I had no idea how I would face them after what had happened. I kept trying to justify
the scenario with how I was provoked and it was important to stand my ground, and
demonstrate my independence. But little did I know, I made a huge fool of myself in
front of my only friends. The psychiatrist did a great job in penetrating my psyche.
She showed me how ugly I really was.
Not only did my actions jeopardise all the progress we had made together, and all
the great things we achieved, but also made me feel actually alone, and completely on
my own. It was a different kind of lashing out and one that was detrimental – the most
consequential to myself.
I came to several realisations. So what if Jeter texted differently. So what if Nin
called back her car. These were small, and definitely misunderstood acts against the
myriad of wonderful care, sympathy and empathy that had been exchanged in our
group from the very start. It was stupid and insensitive of me to jump to conclusions
the way I did. My self evaluation rejuvenated me with the spirit to apologise for my
mistake and the will to make matters right.
The next morning, with a heavy heart, I made my way to Jeter’s room, in the same
stealthy fashion as before. Unfortunately, I did not see him there. It looked as if he
had gotten up early and left for the academy, since there was no one in the kitchen
either. As a matter of fact, there was really no one anywhere. I then remembered,
today was the day the miscellaneous staff would be evicted from their positions. The
automated computer sets would be installed, and all those dismissed would return to
their village jobless and helpless. Jeter’s entire mansion seemed empty – or maybe
that was just a coincidence. I thought I would xuxx myself to Nin’s room and check if
she was there.
Upon reaching there, the situation repeated itself. Nin was not in her room. I snuck
out of it and tried to check if I could detect her presence anywhere else in the mansion
but it was futile – she was not in her usual places, and a pattern had become to
emerge. To corroborate my theory, I xuxx-ed myself to Harris’s bedroom and saw a
confirmation of the scene, as he was not there either.
Maybe they had come into my shed last night to tell me of a certain plan, and my
arrogance prevented that. I thought about checking out Izhar Academy and waiting
for them there, so that the first chance I got in talking to them about my
misdemeanour and making friends again, would allow me the space in my road to
redemption. But I decided against it since I was in no mood coming into contact with
Judge Firdous if she happened to be there, which she would, provided I never heard
her ever spend time in an actual courtroom. I also decided against going to Pervez
Sahab lest some eliteratti would bring me into contact with Mr. Kit. Still reeling from
the disgust of yesterday’s encounter with the psychiatrist, I wanted to keep my mind
clear of all that rotten and unnecessary negativity in order to set my record straight.
What I needed to do, under all costs was get to Left Arrow. But given the unnatural
quietude of the elitist neighbourhood and the possibility of all the miscellaneous
staff’s prompt evacuation, there was no way I could get there in time on foot. There
had to be another way. I went down into the Mahmoods’ garage and saw all their
three cars set together in perfect alignment. They were also vacant. Since there was no
time to be lost, I thought about executing a rather complex plan instead of dilly
dallying any further. I recalled Nin once telling me about a driver’s class that was
given in one of the sheds in her gargantuan backyard for her family’s six personal
chauffeurs. And since I was convinced of the absence of all eliteratti from the three
main mansions, I boldly treaded the grass I had never previously traversed. Inside the
shed, my outrageous idea proved fruitful, and I discovered a driving manual – it was
probably one of the driver “students” and had several notes and explanations
scribbled on the corners and sides.
Putting all that information into good use, I got into one of the cars. Instead of keys,
it was password automated, and I had to say the driver’s name, which to my good
fortune was written in front of the manual. “Oppar Neru”. The car’s buttons lit up and
the engine was revved up. Due to the one sidedness of all professions in the town,
there were never any issues with the security of car management or the fear of having
a stranger’s car hotwired and stolen. This worked in my favour, as I began operating
the automobile as per the directions of the super comprehensive manual. To my
surprise, I got the car to start and operate, and owing to my good memory of the route
we took to Left Arrow, I hit my foot on the pedal and zoomed away. I would be more
than happy to look up Oppar Neru in Left Arrow and thank the chap profusely for his
great comprehension skills.
All in all, it was a fairly good ride. The car gave me no trouble and I proved to be a
great driver on my first go! But this was probably because there was ZERO traffic on
the motorway and I had nothing but a strip of absolutely clear road to drive on. It
saved me a great deal of time as well since I reached Left Arrow in the astonishing
period of twenty five minutes.
