THE MORNING LETTER
In the morning i hardly woke up, I saw the letter on a table, I opened it and read: "It shouldn't happen, I'm sorry... I'm not this person you deserved! I don't want to hurt you and... Don't wait for me... Your clothes are at the corridor, on the chair. Wish you the best! Please, don't try to find me... Just forget! Bye!"
"Fuck! No! I can't believe it ! She... she left...but why?!" I yelled and then just fell on my knees and... Cried ... I fell in love like that for the first time and... She left without saying the reason without anything! I calmed down, put my clothes on and went away... While I was going home , her words couldn't leave my mind... Why? What happened? What's the reason that made her to change mind? Am I this problem ? Am I really not good enough for her? Fuck! Why? Why it always this way?! Why?! My thoughts ran one for one and i couldn't handle it... I had only one question that I wanted to know , WHY?! What happened? I got home and felt like wanna die... I got drunk and fell asleep , slept for 4 or 5 hours , woke up with really bad headache and with few bottles of beer in my room ...
- Oh hell! I'm , I'm gonna get all this shit away . I said to my drunk as fuck self... I sit down and started to pick up it all ... Then I looked at the mirror and saw the hickey on my neck , I looked at this hickey and smiled... In my brain immediately sounded " Mystery" I smiled, this smile was uncontrolled...but at the same time, my eyes was fool of tears... I couldn't control my emotions, all i was thinking about was " I wanna know the truth, I wanna know what happened ! I need to know!" I got up , went to the bathroom and washed my face... Looked at the mirror and said to myself " I will find out the truth!"
"Fuck! No! I can't believe it ! She... she left...but why?!" I yelled and then just fell on my knees and... Cried ... I fell in love like that for the first time and... She left without saying the reason without anything! I calmed down, put my clothes on and went away... While I was going home , her words couldn't leave my mind... Why? What happened? What's the reason that made her to change mind? Am I this problem ? Am I really not good enough for her? Fuck! Why? Why it always this way?! Why?! My thoughts ran one for one and i couldn't handle it... I had only one question that I wanted to know , WHY?! What happened? I got home and felt like wanna die... I got drunk and fell asleep , slept for 4 or 5 hours , woke up with really bad headache and with few bottles of beer in my room ...
- Oh hell! I'm , I'm gonna get all this shit away . I said to my drunk as fuck self... I sit down and started to pick up it all ... Then I looked at the mirror and saw the hickey on my neck , I looked at this hickey and smiled... In my brain immediately sounded " Mystery" I smiled, this smile was uncontrolled...but at the same time, my eyes was fool of tears... I couldn't control my emotions, all i was thinking about was " I wanna know the truth, I wanna know what happened ! I need to know!" I got up , went to the bathroom and washed my face... Looked at the mirror and said to myself " I will find out the truth!"
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