I'm been thinking alot I read my tarot reading on YouTube I just found out that I thought Shane was going b my new beginning but he just play me too I was also part of his 3rd party he been with another person behind my back without knowing now I don't know anymore I feel like I don't want to deal both of them but I can b there friend im back to be single again can't believe Shane also play me too I don't know what to choose I chose myself instead and just start to move on to another new love I thought Shane was the one for me but he was with some1 els behind my back I was part of a 3 Rd party dam y do I end up with the wrong person I don't want to choose anymore im going to focus on myself and I have other options I going to move on and just dating people I'm taking it slow for now on until I find the right person I'm tire being lonely I will keep moving forward and move on let my angels heaven good spirit to take over who my destiny will be I done with both BS. But I still can be there friend.

Ok I talk to my angels good spirit heaven and ancestors that I don't want to choose two people anymore I don't know which two people I'm destiny with so I tell them I will let them take over my destiny that who of two of them I end up with the one person that I meant to b with I let them choose for me look like they told me my destiny with forever some1 is Shane they said he help me learn more about my lesson I been through I become much stronger then before im sorry Ryu my angels good spirit heaven and my ancestors choose my path with Shane I'm forever destiny with I hope some1 very new will heal your heart and your dead soul to replace me I will always love you with all my heart I know u couldn't replace me but plz try to find some1 very new that will always love you like I used too ok be strong plz don't let the darkness get you ok plz don't give up on yourself and keep going even if it not me coming back to you ok but if u still want to b my friend plz except me being with  relationship with my new person k Ryu I know u can't live without me but you have to let me go alright babe.

Today I read my tarot reading on YouTube I have a message from Ryu and I was shock I didn know what he been through to save me and cut the bad people BS now he finally speak up to me about the truth message I was so shock and my eyes was crying about him he did everything to clean up the mess I can't believe he did all this for me I was still crying my eyes out on my bed he been through so much for my sake y did u just tell me now because I chose some1 els and I move on but now I shouldn have done that when you just told me a truth omg it really hurt me so much that u were finally telling everything what u been through dam it Ryu now I had go back to you again you deserve a reward for cleaning up your mess now what I'm going to do now about you it little to late already I chose Shane  i was about to start new begining with him soon he also deserve reward too now I have think again who I choose now you make me feel like I have to choose you Ryu you been through so rough plz stay alive don't get yourself kill omg I'm crying again you were doing everything to cut the BS Oh Ryu look what you done to me now. Now u wanted me to give you a second chance you were so serious my gosh y Ryu y or did you do it to cut the BS help your kid safety not just me or am I wrong if it not for me sake then it for your two kids I not sure if you have a second kid already well then I still want to b your friend still im not sure if I want to b with you love it feel like my feeling for u still is gone tho. I b surprise if you really let me go Ryu I b feeling relief if it is true.