WELL WHEN I WAS LIVIN WITH MY MOM SHE JUST USE TO ABUSE ME VERBALLY AND SHE WAS ALLWAYS FAST TO WANT SWING ON ME I REMBER ONE TIME WHEN WE LIVED IN FALL RIVER MY SISTER AND BROTHERS FATHER LIVED WITH US AND HE PUT UP WITH HER FOR A WHILE AND THEN HE LEFT AFTER A WHILE THEN SHE WAS MESSING WITH A DUDE WHO USE TO BEAT HER ASS AND SHIT SHE END UP LEAVEING HIM THANK GOD SHE HAD SOME SNSE TO GET A WAY FROM A COWARD LIKE THAT ANYWAYS BUT AS THINGS WENT ON SHE JUST USE TO TREAT ME REALLY BAD SHE HAD TOLD MY BUSINESS TO ONE OF HER FREINDS TELLING HIM I WAS ON MY PERIOD AND SHE USE TO CALL ME NAMES AND SHIT AND SO I STARTED RUNNING A WAY AND I WILL GO TO JAIL AND GET OUT AND SAME SHIT SO ONE DAY SHE WENT FOOD SHOPPING AND THEN SHE CAME HOME AND SHE ASKED ME TO PUT THE ICE CREAM AWAY I DIDNT I STOLE MONEY FROM HER AND I WAS ON MY WAY BUT SHE SAYS STAY IN THE HOUSE ON A 🔥 ASS DAY WITH TWO FANS BLOWING HEAT BUT ME NAH I BOUNCED AND WENT TO MY FAMILY COOKOUT AND END UP STAYING WITH MY AUNT AND THEN WENT BACK TO MOMS AND THEN I REALLY RAN THE STREETS I USED TO HAVE TO WATCH HER KIDS WHEN I WAS 9 YEARS OLD IN FALL RIVER I HAD A JOB SWEEPING A WHITE MAN PARKING LOT NO LIE I HAD NO CLUE WHAT I WAS DOING I USE TO COOK FOR THEM PUT THEM IN THE BATH WHY MOMS RAN THE STREETS ON CRACK AND SHE WAS ON IT BAD BUT I DO RECALL THAT MY STEP DAD WAS THERE FOR A WHILE AS WELL AND I HAD EVERYTHING BUT HE END UP LEAVEING HER AND SHIT SO I WAS A LONE TAKEIN CARE OF HER KIDS AT A YOUNG AGE AND I ALSO RECALL THAT THERE WAS A TIME WHEN SHE PUSHED ME DOWN THE STAIRS WHEN I WAS YOUNG WHEN WE WENT TO LOOK AT THIS APT FOR HER ON DIMOCK ST SHE NERVER GOT IT SO WE WAS IN FALL RIVER AND THEN WHEN HER KIDS WENT TO THEIRE DAD SHE GOT HER SHIT TOGETHER AND WE MOVED TO WINSTON RD IN THE HOOD IT WAS THE SAME WAY BUT ANYWAYS THEN I STARTED BOUNCEING FROM PLACE TO PLACE I WAS 19 YEARS OLD I HAD MY 1ST SON  WHEN I TURNT 20  LIVINN WITH MY SO CALLED FAMILY IN BOSTON THEY TREATED ME FUCKED ME UP AND EVERY NIGHT WAS A PARTY AND IT WAS A STRUGGLE BABY DADDY WASNT SHIT HE WAS ABUSEING ME TO IT WAS A BIG MESS IN THE HOSPITAL HE GOT ME LOCKED IN A CRAZY HOSPITAL HIM AND MY MOM AND MY AUNT GOT MY KIDS TAKEN FROM ME AND I AM TALKING ABOUT ALL MY KIDS THEY CALLED IN ON ME AND TOLD THE WHITE PEOPLE I WAS DOING ALL KINDS OF SHIT AND THEN MY AUNT LIED AND SAID I WAS UNFIT I WAS TRYING TO KILL MY SON AND ETC BUT MY COUSAINS ON THE OTHER HAND YEAH THEY LEFT ME IN THE INNER CIRCLE OF THE HOSPITAL LAYING ON THE GROUND IT WAS BELOW 0 THEY TOOK MY CLOTHS OFF ME OF ME AND LAYED ME ON THE COLD GROUND AND LAYED MY SON ON TOP OF ME HE HAD NO CLOTHS ON I HAD TO WRAP MY SWEATER AROUND HIM SO HE CAN STAY WARM HE WAS 20 MINUTES OF LIFE AND I STILL WAS DEALING WITH THE ABUSE OF MY BABY DADDY ABUSEING ME GIVING OUT STDS LIEING SLEEPING WITH MEN BEHIND MY