Parking the car by the familiar grounds of BaBa Goushi’s bakery, I went to him and
asked if workers had begun pouring in from the city. He told me there was an almost
preternatural amount of miscellaneous workers who returned to their home with the
strange news that all their jobs had been replaced by computers, and how the eliteratti
did not require their services any longer. There was a lot of crisis in Left Arrow –
back, front, right, left and centre there were confused workers who were frantically
discussing the random firing by their employers and the ramifications it would have
on them since they would not be paid for the only service they knew they were born
to perform.
I asked the baker about the petition and he told me Badriya had one.
‘Do you know where I can find her?’ I asked.
‘You will probably find her by the theatre,’ he replied, ‘now, now break it up you
lot!’ he said to a group of miscellaneous workers who looked like plumbers, fighting
over a loaf of bread.
There was going to be complete anarchy everywhere. In fact it had already
happened. The village was a lot dirtier than before, and the designated garbage
collectors could not keep up, and gave up since they were not getting paid for their
professions anyway.
I had to go find Badriya. Maybe the two of us together could make some sense of
reality. However, the simple act of passing through narrow passageways became
incredibly cumbersome, owing to the influx of what felt like thousands of new
miscellaneous workers. I was going to get squished to death. Holding on to a piece of
cloth that dyers had hung out to dry against the wall from the roof, I climbed onto the
ceiling of the mud houses. But as I was trying to make a jump to the neighbouring
ceiling, my foot slipped and I instead fell into a small hut that was sandwiched
between the houses. Straw had been used as its ceiling and was scattered everywhere
on the floor since I broke through the framework. Without letting the comfort of the
soft, cold muddy floor lull me, I got up frantically, and saw before me an
extraordinary looking woman. Chocolate brown face, beautiful dreadlocks, flappy
skin that looked like a long skirt made out of several patches of different symbols and
images and an orange chest – I was standing in front of the descendant of the great
African teacher who had been a part of the original eliteratti quartet – the founders of
Silverns Town.
‘Excuse me?’ she asked, ‘are you all right?’
I started coughing because of the dust. ‘I’m so sorry, I did not mean to break through
your ceiling,’ I said awkwardly, taking the straw out of my hair.
‘That is no problem, take a seat,’ she said bringing a small stool next to me.
‘My name is Ekene,’ she said, adjusting her necklace beads, ‘what brings you here?’
‘I am trying to be the agent of change in this egocentric universe and lend an equal
voice to all,’ was my unintentionally poetic answer.
I then told her my entire narrative and also the unfortunate space I was in at the
moment.
‘That is extreme what they have done now,’ she acknowledged after letting out a
laugh, ‘my grandfather always used to say man has a terribly bad habit of repeating
the past. No matter how strong the initial intention of finding refuge in a place free of
skin colour prejudice may be, there will always be the birth of new ways of
discrimination.’
‘I agree, and not to mention how corrupt the very basis of justice is. Justice is
supposed to be that one equalizing factor in life, but not in Silverns.’
‘Oh, justice!’ she said with another chuckle, ‘if you think justice will unite the
miscellaneous and eliteratti under one roof, that is a gross understatement. The
sentences for both are very different. In a fair system, miscellaneous and eliteratti
defendants who score the same number of points under this formula would spend the
same time beyond bars. But the grand Silverns annual statistics board found that
judges disregard the guidelines, sentencing miscellaneous defendants to longer prison
terms in 70 percent of felony cases, 88 percent of serious, first-degree crimes and 55
percent of burglaries. In third-degree felony cases — the least serious and broadest
class of felonies — eliteratti Silverns judges sentenced miscellaneous defendants to
30 percent more prison time than the elitist defendants.’
‘Woah, you really know your stats,’ I said impressively.
‘I do a lot of reading around matters like these,’ she said while pouring herself some
green tea, ‘would you like some?’
‘No, thank you,’ I said, ‘but you know this kind of scenario that the eliteratti are
perpetrating now is worse than the simple separation of the two races before. Now it
is like Left Arrow will cease to exist because they have been cut out of the picture
completely thanks to their computer toys.’
‘This takes me back to 1900 when the American South was what we call Jim
Crowed. Segregated. The African Americans had to face an almost insurmountable
number of obstacles. There were restrictions on voting, there was violence, along with
segregation, poor sanitation, zero to none education… the miscellaneous are not told
what their profession entails like the so called expert classes the eliteratti receive and
those classes are not carried out here because they believe the miscellaneous
professions are not worth being explored or properly taught,’ Ekene said.
