The sun is up,he's soft ray touche my face telling me "Wake up is a new day" I open my eyes slowly staring into ceiling...I feel sad...every time I open my eyes I feel sad...I get up and go to the bathroom,after washing my face I look at myself in the mirror...same black ugly hair,same ugly eyes,to small for my face,a big face,big nous...just my lips are better. I go back in my room choosing an outfit for today...black ripped jeans,a black hoodie and a cap...like this you can see just my lips! I take my backpack and I go to the exit door I see the sticky note left by my mom every morning she go to the work before I woke up and come back home when I'm sleeping,I feel like she's trying to avoid me,anyway what she said: "Sweetie,I go to the work,I bought you food,you can cook anything you want,if you don't want to cook you have money under the cookie bowl you can order pizza or anything you want,see you later" yeah sure "see me later" I take the note down and throw it in the first trash can I saw.
Arriving at school I was welcomed by one of the most nicest person I ever meet:
- Oh,look the little emo girl is here! she start laughing
- Good morning,Sara, as usually you are such a pleasant compay! I roll my eyes and go to my desk
- So,lil' gothy gothy,what demon we summon this weekend? A demon who can be your boyfriend? Or even better a demon who can be your mom!
- First of all I am not goth and not emo either so stop calling me like this and second I don't need to summon another demon you are enough!
- Gothy,don't provoke me,because you will regret!
- I regret that I'm not in the mood to kick your stupid ass!
- What did you call me?
- S.T.U.P.I.D!
- I will...
- Miss Roberson sit down!
- I will kill you! she said with an angry expression on her face while sitting down!
After the class Sara come to me
- So,gothy,how did you call me in class?
- I called you S.T.U.P.I.D
- You want to start a fight?
- You are the one who start!
- I will...she was ready to grab my hair but I was faster and grab her hair and put she on the ground and I ask:
- You want me to send you to your friends demons or you go by yourself? grabbing harder her hair
- You slut I will kill you and you will can meet your stupid sister and your crazy dad that way!
I see red in front of my eyes and start beating her like she was my punching bag,I didn't stop till a boy come and save her
- Let me alone,I will send this whore in hell where she belong! yelling at him
- STOP IT,if you continue you will be the one who go to hell because you killed someone!
- Let me go...! trying to escape from him
- Yo,girl run because I can't keep her for too long...
Sara get up and helped by another boy she managed to go as far as she can.
The boy let me go and I take my backpack and go to my house.
When I arrive I burst into tears calling my dad and my sister:
- Dad,Lisa,why you leave me,why you make me live in this hell without you,save me,show me the light,save me from this hell...please...please! I go back into my room crying and I fall asleep still crying!
I woke up in a forest,but not a creepy one  it was a lot of light,but one spot was darker...the spot where I was...I look around the trees were all green they have at the roots flowers then I hear a familiar voice:
- Linda,hey Linda,look at me!
- Hu? Lisa? Is that you? I turned where the voice comes from
- Yes is me! You missed me,don't you?
- Yes,a lot! I try to go to her and hug her but I can't move,Lisa,Lisa why I can't move?
- Linda,you hate yourself,you need to learn how to love yourself! When you will love yourself the dark spot will disaper and you will be able to move forward!
- What do you mean?
- When you will found out what is the meaning,you will start your challenge to love yourself!
- Lisa,help me where I need to start to search?
- Start with the new one!
- What? too late she disaper...
I woke up with a headache!