Journal 30
February 3,1998
Dear Friend I wrote you because:
I only remember waking up with an IV needle stick to my arm. 2 machines 1 to cheek my heart and the other one is to cheek my blood pressure. All the room was full with Detectives. Live said "Let's talk something is bothering you." I said "I am alright"she said " No one collapse for nothing." I said "I don't wanna talk about it." Live said "it's not easy talking but I wanna help in any way I can. I said "Well okay. I meet Wildys when I was 15 we became really good friends. But I never thought his mom was gonna be my mom. He was very friendly. The years went by. He stared to hav3 interents in me. I said "No cuz we where practically bothers. There's a rule where you can a relationship with any of you're foster bothers. Because them you will have riks of getting adopted or they put you in group homes. He's behavior around me stared to change in a sexual way. I never told anyone I was on approbation. I turn 16 things stared to get heavy. I was scared that one day he raped me and it happen. I got preagnet with my first child. My parent kick me out of the house. I saw an amazing job opportunity and I took it. They gave me a permanent job. In the process I lost my baby. I got preagnet with my 2 child in the process I lost it too. Wildys stared to raped me every single day. He made me lick his d****, get undress in front of him,he raped other girls in the house it's wasn't just me. He made me get drunk. I was living hell. I never said anything because I was dumb. Live said "You are not dumb you froze, you were scared that's all." All the pain was consuming me. I froze for 4 years. Live said "Are you ready to press charges against him. " I said no I won't. " Live said "I know you are scared but no woman deserve this, woman have the right to say no." The doctor came in to evaluate me. The doctor said" can you get undress. She was done evaluate me. She went out side. And live ask " how is she." Well she has signs of traumatitation. When I went out side and everyone stop talking and a said "Cut the crap I know you all are talking about me. Just because I am present doesn't mean stop talking. Lives final words. "Let's go home. I ask "What do you mean." She said "You have to rest and you are sleeping in Amaros home and no compleaning,No trying to escape am I clear." I said "yes we are clear." That's the last thing I heard was start the case. I was so tired I din't look back I cap walikng.
With love DMirelys.♡♡
Dear Friend I wrote you because:
I only remember waking up with an IV needle stick to my arm. 2 machines 1 to cheek my heart and the other one is to cheek my blood pressure. All the room was full with Detectives. Live said "Let's talk something is bothering you." I said "I am alright"she said " No one collapse for nothing." I said "I don't wanna talk about it." Live said "it's not easy talking but I wanna help in any way I can. I said "Well okay. I meet Wildys when I was 15 we became really good friends. But I never thought his mom was gonna be my mom. He was very friendly. The years went by. He stared to hav3 interents in me. I said "No cuz we where practically bothers. There's a rule where you can a relationship with any of you're foster bothers. Because them you will have riks of getting adopted or they put you in group homes. He's behavior around me stared to change in a sexual way. I never told anyone I was on approbation. I turn 16 things stared to get heavy. I was scared that one day he raped me and it happen. I got preagnet with my first child. My parent kick me out of the house. I saw an amazing job opportunity and I took it. They gave me a permanent job. In the process I lost my baby. I got preagnet with my 2 child in the process I lost it too. Wildys stared to raped me every single day. He made me lick his d****, get undress in front of him,he raped other girls in the house it's wasn't just me. He made me get drunk. I was living hell. I never said anything because I was dumb. Live said "You are not dumb you froze, you were scared that's all." All the pain was consuming me. I froze for 4 years. Live said "Are you ready to press charges against him. " I said no I won't. " Live said "I know you are scared but no woman deserve this, woman have the right to say no." The doctor came in to evaluate me. The doctor said" can you get undress. She was done evaluate me. She went out side. And live ask " how is she." Well she has signs of traumatitation. When I went out side and everyone stop talking and a said "Cut the crap I know you all are talking about me. Just because I am present doesn't mean stop talking. Lives final words. "Let's go home. I ask "What do you mean." She said "You have to rest and you are sleeping in Amaros home and no compleaning,No trying to escape am I clear." I said "yes we are clear." That's the last thing I heard was start the case. I was so tired I din't look back I cap walikng.
With love DMirelys.♡♡
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