When she began to stir from her deep slumber, she had no idea she was buried under several

feet of moist, dark earth. Curled into a tight ball with one hand over her face, she shivered as her

brain slowly switched on. Flashes of random memories full of distorted images burst through her

mind.

Time to wake up, a voice whispered.

Her eyelids fluttered.

Before she could fully awaken, her body was seized tight in a spasm of pain, contorting in on

itself as her hands trembled around her face. The seizure released her and, slowly, she opened

her eyes.

Darkness greeted her.

Trembling, she strained to see into the blackness that enshrouded her. She could barely make

out the outline of her fingers curled over her face. Something heavy and moist was pressing

down on her.

Suddenly claustrophobic, she thrust her left arm upward in a desperate attempt to throw off

whatever was covering her.

Dirt poured into the tiny space around her face and filled her mouth and nose. Terrified, she

plunged her arm into the earth, trying to push it away. She tried to roll onto her back and shoved

upward with her other hand. Warm, wet earth pressed down all around her body.

For a horrible moment, she had no sense of up or down and feared she was frantically

tunneling deeper into the ground. Shoving fear aside, she clawed at the dirt, desperately trying to

free herself.

To her relief, her hands and arms broke through the soil and into the empty space above her.

Managing to get her feet under her, she shoved her body through the earth. She broke the surface

of the forest floor and stood, blinking in the moonlight, standing in what was left of the hole that

had been her prison. She raised trembling hands to sweep back her raven hair. Her blue-gray

eyes blinking hard, she tried to take a deep breath. She choked and gagged, then fell onto her

hands as she threw up streams of muddy liquid. Coughing, she wiped her mouth with her dirty

fingers and let out a whimper.

Around her, the night whispered softly. Tiny animals scurried through the underbrush around

her. An owl hooted in a tree nearby. The moon shone down brightly, its full face glowing in the

sky. Falling onto her hip, she lay in silence for a long moment.

Try as she might, she could not draw her thoughts together. She wasn't even certain of her

name. How she had come to be buried alive in the forest was beyond her comprehension.

Pulling her legs slowly out of the grave that had entrapped her, she lay on the ground

shivering.

Her long, milky-white fingers clawed at the ground beside her and she looked at her hand in

dazed confusion.

Need to go home, she thought.

Slowly, she rolled to her knees and bowed in silence, almost appearing to pray. Pressing down

on the ground with her hands, she slowly rose to her feet. Her muddled brain slowly took in her

soiled jeans and boots. Her white T-shirt was caked with dirt and what appeared to be dried

blood. Her hair fell unfettered to her waist, full of clumps of dirt, twigs, and bugs. Shaking her

head vigorously, she tried to get the forest crude out of her tresses.

“Home,” she whispered.

Her own voice startled her.

Her first step was hesitant. She wasn't even sure her legs would support her, but amazingly,

they did. Slowly, she made her way down through the trees. Her stride became increasingly

steady as she walked forward in the direction that felt “right.”

Her hand fluttered over her hair as she walked. She could not remember her name, but a dim

memory of extraordinary pleasure filled her mind. Scrunching up her nose a little, she hesitated

and stood looking around her in confusion.

A glow over the treetops called to her.

Home lay that way.

Feeling a bit steadier, she trudged on. Her jeans were stiff with all sorts of crap, and she

craved a hot shower.

My brain isn't working. This isn't how I should be reacting.

She wasn't sure what her own thoughts meant.

As she reached the bottom of the hill, buildings bathed in soft light swam out of the darkness.

The college, she thought.

She stood at the edge of a pool of light and gazed dreamily through the limbs of the trees.

Voices whispered in the distance and, somewhere, music was playing. Suddenly, horribly aware

of her appearance, she decided not to venture down to the sidewalk below. Home lay nearby, but

she could reach it by staying in the shadows.

Not certain how she knew where she lived, but couldn’t remember her own name, she

frowned deeply. Once more, she ran a hand over her soiled hair, then moved down into the

shadows of the large red brick buildings of the college.

It was relatively easy to avoid people and she hid whenever anyone walked down the

crisscrossing sidewalks that connected the buildings.

It's Easter weekend, she thought. No one is here.

A long narrow building beckoned to her with its familiarity. She trudged toward it through the

gloom. Most of the windows were dark. The dirty yellow light from the broken outdoor lamp

fastened over the double doors was a welcome glow.

