"She was a rainbow. But he was colourblind"

It's been a week since the last time I saw him.

I didn't go to work because I had a university test. it's so annoying these tests.

Well as a smart person it's not that hard to pass them but I can't see my beautiful man.

Looking outside the window of the bus and I am thinking about him. The way he smiles at me while pulling back his blond hair. And mostly his eyes as if there were emerald jewels placed inside.

Make you unable to resist their shine. But to think I didn't know what is his name.

He knows mine because boss always calls me with it but I don't know his and that's not fair. I am quite upset.

Heading toward my workplace if I saw him today today I will ask him his name. I need to be brave. Gather some of my courage and ask him. He will not ignore m, right? I hope so.

Reaching my workplace, looking at the time while watering my flower, sighing I miss him I need to wait another 30 minutes until he comes.

kept watching the tie for the first time I feel like the time is passing too slow. Like it's not moving.

Today playlist is all about romantic French songs such as "Les Facuillies Mortes" By Iggy pop.

Waiting, until I heard the noise of the bell on our door. It's a cute one the moment the doors opens its rings.

Looking towards the door. He is entering, just like aways so handsome, wearing a suit with the same colour of his emerald jewellery eyes. With a handkerchief, the colour of a red rose so captivated.

He sat on his usual place asking for his usual drink. He is so handsome.

Bring his order. pouring it into the glass. He is staring at me following my acts with his pretty eyes. I can see his reflection on the surface of the drink.

He is smiling. I think this is my moment and ask him about his name. I tried to but I end up leaving his table. I am a coward.

I back to my position. Stealing looks of him. Thinking that I will never be able to know his name.

It's about the time when he leave usually. He is heading toward me, he gave me his glass with tissue ten left. He smiled at me while giving it to me even our hands did touch.

I put down the glass holding the tissue getting closer to my face and smell. Yet, I am a total pervert smiling a tissue.

It soundly falls and did open there was something written inside. I held it and start to open it he wrote something inside.

"I was lonely when you didn't come to work these days. You new perfume is so sweet just like always. Sweety."  And down was written, Michael.

So his name is Michael. so pretty, plus his handwriting is pretty too.

I will treasure this tissue. I finally knew his name. I am so happy he looks like know my perfumes and he even noticed that I change it.

The world before used to be black and white to me just like the keys of the piano. But now it started to be mixed in more colours.

With his colours.

"Be careful Emma... You are like a daughter that I never had." s soft voice said coming from behind.

Turning to see it's my boss voice. smiling at him. Looking at each other. We both know exactly what the other wants to say.

He is written for me that I am falling deeply and deeply in love with Michael. But I am already deeply in love with him. I know this love is dangerous.

That's why they said passion comes only once that's why love is dangerous.

I've spent my whole life careful, planing to every step before doing anything, never took the risk. But this once I've decided I will take the risk no matter what takes.

I just got enough from being behind. I may lose everything or nothing. But how am I supposed to know if I will will lose or win without trying?

I will try my best to not end up like her. Because I am simply not her. I am not fragile nor stupid.

"You should be careful from now on." The same tender voice of my boss.

"I know and I will. Don't worry about me. I am not like her." I said.

"Okay, I know you will never be like her. You are stranger than her." He said.

Well, that's up to my will now from on. I hope to get more hidden message from my pretty man.