"You're so late! Class is almost over!", miss Hendson points.

"I am new here miss and Ariana just found me and...we returned back together. It's not her fault.", the boy says.

"Just...ughh go sit. Whatever.", she continues writing on the board.

I sit on my seat and he goes to his.

I didn't manage to take my morning pill...i have to wait until break.

...

The bell rings and we all get out of class.

"Hey! Umm..Ariana.", i hear a voice.

It's the boy who found me in the bathroom.

"Oh hey. Thanks for defending me but i really don't need it. I would have managed myfelf.", i say without smiling.

"Oh..okay. I just wanted to say i...didn't even introduce myself. I am Jason."

"Nice to meet you. Now, if you excuse me, i have something to do and i have to hurry."

"Take those pills?"

How dare he? It's none of his business! I don't even know him!

"I will take pills if i want to. Now, sorry but i really need to go."

I leave him there, standing alone.

Yes, i am not polite. If you're kind to someone, they just betray you.
They want to touch you. If you don't let them, they leave you.

I sneak into the library and get the white pills out of my bag.

I swallow one of them with some water.
I'll just feel better with them.

I don't always have the money to pay for the drugs, so i just steal some from Jane. I think she knows that, but what can she say? She doesn't even care about me. No one gives a fuck about me.

"What are you doing here young lady? The library is closed now.", i hear a voice behind me.

It's the library's manager.

"I just..umm..forgot it. I'll leave now."

I stand up and leave the library immediately.

I am starting to feel better. More energized.

...

The last bell rings after my 7 next subjects. Unfortunately, i have to return home.

I don't want to.

But my mom will be there right? Daniel can't rape me in front of my mother.

I sit in a bench in front of school.

I open my bag to count my money. I should eat out. And stay out. Maybe sleep in a bench.

I'll just go to school tomorrow and avoid the morning sex with Daniel.

"Is this seat taken?"

I turn my head and see Jason. What does he want again?

"Just sit. This quote is getting old.", i say miserably.

"Okay, don't kill me."

He's getting on my nerves.

"What do you want from me?", i say without thinking twice.

"Well, since i don't know anyone else in this school...you're my only friend."

"We're not friends. I don't even know your last name.", i say rudely.

Okay i need to calm down.

"Mccann."

"Excuse me?"

"My last name. Are we friends now?"

"No! I still don't know anything about you! Why do you wanna be friends with me anyway?", i say clearly annoyed.

"Because...i told you. I don't know anyone else."

"Well, you can meet people. I am not the only one at school.", i point.

"And because there's something strange and mysterious about you. I would like to get to know you."

Is he a journalist or something?

"Well well..we have a curious little reporter here.", i say.

"Journalism is my dream job. You got it."

"Then why don't you go film someone else's life or something?"

"Because you seem a lot more interesting than these barbie girls at school.", he says smiling.

I guess he is not giving up.

"I don't have friends or an interesting life. You should really go and find someone else to be your friend.", i say, clearing things up.


Again, sorry for the bad grammar if it's not right😶😥♡