6 Chapter: Love is about accepting, not judging
We went home in the morning around 5 AM. I woke up at 12PM and saw her looking at the rain at window with sad face... Like she wasn't okay, I immediately got up and went to her , hugged her from behind and said " Good morning, lovely. Are you okay? Feels like you are sad..."
She looked, hugged me back and said
-Good morning, babe. Don't mind me... it's all okay, I was just thinking about everything... About, my past.
- " Don't mind"? No my dear, I care... You know how much I love you, you know I really care... if something is bothering you it bothers me. What's going on?
- You know, sometimes past hurts... I'm just, I'm so scared of losing, scared of hurting you... what if, what if I'll hurt you ? What if I'll do same mistakes like it was in my last relationship? I didn't even want it but I couldn't control myself and that's why we broke up, I cheated... What if I'll ever go too far at all? I'm not insane but you know, I like crazy things... I just can't lose you . I can't live without you!
- Shhh... I'd stay with you, I'd forgive... and if ever something like that will happen, trust me , I'm not gonna leave you , never... without any doubt, no matter what happens, together forever. Do you trust me?
- Yes... I do, I trust you more than anybody else. But I don't trust myself.
- Then stop worrying about what can happen and what happened in your past... let's live here and now, together. I love you.
She looked at me with smile , kissed and said " I love you too. "
- Promise you won't hide anything. Don't be scared of telling the truth, don't be scared to say that you want to talk when you do , don't be ashamed of anything, I promise, I won't judge you... Love is not about judging, love is about accepting.
- I promise, I won't hide anything. She answered with smile.
She looked, hugged me back and said
-Good morning, babe. Don't mind me... it's all okay, I was just thinking about everything... About, my past.
- " Don't mind"? No my dear, I care... You know how much I love you, you know I really care... if something is bothering you it bothers me. What's going on?
- You know, sometimes past hurts... I'm just, I'm so scared of losing, scared of hurting you... what if, what if I'll hurt you ? What if I'll do same mistakes like it was in my last relationship? I didn't even want it but I couldn't control myself and that's why we broke up, I cheated... What if I'll ever go too far at all? I'm not insane but you know, I like crazy things... I just can't lose you . I can't live without you!
- Shhh... I'd stay with you, I'd forgive... and if ever something like that will happen, trust me , I'm not gonna leave you , never... without any doubt, no matter what happens, together forever. Do you trust me?
- Yes... I do, I trust you more than anybody else. But I don't trust myself.
- Then stop worrying about what can happen and what happened in your past... let's live here and now, together. I love you.
She looked at me with smile , kissed and said " I love you too. "
- Promise you won't hide anything. Don't be scared of telling the truth, don't be scared to say that you want to talk when you do , don't be ashamed of anything, I promise, I won't judge you... Love is not about judging, love is about accepting.
- I promise, I won't hide anything. She answered with smile.
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