CVME DXWN
DVLCE VITA
DEMVN LVRD
LIFESTEAL
VENXM
KILL ME / SVICIDAL V
HYPVCRISY
KVLD BLVVD KVLT
BLVVDY DREAMS
ALTER EGO
WHAT'S THE CATCH
BITTERSWEET
JVKER
Who Am I?
SMILE MASK
CVBWEB TRAP
ANIMAL
SURVIVAL INSTINCT
IT IS NOT ME
CVLDHEARTED
VNLY I CAN KILL MYSELF
RVPE
RELY ØNLY ØN YXURSELF
WHAT IS LØVE?
ARSENE
CVLD FISH
SLIT THRØAT
"ONE FVR ALL AND ALL FVR ONE"
LET THE PEVPLE KILL THEMSELVES
BIPØLAR
RARE SPECIMEN
I'M SØRRØWFUL
CVLDHEARTED
I regret for what I am,
I can't fucking change myself,
I'm sorry I'm hurtin' my friends,
That is why I hate myself,
Fuckin', yeah, I feel that guilt!
I cannot forgive myself,
I apologize for my negligence,
I don't even feel like I'm hurting when I speak



I can't learn a lesson,
Not to get attached to people,
I don't have no demons,
My true essence is pure evil,
Evil flows in my veins,
I am tryna be humane,
Since my birth, I wasn't the same,
And since then I'm pretendin' to this day,
Uhh...
I can't learn a lesson,
Not to get attached to people,
I don't have no demons,
MY TRUE ESSENCE IS PURE EVIL,
EVIL FLOWS IN MY VEINS,
I am tryna be humane,
SINCE MY BIRTH, I WASN'T THE SAME,
And since then I'm pretendin' to this day...



I'm callous it's true,
I have no excuse,
The closer I get to someone, the more it hurts me to lose,
To be alone and not to harm anyone is what I choose,
Better to suffer alone,
Without hurting those around,
Perhaps it'll consume me from the inside like a black hole,
All my friends from the past to the present have turned into gray shadows



I regret for what I am,
I can't fucking change myself,
I'm sorry I'm hurtin' my friends,
That is why I hate myself,
Fuckin', yeah, I feel that guilt!
I cannot forgive myself,
I apologize for my negligence,
I don't even feel like I'm hurting when I speak



Cora and Helen, I sincerely apologize...



P.s. 18/04/21

That day I played Minecraft with my friends, Cora and Helen. Those were sweet times for me then, but I cut them off. Yes, it was my fault. We played every day for several months in a row and it felt like my childhood, which remained only in memories. I've spoken a lot of bad things and I regret it to this day. Cora and Helen, I sincerely apologize. I hope you will see this, which is unlikely. Unfortunately...



© CVLD BLVVDED ,
книга «MVVD SWINGS».
VNLY I CAN KILL MYSELF
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