Chapter 1 Who are you?
"You're not wanted by any one nor are u needed".I hear the same voice as always in my head and I can't get them out. The voice constantly reminds me that I am not loved,needed or wanted.
I am 18 year old Chleo Cross. I'm a senior in high school .I suffer from depression and anger issues. Yes I know how can a 18 year old suffer from that ,well if you had every thing taken away from you in a flash you would understand. I've never had a stable home because no one would want someone like me.
You see when I was 15 I lost my family in a car accident and that is when my life changed. Watching you're family pass away in front of you and not being able to save them ,is the only thing that kills me the most.
Ever since that day I've been hear ,that voices in my head .
I have lived for 3years knowing I could have saved my family ,but I didn't. It eats me alive ever day . My Shrink tells me that one day all of this will pass ,am i a fool to believe him ?
Most nights I try to sleep ,but I can't due to every time I close me eyes I see there faces and instantly get angary. I can not get there faces out of my head ,and there voices screaming for help. That's just how it replays its self in my head .Nothing changes it always the same .
"One day you will see the light at the end of the tunnel "these were my shrinks words to me .I never believed him because if it were true the person inside my head would go away. I would have a better day ahead of me ,but I never do .
I am 18 year old Chleo Cross. I'm a senior in high school .I suffer from depression and anger issues. Yes I know how can a 18 year old suffer from that ,well if you had every thing taken away from you in a flash you would understand. I've never had a stable home because no one would want someone like me.
You see when I was 15 I lost my family in a car accident and that is when my life changed. Watching you're family pass away in front of you and not being able to save them ,is the only thing that kills me the most.
Ever since that day I've been hear ,that voices in my head .
I have lived for 3years knowing I could have saved my family ,but I didn't. It eats me alive ever day . My Shrink tells me that one day all of this will pass ,am i a fool to believe him ?
Most nights I try to sleep ,but I can't due to every time I close me eyes I see there faces and instantly get angary. I can not get there faces out of my head ,and there voices screaming for help. That's just how it replays its self in my head .Nothing changes it always the same .
"One day you will see the light at the end of the tunnel "these were my shrinks words to me .I never believed him because if it were true the person inside my head would go away. I would have a better day ahead of me ,but I never do .
- I guess life's just not good to me
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