the word. I will not say that sometimes it was not strange, because he addition, sometimes I stained that two closure to psychiatrist, because there is just a place for them like they. When we invaded the street where she had to be a party was healed. We went to the driveway and got off the car. I feel bad, because I'm the only youngest you, not something I did not happen. As soon as I was in the entrance, the odor of alcohol and cigarettes, I have a bad feeling of this event. I came to the inside and sent a white couch where she was all the team, I sat down on her and listened to the conversation of people, I had some problems, because the conversation she hose noisy music from the speakers. "For you beer," the boy came to me, giving me red bubbles, where I think was a colorful liquid. "She does not drink," Lucy said, she was talking to the mercy, but no good can not call it, but she was interrupted. Stop I am 17 years old and I can start the meant find itself. After all, I will try it so, so why not start now? Well, once go to death. To be surprised by all I took the red cup and one time I drank all content. Everyone looked at me, and I got up and I went to the bar where there were more types of alcohol. I felt I need more, I have to forget, relax and have been on everything. I took whiskey and lose to the cup, drinks the whole content, I dropped so much of the 3 cups. I felt I am already inserted, not knowing what I was going to go on the parquet and started sexually to rubbing a random guy. So I will never do that, but at that moment I did not listen to reason. Someone lay down his hands on my hips, so I turned to and saw Mike, who approached more and more to my mouth. He kissed me, at the beginning calmly as if my reaction was, but when I said nothing to be kissing, and my whole world stopped, there was no one but in addition to us, the whole world fell, I did not even have music, I did not exist there, only I am no one else. His mouth was taste of mint cigarettes and alcohol, not only I am not sober and not aware of what I do, I know, I would be regret. Mike went through the mystery about how to access it, I immediately gave him him. The boy grabbed me through the buttocks, what my lips were moving the sacrificed measured with surprise. The boy picked me up and putting off the free room, the door closed the kick and put me on the bed. God what I do, I will worship it. Heydenxoxo