It comes slowly
I lost
Sleep
My friend Jason
I lost
"Every time I fall asleep I see that face.
Some older  woman. She always shows up when I have a bad day. Her gray skin is hard to see in the darkness. Her eyes are missing. It's a terrible look. Her mouth and cheeks are cut to a big smile probably with a knife. Her long white hair was probably to her bottom. She always wear a wedding dress but this is always black. My dreams are usually about escaping from her. She usually scream at me "Come back my fiancé. I want to marry you!" and I.... I just run for my life. She always run faster each time I fall asleep after a bad day. I never really saw that face before. I just worry. What happens if she catch me? " I asked.
The psychologist just gave me a nod.
Yes i went to a psychologist after my nightmares got worse.
"My girlfriend explained that when she always come home later she can see if i had a bad day or no. She explained that I mostly mumble "No! No don't come closer to me" and just roll from side to side.
Also that mostly a cuddle help me to calm. She is probably right mostly then my nightmare end i see a white door and i just Rush there. But lately it got worse. My nightmares won't stop until dawn. I fear to fall asleep. I told my girlfriend that if sleeping next to me will be uncomfortable she can leave me because i don't have enough money for a new bed. Also because I'm mostly aggressive and teased by anything. I never hurt her but... I know it isn't her fault it's mine. I.. I just want her to have a good life I just borrowed some money from my friend to visit you. "
I said. I wanted to cry.
" Well Mr. Be my husband" he said.
I was shocked. I looked at him immediately if i heard right.
"P.. Pardon?"  i asked
"Hm? Oh ehm.. From what i heard i assume you want to marry me" he said.
I stood up. "I realized that I'm in a hurry. Here" i gave him 125€ and immediately wanted to leave him. But the door shut. I jumped back and fell on my bottom from the shock of the unexpected shut. I prayed to God that this can't be another nightmare.
I looked at my psychologist.
He stood there staring at me before his stomach wasn't cut from inside. He cough blood before the knife that went through his stomach didn't go up. His organs fell on the ground and that crazy woman appeared there covered in blood.
I stood up and tried to push the door or try to open them but it didn't worked.
"I will MARRY YOU.... BY FORCE" she screamed. I pushed my back against the door and slowly slided down crying.
"why... Why are you doing this to me... Why" i asked. She slowly step by step came to me. I was looking down before she grabbed me and with extreme strengths pulled me up.
"But before i marry you... Your heart will be mine!" she said with that crazy psychopathic voice.
All I felt was a little pain before I passed out.
Everything was dark until i noticed the white door. I ran to them before they changed to gray and then immediately to black. I went through them and woke up on my bed alone. I noticed that something changed as i woke up.
I woke up with that dead look in my eyes..
© Doesn't Matter,
книга «Dark Mind Stories».
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