It's First day of shcool . l wake up in the morning. l had prepared ..
l imagine happy new year with new friend and new beginning with you ..
l was so beautiful .. l felt so happy .. l met my new friends .. l know them .. l was so excited of this .. it was so ideals ..
and l saw you .. l felt like l saw you for the first time .. l felt like finally l found the other half of me  .. l felt in love with your bleu eyes ..
l  entered in class .. and my mind with you ..
My classmets were so lovely .. which made me thing that we will be a great friends .. Very stupide girl !..
that was best day forever
Seconde day :
Like the last morning.. l felt ideal..
l talk with you .. you was so beautiful and that made me thing that you share with me the same point of view and you love me ..
in that moment everything was Perfect ..
but not long ..
I do not know what happened to you .. I expected someone to make you bad. When I was in the yard, you did not look at me at all, but at my friend, that l was knew, which made me think that you were in love with her.
l fight with her ..
In this moments, the problemes cames ..
l thing that l lose the both of you ..
l felt so sad ..
unitle that days , when l met your crush .. l don't know that time.. she was so sweet girl .. l talk with her and we will friend ..
what a coincidence .. she was fighting with my cousine .. and you was there and you watching .. l thing that you care about me ..
but no ..
I still don't know about your love ..
l fight with my classmet.. l thing that you were in relationship with her ..
And finally .. when we was stady sport .. my classmet tell me that you love that girl ..
l asked her she said :" yes ." that you love her .. l tell her hole of my story ..
l was approached To her just for you ..
but .. que will my BFF
l really love her .. when you hurt me so much when you ask me about her ..
l swear that l will forgot you .. and l did it ..
l felt in love with someone who make me felt like such as princess .. l really love him .. l felt so happy again and everything back good .. but no ..
we break up ..
And l back felt in love with you ..
And I am exposed to bullying of my classmets and hurt ..
You know the truth about you crush that she had a boyfriend that she was tolding you that he is her brother .. l know about this true babe .. but l don't tell you for don't lose my bestie .. if you will in my place you will understing me.. you knew it that truth in your birthday..
you dindn't knew that how hurt me ..
you didn't talk with me again ..
until you back talk with her you was so happy .. and you told me that you no longer love her .. l don't believe you because you're fucking liar..
l was read your message with her . you told her that you want to kill me for and her boyfriend for begining with her .. she doesn't love .. and you hate me ..
l realize that my big fault that l love you ..
sorry