Stepping out of the cover of the trees, she shivered as she was suddenly exposed to the view

of anyone cutting across the courtyard. She hugged herself tightly and peered through the glass

panes of the doors into the long narrow hallway beyond. It was intimidating in its length, and

only the dark, chipped dorm doors surrounded by stickers, posters, photos and other

ornamentation broke up the impression of it being never-ending.

She took a breath and tried to open the door. It was firmly locked. Confused at first, she

jiggled the doorknob. Reason pushed through her murky thoughts and she fished in her jean

pockets. A simple ring with a few keys was in her right one. Slowly, she tried each key in the

battered lock until, at last, one slipped in easily. The knob turned.

A slow, icy chill flowed down her back. She tossed her hair back from her face looking

sharply behind her. The sensation of being watched pricked over her skin. She pushed the door

open and took refuge in the long, stark hallway. Nothing stirred out in the courtyard except a

pink flyer. It must have torn loose from a bulletin board and now danced in the night wind.

Fear trembling at the bottom of her stomach, she turned and moved away from the locked

doors. The narrow hallway was strangely familiar. Her footsteps echoed around her as she

walked. In the distance, she heard the very soft hum of someone's radio.

It seemed to take forever to reach the middle of the long hall. A small room crammed full of

vending machines sat at the base of the stairs. The handicap elevator stood open. She glanced

inside to see that it was empty before starting up the narrow staircase that led to the second and

third floors. The ugly, faded, formerly buttercup-yellow paint on the walls was covered in flyers

and posters for events around the campus. She briefly glanced at them as she trudged upwards,

but the words and pictures were nonsense to her numb brain.

The second-floor hall lights were flickering when she reached the landing. Feeling another

cold shiver of fear, she looked up and down the stairwell, but there was no sign of another

person.

Home was nearby.

She started to turn right, then corrected herself and turned left. Drawn toward the end of the

hallway, she shuddered. Fear once again gripped her tightly and, for a moment, a vivid thought

flashed through her mind.

I'm dead. There is nothing here for me.

She froze in mid-step and reached out to stabilize herself. The thought repeated itself over and

over again until she let out a desperate sound and pushed it down. Insanity lay in that sort of

thinking.

Gathering up her strength, she pushed on until she reached a door surrounded by stickers of

sexy devil women, vamps and an assortment of band photos. Sid Vicious snarled out of her from

one, while Ozzy Osbourne howled at the devil in another. Laying her hand on the doorway, she

read the name stenciled onto red paper in black marker and taped with electrical tape to the door.

“Amaliya,” she breathed. It was her name. Her grimy fingers traced over the letters. She

whispered the name again. Yes, that was her name. She remembered people called her Amal.

That nickname bugged her.

Pulling out the ring of keys, she leaned against the door, a sense of relief washing over her.

Her mind felt full of thick muddy water with flashes of light beneath the waves, but she couldn't

concentrate too long on those flashes or her whole body began to hurt.

She needed to bathe, then it would be okay.

The key with the skull sticker slid into the lock and she pushed open the door. Her room was

very narrow and sat at the end of a long, dark hallway. It was simply furnished with a twin bed in

one corner, a desk under the long window, and a battered dresser on the wall across from the

bed. The walls were covered in posters of long-haired rock stars, none of whom seemed familiar.

An enormous poster of Angelina Jolie was on one wall surrounded by pictures clipped out of

magazines of other beautiful women dressed in sexy outfits.

Amaliya shut the door behind her, drinking in the familiarity of the room. She remembered

every detail: its battered furniture; the tiny fridge tucked at the end of the bed that made

godawful noises when she tried to sleep; the dirty laundry thrown at the bottom of her closet.

This was her personal space and she felt her shoulders sag with relief.

Her one luxury in the dorm was her very tiny bathroom. It was one of the perks of paying

more money to live on the second floor.

She walked down the narrow little hallway, past the open sliding doors of her closet, and into

the room itself. Shoes, most of them pretty battered, were strewn at her feet. Her bed was a

crumpled mess. Silently, she leaned over and pushed the button on her old stereo. Johnny Cash's

voice filled the room. On her bathroom door was an enormous poster of the Man in Black. She

automatically touched the brim of an imaginary hat to salute him. His somber, craggy face did

not change as she shoved open the bathroom door.

The bathroom was so small the door barely missed hitting the toilet and the bathtub when she

opened it. All she could think of was the bath. She was caked in dirt and grime and leaves, twigs,

dirt, and a few insects were twisted around in her hair. Her body was so filthy she could barely

see her creamy, pale skin.

