I wake up and slid out of bed towards the bathroom. The mirror shows a reflection of myself, a face that everyone says is cute, I roll up my sleeves to reveal deep cuts from last night and blood dried on them. The sink is filled with the  mixture of blood and water.  Sunday, another  day closer to death I tell myself. "Nelly?" Jess peeked from the doorway. " How are you , lovely sister" she said. " Cut it with the act, what do you want?" I shoot a warning look to Jess. " Now that is no way to talk to your sister, anyways I came here to tell you that my friends are coming over" she looked at my painting that hung from the wall. " So you know, be small, be unnoticed like always because no one wants to meet a mistake like you" she smiled at me. Now I wasn't angry or sad when she called me a "mistake" I was quite used to get called by that and many more names. "Yeah you don't have to tell me, I know this shit" I said and head out of the bathroom, applied some kind of cream that helps cuts to heal faster. " oh and someone came for you" she said as she tossed her hair at my face,  I hissed at the act and she walked a bit faster. I get out of my Pj's and in a deep red sweatshirt and black sports leggings I skip breakfast as always. I see a guy I don't know waiting for me, he seemed to be about of my age. "Nelly?" he asked. " yeah" I reply back. " Good, now follow me, oh and the name's Austin" he said. I follow him out of my house and near a ally way. "Austin, correct me if I'm wrong but you're Jacob's friend, aren't you?" I asked
"yup that's  me" he says with a smile. I see a crowd in the main ally, and I was very well aware what this was about." I thought you won't come" I hear Jacob's voice. " I never back away from a fight" I hiss back. " How much?" I ask " $500" he said with a grin.  " too cheap, $750" I tell him. " $600, final price" he says and I nod back. I take out balck fabric from my pockets, wrap it around my hands " pff, pathetic" Jocob scoffed, I look at him and smile " It was for you own good, but looks like I shouldn't pity you" with that I unwrap the fabric.