February 5,1998

Dear friend I wrote you because:

I have being living with Amaro for weeks now. I think he is trying to get my attetion. Today he just made breakfast and severed in bed. Quite charming not gonna lie. We lay down for a while. The he jump in the shower.After words he gave me a towel so I could took a shower too down stairs. I made the biggest mistake of my life. I left my clothing back at the room.i scream "I forgot my cloths can I come in." He yelled "Yes I am almost done." I came in with a towel around my body. He was about to live to give me privacy. I lower down my towel.I felt warm hands on my cheeks. I already knew it was his hands. He ask my " How can you be so strong and brave." I said "I don't know I guess I am trying to find out how could this posible." He stared to kiss me gently things were about to get serious. When all the sudden Live appair on the room. She said " Next time close the back door, let's go lady's you both have a work to attend." I saw Amaro go red. Luckily she din't saw Amaro's ding dong. But he wasn't nake it. I was the one who was nake it. I think I am ready to move on and  see the bright side. I don't need to keep re-reading my old chapter's maybe I should start new fresh chapter's. I realize not everyone is bad. Maybe there still good in this world. Sometimes life isint fare. You just have to find what life means. And never let things bother you,like people screaming to you, telling you are not good enough, people tearing you apart,people trying to make you feel like crap, people blaming you for there mistakes,people laughing at you, people taking you as a joke, people judging you. They just don't understand that they can't judge a book by its cover. They have to look what inside of it and maybe they will undertand. And if they don't screw them." At least that's what you show me all this year's. I learn to never let my thoughts drawn me. You have show me a lot, so thanks you so much. One things I decide to not press charges. Only God can forgive things. Maybe all that happen to me was a wake up call. Because you can take life for granted. Cuz one moment you have everything and in the blink of an eye you could lost everything. Now I will enjoy my life. Move forward. And start fresh a new chapter.

With love DMirelys♡♡