Chapter 8. She lost without a gain
lily was very broken that she almost cut of her life.
she was deeply in love with luhan
that she always thought of him even while dressing, reading a love story, listening to a romantic music, and etc.
And when she knew that what she have been thinking as a love isn't a love actually, she thought of cutting her life off. she felt so empty. she has lost him, with a gain. she find it hard to bear it. All her life she had been running away from boys and when she finally love a boy, and wanted to be close, he moved away from her.
lily felt, she won't be able to love anyone in her enter life now. she started to hate herself because luhan
didn't choose her for what she was. she thought she could have never fallen in love with Luhan, she she have never meted him ever!!.
But somehow she knew, as a human we don't get whatever we want. she knew that first love are always done to a wrong person. she didn't hate herself then but she felt unlucky with time. so she try to forget her past which was so sweet and nice. And moved forward with her life.
she was deeply in love with luhan
that she always thought of him even while dressing, reading a love story, listening to a romantic music, and etc.
And when she knew that what she have been thinking as a love isn't a love actually, she thought of cutting her life off. she felt so empty. she has lost him, with a gain. she find it hard to bear it. All her life she had been running away from boys and when she finally love a boy, and wanted to be close, he moved away from her.
lily felt, she won't be able to love anyone in her enter life now. she started to hate herself because luhan
didn't choose her for what she was. she thought she could have never fallen in love with Luhan, she she have never meted him ever!!.
But somehow she knew, as a human we don't get whatever we want. she knew that first love are always done to a wrong person. she didn't hate herself then but she felt unlucky with time. so she try to forget her past which was so sweet and nice. And moved forward with her life.
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