“Yuck,” was all she could think to say.

When she turned on the hot water in the shower, a tremor rocked the center of her body. It

started just above her stomach, then rolled through her chest and limbs. She gagged, then leaned

over the tub and threw up again. Mucous and mud trailed from her lips. Again, she shuddered

and fell into the tub, fully clothed, the warming water sloshing over her.

Tears exploded from her eyes and she let out a desperate wail. The seizure arched her back

and sent her sprawling before abruptly releasing her. She lay there, on the cold, chipped bottom

of her tub for a few minutes before she felt strong enough to wiggle out of her clothes. The jeans

were hard to get off. She struggled with her boots. Finally, she was naked and the water was hot.

Standing up slowly, she reached out, grabbed the showerhead, and pulled the tiny switch so

the hot water would stream over her. She didn't let go but held on for dear life. The hot water

sluiced over her, washing away the muddy remains of her grave. She closed her eyes and tried

not to focus too hard on the memories trembling just below the thin layer of confusion. If she

tried to think too hard, it only hurt.

Using nearly half of the shower gel and a good portion of shampoo, she scrubbed her body

and hair clean. The scalding water and loofah soon had her skin looking red and raw, but it felt

better than before. Her fingers traced over the tattoo decorating the lower portion of her belly.

Intricate vines and flowers made a lovely pattern against her skin.

Why the hell would you do that to your body? Do you want to look like a whore? The male

voice whispered, then faded away.

She dragged her long hand over the tattoo perched on her upper arm. It was an intricate design

with vines and roses with little cherubs holding scrolls that read “Beloved Mother.” Frowning,

her fingers slid over the rough scar in the center of the tattoo. There had been something here,

she remembered that.

Tears streamed down her cheeks as she remembered the pain of getting this tattoo. Her heart

had hurt so badly that the pain of the needle had not mattered to her. It had been for her mother,

her sweet, broken mother. The one who had named her Amaliya. There had been-

“A cross,” she whispered, her fingers tracing over the roughened edges of the white scar.

Sliding the clear shower curtain back, she stared from the depths of the shower into the

fogged mirror over the sink. For a moment, she thought nothing was reflected in the mirror.

Stumbling out of the shower, she ran her hand over the mirror, her blue-gray eyes coming into

focus. Her clean, black hair hung loosely around her face, framing a face with a strong chin, high

cheekbones, a sharp slightly hooked nose, and full, bruised looking lips.

Her fingers slid down over her features, then over her neck, down to her breasts. The

piercings in both nipples glinted in the fluorescent light. Slowly, she turned and looked over her

shoulder to see her back was still adorned with angel wings, her freshest tattoos. Her waist

tucked in above her full hips. She ran a hand over her curvy right cheek slowly.

Need to lose weight, she thought.

For a moment, she was filled with self-loathing. Her upper body was long and lean, with

shapely breasts and a small waist. Her lower body was fuller, but her legs seemed too short for

her body. Endless jogging, avoiding potatoes and other starches had never rid her of her wider

hips.

She started laughing. It was a startling sound to her ears when she heard it, and she sank

against the wall, cold and wet.

I'm insane, she thought. I've lost my mind.

Forcing the crazed giggles away, she dried off, then checked the mirror again. The tiny

diamond tucked into the side of her nose twinkled back at her. She slid her dark hair back behind

her ears. The six hoops in each ear were intact. Her fingers pulled back her hair and she studied

her roots intently. A faint line of gold was visible along the part.

She would have to dye her hair again soon. At least her eyebrows were naturally dark.

Her legs were a little shaky as she walked into her room and pulled a pair of jeans out of the

laundry basket resting on the cluttered dresser. A pair of pink bikini-briefs came with them and

she pulled both items on. Rummaging around in the basket, she found a white tank top and

shrugged it on. Collapsing onto the bed, she leaned over and opened the refrigerator. The tiny

thing creaked open and revealed it was empty, save for a soda and bottled water.

She was hungry. Very hungry. Famished.

Shoving the door shut, she ran her hands through her damp hair and stared down at her feet.

The chipped red polish on her toenails was the norm. They were cut short and slightly ragged.

Shrugging, she leaned down and snagged a pair of battered Bettie Page heels. She always tried to

wear heels to make up for her shorter legs.

Her stomach coiled tightly as she stood. She gasped in pain. Her vision swam and she

stumbled forward.

She needed to eat, and soon.

