DEATH NOTE
I tried to be a wonderful person. A person who loves every one and who I loved by all. But, that's just a cover. A veil that covers the real me. Sometimes I pretend to be like others b'coz, I want the society to accept me. But, I'm too bad as an actor. Me as an active person who is loved by all, is like that rabbit who doesn't use Duracell batteries. It stays for few minutes and then I'm back to me. The real 'Nirmala Narayani'. Na, I hate that name. You can call me Nina. That's kinda cool and it defines what I want to be.
So, after pretending to be alive for the past 22 years, I have come to the conclusion that I should stop pretending to be who I'm not. But, before doing so.... I need you all to know that there lived a person called 'Evil Nina' inside me, who loved talking, fighting, teasing....how lived the moments and tried to make it memorable.
By the end of this book, I'll be dead and finally I can write my poem...
"Am I too shy,
Coz my soul have, left myself.
Am I too dry,
Coz I can't see, any tears left."
So, after pretending to be alive for the past 22 years, I have come to the conclusion that I should stop pretending to be who I'm not. But, before doing so.... I need you all to know that there lived a person called 'Evil Nina' inside me, who loved talking, fighting, teasing....how lived the moments and tried to make it memorable.
By the end of this book, I'll be dead and finally I can write my poem...
"Am I too shy,
Coz my soul have, left myself.
Am I too dry,
Coz I can't see, any tears left."
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