Mirror
"Here you are again !!!!" she said while
Taking a deep look at her eyes
Why are you doing this for yourself ?!
"I’m fine ,I’m doing great " I said
"No you’re not " she replied "aren’t you gonna take off that mask you keep wearing everyday "
" He is my protector " I answered
"You’re sinking and this time
Nobody is there for you
Nobody feels you or even knows what’s wrong with you , don’t say it’s just another black day
You’ve been telling me that for months you keep lying to yourself and family ,friends
Live your life it’s easy, be happy try to enjoy " she said
"It’s easy said then done I can’t
I’m struggling with everything and everyone ,family?! those who destroyed my life and broke my dreams ,friends ! You are the only one I’ve got , I mean who would love to have a depressed girl as a friend ?!!!no one I guess
and it’s not that I don’t want to be happy
It’s a despite , how hard I try I can’t bring myself to be happy
And Trying makes me feel even worst because I know the results in advance ,pushing my self to do things became so painful and all what I get is sadness , my life became the worst nightmare ever and living it everyday it’s just not fair
Maybe I deserve a break from this mess
maybe it’s just a matter of time right ?!
I don’t know why I’m like this
Why all what I see is gray ?!
Why my life became a dark room with no door ?! Why I’m afraid of the world of their reactions, afraid of their words ?!! Afraid to be judged for something I can’t control ...
Do you think I like watching myself living like that , I’m a mess as they said ?!
They influenced me to create this character and they can make an end for it ...
I’m sorry for seeing me broken everyday ,for showing you my hidden pain for you ... I’m really sorry and thank you for being here with me ,for crying when I cry, and laughing when I laugh ..... "
She cleaned her face and putted a fake smile on it ,and went out jut like that leaving an empty dark mirror behind her .....
yes a dark mirror
Taking a deep look at her eyes
Why are you doing this for yourself ?!
"I’m fine ,I’m doing great " I said
"No you’re not " she replied "aren’t you gonna take off that mask you keep wearing everyday "
" He is my protector " I answered
"You’re sinking and this time
Nobody is there for you
Nobody feels you or even knows what’s wrong with you , don’t say it’s just another black day
You’ve been telling me that for months you keep lying to yourself and family ,friends
Live your life it’s easy, be happy try to enjoy " she said
"It’s easy said then done I can’t
I’m struggling with everything and everyone ,family?! those who destroyed my life and broke my dreams ,friends ! You are the only one I’ve got , I mean who would love to have a depressed girl as a friend ?!!!no one I guess
and it’s not that I don’t want to be happy
It’s a despite , how hard I try I can’t bring myself to be happy
And Trying makes me feel even worst because I know the results in advance ,pushing my self to do things became so painful and all what I get is sadness , my life became the worst nightmare ever and living it everyday it’s just not fair
Maybe I deserve a break from this mess
maybe it’s just a matter of time right ?!
I don’t know why I’m like this
Why all what I see is gray ?!
Why my life became a dark room with no door ?! Why I’m afraid of the world of their reactions, afraid of their words ?!! Afraid to be judged for something I can’t control ...
Do you think I like watching myself living like that , I’m a mess as they said ?!
They influenced me to create this character and they can make an end for it ...
I’m sorry for seeing me broken everyday ,for showing you my hidden pain for you ... I’m really sorry and thank you for being here with me ,for crying when I cry, and laughing when I laugh ..... "
She cleaned her face and putted a fake smile on it ,and went out jut like that leaving an empty dark mirror behind her .....
yes a dark mirror
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