I looked down. She was right.
‘There are many issues and concerns,’ I said quietly.
‘Absolutely,’ Ekene agreed, ‘Another issue is in order to make sure that the
miscellaneous do not attempt to assert themselves in any way, whether it is through
voting or whether it is through trying to buy land, the Silverns eliteratti resort to
terrorism to keep it all in check. This terrorism is a legacy that never stopped from the
time of the Silverns Civil War, when some miscellaneous who spoke out were
brutally put into their place by the eliteratti, all the way up through this period,
reaching an intensity in the early 2000’s and then cooling off again in the middle,
when you came into the picture, and now it will become intense again.
‘In the beginning,’ she continued, ‘in order to make them adhere to the status quo, it
consisted of lynching the miscellaneous, it consisted of burning the miscellaneous and
it consisted of whipping the miscellaneous. It consisted of all kinds of violence
against the miscellaneous for asserting themselves in any way. And that is what
terrorism is about. It is about keeping people from doing something that you think
they may want to do. And so it was not just enough to close these avenues to the
miscellaneous, it was designed to show them that you can't do it and so don't even try.
But terrorism is very much a part of the legacy of the eliteratti and it is something the
miscellaneous have lived with. They had periods in which it was not as bad as others,
but,’ she raised her eyebrows and did a hand motion, gesturing towards the times.
That was a very deep insight into the situation. It was much more understandable
given the kind of terrorism I was subjected to at the hands of the psychiatrist – a
seemingly Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde scenario on the outset… but
Hyde the monster all the way.
‘I need to go and find Badriya. She has the petition and if we are going to move
forward with anything, we need something concrete first. Initially, though
simplistically, we thought we could have the miscellaneous boycott the eliteratti, and
not provide their services, and hoped that would be substantial enough to set the ball
rolling on our plan to revolutionise Silverns. But they kind of turned the tables on us,’
I ruminated sadly.
‘Yes, of course, the vultures will always circle rotting meat…they will starve if it is
healthy and living. No, what you really need is another agenda. Pursue your plan of
getting the petition, but get it for something greater, like, education,’ Ekene said
excitedly, putting down her mug, ‘you must show that educating the miscellaneous is
the only way they will become self sufficient, and not care about how the eliteratti
have their windows cleaned. You are so privileged to not have been born looking like
an employment… giving you the freedom to go after anything and keeping your
horizons open.’
I smiled. It was hard to resist breaking into dawn at getting to hear some semblance
of positivity when all I had been plummeted with in the previous hours was nothing
but racial bigotry and unnecessary hatred spewing from all four corners. This was a
much needed optimistic comment that reinforced my stance. And quite true, too. The
miscellaneous should be given that kind of freedom in any sense and not simply
because they are born looking like they should. To know the extents of their skills if
they choose to stick by what they were born looking like, or to go after something that
intrigues them other than their biology, like what my father was trying to achieve, is
precisely the point of all our endeavours to shape humanity.
‘I must try and contact my father. I started doing all of this for him but now it is like
that course just went into oblivion. I have no idea where he is. And the worst part is
even if I wanted to find him, I don’t have a clue where I’d begin from.’
‘Write him a letter,’ Ekene suggested, ‘and give it to the “Connections Beyond”
shed. They will post your letter for you. It is designed to help connect you with your
loved ones – particularly, those you cannot find.’
‘That is fascinating. Who came up with this idea?’ I asked.
‘I did,’ she replied with a little smile, ‘I was out of touch with my family too. After
the divide of the golden quartet, things got bloody, and a lot of family was lost. It was
like the 1947 partition of Pakistan. There was no miscellaneous to be found on equal
footing with the eliteratti without heads being torn apart and so separate villages had
to be established for the well being of people’s lives. I lost a lot of my family, and my
grandfather was always travelling, always accommodating the hundreds of displaced
miscellaneous bodies. So I came up with this a few years ago to help people build a
community here.’
‘I see…a strong community’s our best chance at survival anyway. There is also
something that I want to know. Tell me Ekene, why did the golden quartet break up in
the first place?’
Ekene closed her eyes and leaned back in her chair, smiling. She took another sip of
her green tea and took a deep breath.
‘My grandfather wanted everyone to have access to education. But the others
believed what they specialised in was difficult, more complex and therefore superior.
