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The Memories Keeper
2024-09-09 00:26:26
Думки вголос, Особисте
I must admit that i want to be loved. I thought that like: "Hey, i have hobbies, i do what i like, i have some friends. What else do i need? do i really need to focus on such 'love' and other things? I shall avoid it". Well, it's stupid, though love is everywhere. And when i see it, i feel like: "Hey lil man, what's up? What's wrong with you?". I must admit. Not for laughter. Not for people trying to find my weaknesses. I do have weaknesses. I must admit it. I must admit that i DO want to be loved. Actually, lately i've been following one quote: "Don't get into relationship otherwise you're ready for the marriage". For most of the time I thought that it's THE fact and can't be false. Well, maybe for some cases. But today i've made a research on this theme. I've read some articles on Quora and Reddit and come up with idea and my goal and cause, intention doesn't have to be the marriage itself. Well, i admit that i'm afraid to trust people. I admit that even if i success, i'm afraid of responsibility. I'm afraid that i'll be afraid to give almost all of me cuz i remember last experiences. I must admit, that I'm a human being, I have fears, I have weaknesses, I'm not ideal, i fucked up and fuck up sometimes. I must admit that what i want is OK. It's OK to want to be loved though i haven't felt it already for several years. The Desire To Be Loved Is Okay.
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