BACK WHY I WAS PREGO PUTTING GUNS TO MY HEAD HE WRAPED THE PHONE CORD A ROUND MY NECK PUSHED MY DOWN THE STAIRS HE MOM AND SISTER AND THEM WAS RUDE ASS SHIT THO TO THEY HAD ME STANDING OUT SIDE ON A VERY HOT DAY WHY I WAS PREGO ALSO SHE TOLD ME TO GO STAND UNDER 🌳 SO ANYWAYS I END UP GOING BACK TO MY AUNTS HOUSE AND I IT WAS THE SAME SHIT ONE NIGHT ME AND MY COUSAIN WAS SITTING AT THE TABLE TALKIN AND SHE CAME UP BEHIND ME AND PULLED A CHUNK OF MY HAIR OUT FOR NO REASON I KNOW SHE WAS DRUNK AND I WENT TO GO STAY THE NIGHT AT THIS OTHER LADY HOUSE MY GRANDMOTHER WAS BEST FREINDS WITH BUT I ALSO LIVED WITH THE SAME LADY BEFOR MY GRANDMOTHER GOT SICK AND PASSED CAUSE I WAS LIVEIN WITH HER MOST OF MY LIFE WHEN MOMS ALLWAYS BURNT MY GRANDMOTHER HOUSE DOWN BY INHALEING BURNT PAPER TRYING TO GET HIGH AND MY SO CALLED DAD YEAH HE WAS JUST A DEAD BEAT IN AND OUT OF JAIL BROKEN PROMSES I WAS ONE OF THEM KIDS WHO USED TO SIT BY THE WINDOW HOPEING HE WAS COMEING BUT NERVER HAPPEN YEAH HE WAS ALLWAYS LIKE THAT I USE TO GET MY ASS WHOOPED FOR NOTHING ON HIS MOM SIDE OF THE FAMILY CAUSE MY COUSAIN AND THEM DID SOMETHING MY DADS BROTHER  PUNCHED ME SO HARD I FELL THROUGH THE DOOR AND I KIND OF KNEW I WAS A VICTIM OF DV BY THE HANDS OF MY DADS BROTHER AND SO SNESE ALL OF THE EXTRA .COM HAPPEN TO I ALSO BECAME A VICTIM OF RAPE AT A EARLY AGE BEAT UP BY OTHER MEN AS I GOT OLDER I DID A LOT OF DUMB SHIT IN MY LIFE PARTY DOING COKE DOING E PILLS DEALING WITH THE CHAT LINES WENT TO JAIL ONCE AND KEPT GOING AFTER THAT I WAS FORCED TO LOSE BABIES LIKE I WAS FORCED TO GO TO PLANNED PARENT HOOD TO GET RID OF MY BABIE LIKE 5 TIMES TO MAKE MY SO CALLED FAMILY HAPPY CAUSE THEY NEEDED MONEY OH YEAH LIKE WHEN I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL THEY CAME UP TO MY SCHOOL TO VERBALLY ABUSE ME AND SHE ALSO BEAT ME IN FRONT OF HER BOYFREIND AND HAD THE GUTS TO CALL ME IN THE ROOM SO SHE CAN ABUSE ME BUT I DID FINSH MIDDLE SCHOOL THANK GOD EVERYTHING FELL A PART WHEN PEOPLE STARTED PASSING A WAY THATS WHAT I THINK AND SO NOW AS I AM GOING THROUGH HEALING JOURNEY I ALSO FOUND OUT MY MOM AND HER SISTER GOT RAPPED WHEN THEY WAS YOUNGER AND I WAS A SACRIFICE THATS WHAT GOT TOLD TO ME AND MY AUNT TOLD ME I SHOULD OF ASKED MY GRANDMOTHER ABOUT BUT I NERVER HAD THE CHANCE TO SHE PASSED RIP MY COUSAIN MY OTHER COUSAIN GRAND DAD OTHER GRAND DAD AUNTS LIKE WHAT THA FUCK WHEN DO IT END MY STEP DAD PASSED A WAY RIP RICKIE I WAS IN COURT THE DAY OF HIS PASSING I DIDNT GO AND I SOME TIMES CRY I FEEL HURT LOST BUT GOD GOT ME I THINK OF EVERYONE WHO WAS TO REAL IN THE FAMILY BUT ANYWAYS THAT WAS MY TELL ALL UNTOLD SECRETS I REALLY DIDNT GET IN TO MUCH DETAILS BUT THATS MY STORY THE LIFE OF LIQEAHILL AND O YEAH LET ME NOT TO FORGET AND TELL YALL THIS HER MAN DANCED FOR ME WHEN I WAS 14 YEARS OLD AS WELL TO #PART1