When everything become normal, know that something changed in the mind of people. I have never been able to do something I want, when I was a kid, because everything would be forbidden. Now, there's a new word's cummon. Freedom. Now you are free to do anything come to your mind only if you don't hurt others. You are free to try what others are doing while you don't. Judgements are still here, though. But what can we say ? Fuck them. You cannot judge someone when he's doing what he had chosen to do. When someone come into your life suddenly, you feel totally insecure about it, then what ? You start doing and trying stuffs with them.

That's exactly what I'm trying to tell her.

"-Lauren, can you come please ?

-What do you want, Dinah !?
I've been running through the
house a thousand of times
preparing for the party !

-You won't be mad at me once
you know what I want you to
do. Camila needs a ride.

-Give me the keys."

She smirked then throw the keys to my direction. I glanced to the mirror checking my look. Perfect. I take a deep breath then got out of Dinah's place. It's already 6:43PM. The party starts at 7PM, reason why I'm driving fastly, not because I want to see her. I know she has a weak for me, I mean, who doesn't ? Look at my eyes, my lips, my dark brown hair and my perfect body. I'd fall for me, but for now, I want her to fall for me and she will fall for me. I cannot believe she's straight. No one's straight. Anyway, she might be curious at least. I can feel her staring at me sometimes.

Once I parked the car in front of her home, I got off of it and made my way to the door and knocked three times. Her mother greeted me and informed me that Camila's upstairs, still preparing herself in the room.

"-You can go upstairs."

And that's all what I wanted to hear. I hurried to join Camila in her room but don't find her there. I assume she's in the bathroom or whatever, I'll stay waiting for her here. Her room is kind of so soft. Walls are dark blue while everything else is totally white. Lights are low. That makes me want to sleep and feel as if I'm in the most secure place in this whole damn world. I sat down in her bed staring at the wall in front of me.

"-What are you doing here ?"

I turned to the side and found Camila... I swear I'm staring at an angel and a devil at the same time. She's wearing a black short dress with black high heels. Her hair is... so... I can't even define it. Looking at her brown eyes makes me feel she's so innocent then looking at the rest of her body makes me want to lock her here in the bed.

"-Hey !
-Hi. I... just came to give you a
ride.
-Where's Dinah ?
-Busy. You don't want me to get
you to the party ?"

I stood and make few steps forward her. She takes steps back until touching the wall behind her. I whisper softly when I'm like inches apart from her lips.

"-You look... so... perfect."

She lost control for three seconds which turned me on then put her hands against my shoulders to push me away from her.

"-Let's go. We will be late."