The light from the laptop keep hitting Kabir's face in the dark room but the laptop was not the only thing which stared at Kabir . Maya was sitting on the comfortable bed when Kabir was doing his office work on his laptop . Maya keep her gaze on Kabir and random thoughts covers her mind like some dark cloud  covers the moon  .
' Kabir is handsome no doubt , but why he is so rude?can't he see the desire in my eyes for him.When I first met him I'm insteadly attracted towards him but never wanted to get merry in those stage .But see how my fate play with me he came for my elder sister but his eyes stopped on me . Being a middle class father my father was nearly helpless.....
or he was not ?
it's very disturbing to drag the past memories,  it's literally destroying my mind . But I want to move on . want to accept it . want to accept Kabir and all things which is associated with but all he does 'changing colours' . That they when I suddenly cut off my hand or intentionally whatever he gently take my hand and tie up bandage around it ,and oh!! that look in his eyes is like lights in darkness , at least for me it was but then he changed his colour again . I badly want that Kabir . Sometime I guess that it is because Maa don't like me but then another moment I thought...'
" What ?"  in this phase of time Maya was constantly looked Kabir .
Maya want to share everything with Kabir but like always she said
"Nothing" with a fake smile .

"I heard you laughed at Mom" still his attention was on the laptop while skill hands maked their move on keyboard. 
Maya think of that incident but keep her mouth shut.
"I'm waiting "
'waiting for what ? Go ahead and insult me like you always do .'
"Days after days is passing but there is no progress in you happening.  You stayed the same girl Maya . 'Savage' 
I always told to restrained yourself . After all I'm your husband not your competitor or enemy."

Kabir  deeply sigh......like he is fed  up with a middle class girl and her middle class behaviours .

"It's actually my fault I was mad that I thought you will be charged , situation will change you . but...... forget it "
Maya listened that word from him too much ... like 'Savage' ,  'rustic','lunatic lady' and blah blah.....
and his words show that he is a businessman like 'Progress' , 'Competitor' .
'why he has to be so heartless'
"I'm done" Kabir declared with a very tired face . "I'm going to bed"  Kabir jumped in the bed . turned his back towards Maya and then what ?
He's now in deep sleep...........he left Maya hopelessly in the dark room .
Maya set there and again some thoughts came in her mind . 'Thoughts' is what never left her alone .
In loneliness she thought about her conversation with Bani
'She was right I changed so much from then to now but Kabir can't see that . '
That maya was a light and this Maya is a dark , she was a hope and this Maya is a Miraj . Her life makes her hopless , a boring person , a blunt lady and . She was the motivation for everyone but now when she needs motivation the most nothing works for her . She can't escape this life either can't accept this life . She is literally hanging helplessly.

' I can't feel anything but my empty soul in this dark room'

Soul which some time belongs to a 'Bold and Creative ' girl but now ..................
                  Oh!! Soul tell me
                   are you dying
                    to be with me
                    like I'm leaving
                     to be with you