Looking up into the battered mirror above her dresser, she stared into an empty room. She

gasped, then suddenly, her reflection winked into view. Blinking hard, she watched it wink out

again, then shimmer back slowly.

Terror gripped her. She grabbed her keys off the floor and rushed to the door. She would eat

and then she would be fine. She'd stop feeling like this and she would understand what had

happened to her.

She just needed to eat.

That would do it.

Yes, to eat. That would be salvation.

She just needed to…feed.

* * *

Amaliya felt weak as she maneuvered down the stairs, then trudged down the long dim

corridor to the outside world. Beyond her feebleness, she felt strangely unreal. It was as if she

was moving through a dream where nothing felt connected to her in any way. Her surroundings

seemed faintly familiar to her hazy mind, but it was instinct that drew her toward her destination,

not memory.

Her high heels clicked against the sidewalk as she moved towardShe stopped for a moment, her thoughts shifting, then she remembered.

The parking lot lay beyond the jumble of buildings nearby. And she had a truck, a beat-up

blue truck. She nodded and started walking again.

A door opened to a nearby building, where a young Asian man hurried out. He didn't even

glance at her as he moved around her, hastily walked toward one of the far buildings.

Turning slowly, she stared after him. No, she didn't know him, but he made her feel warm

inside. She considered following him but then shook her head.

He was not enough to make her hunger go away.

Frowning, unsure of her own thoughts, she turned her attention back to her destination and

started walking again.

The old, red brick buildings of the college rose around her, imposing in their aged facades. A

few more modern buildings were tucked back behind them, squat and ugly. She looked at the

darkened windows with trepidation

Turning a corner, the long sidewalk wound between buildings. In the distance, she could see

the lights that illuminated the parking lot. Rubbing her arms with her hands, she moved through

the shadows.

Music, jarring with its tribal beat, glided on the night wind, where it swirled around her.

Tilting her head, she listened. The music grew louder as she concentrated. For some reason, she

felt drawn to the pulsating beat. Turning toward the source, she saw that it was one of the

fraternity houses that sat on the edges of the campus. The windows were darkened, but music

still drifted from the building.

Something dark and desperate whispered through her mind that she needed to go there. It was

important. It would make her feel better. It would make her feel real.

Scowling slightly, she moved across the wide green lawn, toward the old Georgian style

house. Her heels sunk into the damp earth. The smell of dew filled her nostrils. Her drying hair

flowed around her shoulders and down her back as she walked.

Again, a slow chill slid down her spine and she turned sharply. Only shadows trailed over the

sidewalk. There was no sign of anyone anywhere, and yet, she knew, deep inside, she was being

watched.

With that horrible feeling tormenting her, she made haste toward the fraternity house.

Ducking under tree branches that lined the side yard, she maneuvered cautiously over the roots

gnarled at the base of the trees. Her heels crunched across the gravel drive as she followed the

sound of the compelling music. Moving into the darkness looming around the structure, she

easily found the side door to the imposing house. It opened easily for her and she slipped inside.

A large, very dirty kitchen greeted her, but it gave her no feeling of belonging. There was no

sense of familiarity at all. And yet she felt drawn to go deeper into the house.

She stepped into the hallway that led from the kitchen and looked up as she realized the music

was coming from above. Moving through the darkness, she found her way to a staircase and

slowly ascended.

Another tremor rolled up through her body. She gripped the banister as her vision swam. She

needed to eat soon. She was famished. Her stomach clenched inside of her. It hurt so terribly she

could barely concentrate.

If I'm hungry, I should go to the kitchen.

But the driving force inside of her told her otherwise. She started up the stairs again. The

hallway at the top of the stairs was dark and empty. All the doors leading off of it were closed.

Hesitantly, she took a step forward, not sure where to go. The music was louder now, but all she

could hear was its heavy tribal beat.

This place was not familiar, yet she knew she had to be here. Something here held the answer

to what was happening to her. Turning her head, she suddenly knew where the music was

coming from. She could feel it in her jawbone and in her fingertips. The sensation was odd,

almost painful.

Walking down the hall, her gaze fell on a large oak bookcase at the end of it. It was loaded up

with books, DVDs, and magazines. As she drew near, she felt the music begin to pulse in her

chest. She slowly ran her fingertips over her lips. Looking behind her, she stared down the

hallway to the other end. The door on the other side was closed and solitary.

Her gaze returned to the bookcase. She reached out to grip the side of it. She pulled and it

slowly swung forward, like a door. Though not visible from the front, there were wheels under

the bottom of the bookcase. As it rolled away from the wall, a doorway became visible.

