I feel like I've failed myself...well,I made Jaymi happy. I'll do whatever it takes to find him...I love him. I need to call Ameii and talk to her about this. A few minutes after she arrives,sitting on my sofa.

"Whats wrong?" She asks
"I...just read the letter."
She takes the time to read,every word,every row,everything.
"I need advice..."
"I really don't want to hurt Jaymi...we're kind of in a relationship."
"There's no such thing as kind of...you guys are friends,he didn't tell you that you can't date someone else your type."
"Well,he's going to an old city. Have you ever heard of it?"
"Umm...yes,there's something I didn't tell you."
"I wanted to have some fresh air,I was trekking for hours,it only felt like seconds,I kept going not knowing that I stumbled upon a peaceful city,I was lost and didn't know my way back,a nice woman let me in her cottage where I met Brittany's mother and her siblings,Ash and Tessa."
"I could barely see any children playing outside unlike our city."
"Could you...take me there?" I ask
"My dear,if that's what you want,but please know its hard to come back out...do you just want to  throw away your life and start fresh...and forget about your friends to find your true love?"
"Yes,its what I want."
She sniffs,its almost as if she's sobbing.
"Well,I guess a few years of friendship thrown away."
I could see her brown eyes,filling up with tears. She opens the door.
"Before I go,think of your friends,the one who cares and the one your chasing for."
She leaves me alone. I pack my bags,but I wonder if I can still do my part-time job in the fashion industry.

I start to walk up the hill,across borders and out into the woods.
I stumble upon a house with the name Timber Boyd,not that I knew his surname but I managed to knock on the door.

"Who is it? Oh you..."
"I really am sorry.Could you just let me in?"
He sighs and opens the door.

"Look,about last time,I love you,but I had to do all that for my fan page."
"So our relationship is less important than your fan page?"
"No,that's not what I'm saying."
"Then what are you saying?"
"They always say actions are louder than words." I mumble.
I kiss him.
"Umm..." he stammers
"Its okay if you don't feel the same way." I sigh,looking at the floor.
"I do feel the same way about you."
He leads me into his bedroom. His lips come closer to mine,I blush so hard my cheeks turn rosey pink and he presses his lips to mine,I like feeling this way but I can't help but thinking of what Ameii said. I guess I just have to leave my past behind me.
"I really missed this." I say
"Me too." he says
"I can't help but asking,why do you love me? I used to be known as the 'sassy bitch' in school."
"I love your personality,I never really believed in those stereotypes anyways."
"Thanks for not judging me."
I could smell his sweet cologne,I breath in so slowly,currently I'm hugging him and I wouldn't stop,he's so hot,he has a six pack unlike Jaymi.
"Umm...this is sweet...but I'm really hungry."
"I'll make pancakes."
"Thanks."

Maybe Ameii was wrong,but this is all too good to be true,no one can be that nice,especially to me!