Ariana's POV

Daniel gets off my body and wears his pants. Finally.
I am sobbing but he doesn't care as always.

"So...you know how this works little bitch. You're not telling anyone. Jane will arrive in about 10 minutes. Wash your face, stop snivelling and deal with your life.", he says grabbing my chin.

My mother is coming home but she doesn't even know what i am dealing with right now.

"When i come back, i want to see you dressed and washed. If you're not..."

"I will. Please get out.", i say wiping my eyes.

"Okay okay."

He leaves the room and i stay on the floor, crying even more.

Why me? Why did my mom do this to me?

The worst part of this, is his kiss. It's so cold-blooded and scary. I wanted my first kiss to be sweet and innocent. But it was dirty and senseless.

I feel like garbage. I am getting through this 2 years now. Since i was a little 14-year old. Jane married Daniel because my dad left her. She loves me, but not enough.
Sometimes, i think Daniel only asked her to marry him because i was his target.
He doesn't love her-they just have sex. All the time. Well, most of the time. When he's not raping me.

I have to go to school. I don't want to face mom when she'll come so i have to hurry.

I take a quick shower and wear a random outfit i found in my closet. I don't care about anything. I just want to get out of here.

I take my school backpack and leave the house without facing Daniel.

My legs are trembling.

I don't want to go back to this house again. I want to leave this town and it's people.

I don't care about my mother. I wish i could find my dad...is he nice? I don't really remember his face.

"Hey Ari...", my classmate Anna says when she sees me.

"Hi.", i say without a smile.

Her smile is fading away too.

"You lost the first period. There's a new kid...our teacher told him he'll be doing the science project with you! You have to see him-he's the most handsome boy in our class."

"Really...", i point casually.

"Come with me! You have to meet him!", she says grabing my hand. The fear overruns me.
I immediately pull my hand away from her. Don't touch me...i don't like anyone touching me.

The school bell rings.

"Let's go, we'll be late."

...

In class, i feel uncomfortable. I remember Daniel's hands on me, and Anna's hand grabing mine and my thoughts go crazy.

I have to get out. It's almost time...

I raise my hand.

"Can i please go to the bathroom?"

"Sure, go."

I get out with quick steps and enter the bathroom.

I wash my face and wait.

"Ahh here you are.", the blonde guy says smiling.

"Yeah whatever give it to me."
He gives me 3 small white pills. That's enough for today.

I pay him with my pocketmoney and he smiles.

"Don't take them too quickly."

"I know."

"See you tomorrow."

He leaves me here.

I am not addicted, but i need those pills. They help me forget...

"Hey, is this the girls bathroom or...?", i hear a voice and hide the pills immediately.

"Yeah this is the girl's bathroom!", i say angry. I need to get in class and i am just wasting my time...

"Oh i am sorry...i am new and i don't know the school."

It's a really tall boy, with brown hair and green eyes.

"I see. So..you're lost. What subject do you have now?"

"Maths with Miss Hendson."

"Ohh so you're the new kid here...the one i am collaborating with for the science project."

"Ohh i see. You're...Ariana right?"

"I guess i am."

"I have to say...it's not my business but...drugs are not okay for your health. I guess you know that but..."

"Yeah you're right. It's none of your business. Now let's go to class so you won't get lost again.", i say.

Author's note:
I am sorry for my bad english i hope i didn't kill your eyes😔😢❤