Biting her bottom lip, she touched the doorknob. She could feel the beat of the music

pulsating through it. Gripping the knob tightly, she tried to turn it, but it resisted. She tried again,

and still, it resisted.

Desperation gripped her, nonsensical but overwhelming. She banged her hands against the

door.

“Please,” she whispered but did not know what she was asking for.

The door swung open from within. A striking black man stared out at her. His brow crinkled

as he studied her, obviously mystified by her presence.

“What the hell are you doing here, freak?”

She parted her lips to answer, but the words would not come. She wasn't even sure why she

was here. All she knew was that whatever was in this room, she needed it. Reaching out, she

gripped the back of his neck with one long hand and leaned into him. He looked startled but did

not resist her.

“I need,” was all she could manage to say.

“Damn, girl. What are you on?” He stared at her face, into her eyes, then slowly smiled.

“Well, who invited you?”

His skin felt warm and inviting under her hand. She slowly became aware of the fact that he

was only wearing a very skimpy silk thong. She stared down at the obvious erection pressing

against the fabric, then slowly dragged her gaze over his muscled chest, up to his face.

“You,” she answered.

Grinning, he drew her into the room and shut the door.

“Well, I always thought you looked kinda freaky with all your tats and piercings. But tonight,

damn, Amal, you look hot. What did you do to yourself?” His hands were sliding up and down

over her body as he pulled her further into the room.

It was full of people in various states of undress or just plain nude. The smell of wine, pot,

and sex filled her nostrils. A red glow filled the room. She realized that the source was all the

crimson light bulbs in the lamps and overhead lights. The sheets on two massive king-size beds

shoved together were also crimson. All around her bodies were writhing and intertwining.

She smiled. This was exactly what her father thought college was. One big orgy.

The young man nuzzled her neck and ran his hand up her stomach to cup her breast. She tilted

her head away from him and closed her eyes as his lips played with her skin. A shiver of

excitement swirled through her as he licked her throat, then nibbled.

Yes, this is it, she thought. What I need.

Gliding around in his arms, she wrapped her arms around his neck and drew him down for a

long deep kiss. His strong arms enfolded her. His hands grabbed her buttocks, drawing her

sharply against him.

Her sense of reality was weakening. All she could feel was a terrible ache in her mouth and

stomach. She licked his lips.

“You're a total freak, aren't you?” the young man said with delight.

She smiled at him and said, “You say freak too much,” then she buried her face in his neck,

breathing him in. Her nails dug into his back as she took a bit of his flesh between her teeth. He

shuddered.

“Oh, yeah, bite me, vamp babe,” he said huskily.

And she did.

Before she knew it, her mouth was full of his flesh and she was sucking hard. Rich, thick

warmth filled her mouth. He staggered back, gripping her tightly against him. They hit a wall. He

moaned with delight as she pulled harder on his neck.

I'm so hungry. This is what I need.

She took more and more from him as he writhed against her, grinding his hard cock against

her belly. His blood filled her, overwhelmed her, but she needed more. She was so hungry, so

very hungry.

He was spent and gone the next minute, her t-shirt wet where he had come hard as he died.

She turned and looked into the darkness of the room.

Yes, what she needed was here.

She moved easily across the room, stepping over people, moving toward the bed. In the midst

of desperate, crazed sex was the quarterback of the football team with a pretty little blond.

Gripping his shoulder, she yanked him off the girl. Startled, he began to protest. Then she was on

him, her mouth consuming his in a hungry kiss. His hands gripped her to tear her away, but then

he melted into her touch as she overwhelmed his senses. Beneath them, the girl twisted and

screamed at them.

Amaliya ignored her and pulled the young man's head to one side, biting deeply into his

jugular. Blood sprayed the blond. The angry girl let out a startled sound, then realized what was

happening and started shrieking.

With deadly swiftness, Amaliya gripped the girl's throat in one hand and dragged her upright.

Without hesitation, she bit the girl as the quarterback fell back from her grasp.

It was then the others in the room realized what was happening. They saw the raven-haired

girl perched on their leader, drinking greedily from the throat of the blond, and the body of their

famed quarterback with his throat ripped open. The stampede to the door began immediately as

screams filled the room.

But a darkly garbed man who smiled with feral delight met them at the door as they drew

near.

“Now, now,” he said in proper British tones. “You mustn't leave. She's not full yet.”