Tree
The Music of Nature
Born
Glass Statuettes
Guardian Angel
Turtle for a living keychain
Words
Dreams
Trapped in a glass cube
I just wanted...
A first and blind date
Shifting grounds
Parallel possibilities
Today and the past
Reflections
Mirrors
The biggest fear
I just wanted...

I just wanted to be happy,

Seeing your eyes.


I just wanted to hear

You laughing at my jokes.


I just wanted to know

That you were beside

Even if we didn't talk.


When we had a conversation

The day was rejoicing.

When you said my name

A smile didn't leave my face.

When our hands accidentally brushed

I felt dummy at counting the times.


However, I realized

I had never wanted to just love.


I tried to get your attention

By dressing pretty and acting confident.


I tried to look happy and smile for you

Even if I was in a bad mood.


Unsociable, I tried to be more easygoing.

But what good did it do?


I've taken your awkwardness

For more than just the awkwardness.

However, your words and actions

Had never meant anything more.


Your amiability misleaded my loving heart,

Looking like a bit of interest in me

.

I wanted to be loved back

And deceived myself hopelessly.

I fully realized

When I saw you weren't alone.


I know,

We aren't meant for each other

And truly never were.


But still...

            It hurts.

© MylaLastivka,
книга «What happens in my soul».
A first and blind date
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Lacey Nicole
I just wanted...
This is beautiful 😍
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2022-02-23 17:51:46
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