May
eliahlee.
I had a numb feeling all day. today luca had a wresting match. I went to almost all of them and cheered for him, usually give him a good luck bad massage. he gave me the dopey eyed look again. I felt my eyes cloud again. I feld it in so he could have his little cheerleader. -me.
2 weeks later you had sex with deliah. and you told her not to tell me. why did you do that. I thought we told each other everything. I don't blame you because we haven't been very close. but are friendship is dwindling and I don't know what to do. when it comes to you I never know which way to go.
I know I keep telling you we aren't friends anymore. but that's because I don't know how to be a friend to you. I just wish that instead of journaling about this I could just tell you how u feel. that all the good things that have happened they always will outcon the bad. I wish I told you I loved you when you said it to me. I still love you but I'm hurt by these games you play with me
I had a numb feeling all day. today luca had a wresting match. I went to almost all of them and cheered for him, usually give him a good luck bad massage. he gave me the dopey eyed look again. I felt my eyes cloud again. I feld it in so he could have his little cheerleader. -me.
2 weeks later you had sex with deliah. and you told her not to tell me. why did you do that. I thought we told each other everything. I don't blame you because we haven't been very close. but are friendship is dwindling and I don't know what to do. when it comes to you I never know which way to go.
I know I keep telling you we aren't friends anymore. but that's because I don't know how to be a friend to you. I just wish that instead of journaling about this I could just tell you how u feel. that all the good things that have happened they always will outcon the bad. I wish I told you I loved you when you said it to me. I still love you but I'm hurt by these games you play with me
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