So they wanted to create a kind of monopoly… and owing to the special genetics of
Silverns, it was a demarcation in the most literal of senses. Obviously the teacher
disagreed, and so started a long feud.
‘Just now before you “dropped in”, I was reading a book that articulates the essence
of what you seek to revolutionise,’ she continued.
‘And what book is that?’ I asked.
‘Critical Race Theory…it is about the whole social construction of race, exactly
what seems to be the focal identifier in Silverns. See here?’ she motioned towards the
paragraph she was reading, ‘Ian F. Haney López casts doubt on the idea that race is a
biological reality. The distinction he presents is between a slave and the free white
man. And here? A person born to a miscellaneous woman is a miscellaneous, one
born to an elitist woman is an elitist. I find it hilarious, how López documents that
three generations of enslaved women sued for freedom in Virginia on the premise that
they descended from a free maternal ancestor, and so would automatically be assumed
as free all those years ago. Can one not make one’s own identity? Can there be no
respect accorded to one based on their own self? Society will forever be obsessed
with their human fate dictated by ancestry and appearance.’
‘Ah, Ekene. We keep asking those questions but don’t ever answer them.’
Ekene put down her mug, and grabbed her satchel. I clutched my bag pack as an
affirmation of what was really to be done, since philosophical talk had a way of
suspending time and drugging the brain into a temporary laxative state.
‘What subject do you teach?’ I asked as we got out of the hut and walked towards
the special shed through Ekene’s secret underground passageway given the huge
crowds.
‘Before I answer this question, there is something I would like to make clear. The
ability to teach someone something lives in everyone. We do it everyday. That means
we are all teachers of something or the other. Therefore I believe a teacher is never
restricted to one subject alone. I teach history, geology, literature, a little arithmetic,
geometry, algebra, science, and perhaps even some art.’
‘That sounds exciting! Who do you teach it to?’
‘Anyone who listens. I teach to people specialising in their areas but the eliteratti
would never take up my assistance. To bring back a teacher into their elitist sphere
would be blasphemous.’
‘So you basically specialise in almost all the professional areas,’ I realised.
‘And that is another, maybe even truer reason behind the feud,’ she said, ‘my
grandfather knew a lot about everything and that was a threat to the “expertism” of
the others. Their tragedy is that they never did anything about it because it clashed
with their main professions, and so ostracised the one who did. Of the teacher’s role
in society, Toni Morrison said,
“…the work they do takes second place to nothing, nothing at all, and that theirs is a
first order profession.”
’
It was quite a complex web, indeed. And the fact that the entire concept of Silverns
was based on an even more ridiculous idea than previously understood, made the
entire notion of discrimination more and more unreasonable. That the idea of not
letting anyone be an all rounder because it would make everyone equal was one way
of letting the world know only you could be the best. Being “golden” was a sham!
We reached the shed – it had an eclectic vibe to it; the walls were dark purple and
there were dark red lights embedded in the table that contained the distinct papers
used as letterheads that bore the “Connections Beyond” emblem on the side. Taking
one of them, I seated myself in one of the booths on the right, and under the reading
lamp penned down the letter to my father.
Instead of wasting time on how I ought to structure the letter and make it articulate, I
just began immediately and spilled my feelings all over the place in a fragmented
sense - whether that was because of the urgency of time or because there was no
coherence in anything, remained unclear, among other things.
Dear Dad,
I am well and I really, really hope you are too. Silverns is not a good place to be in
right now. Not for people that aren’t the eliteratti. They’ve built computers, dad.
These things have already started taking over all of the miscellaneous jobs and will
completely destroy their lives. And in all of this, you seem to be completely missing.
Where are you? Why did you break contact with me? I hope you do not think that I
am ashamed of you??? Father, I am very proud of you – of how you were the one who
dared to dream to become something other than what was expected of you – you
dared to follow your dreams – knowing that they were not easy – knowing that there
may not be success waiting for you at the end of the tunnel – and knowing all the
rejections you would have to face – yet you soldiered on. You are a source of
inspiration to me, and were to mother as well. There is no denying that. She had so
much faith in you… I have so much faith in you. And because of that I am on a
mission to transform society for you, because of you. But please know, even if I fail, I
love and owe you for giving me a sense of purpose. The purpose of striving for a
positive change – a feeling I did not have before coming into contact with your
passion. Please write to me. Please meet me. Please! There are so many dark
moments. Moments of loneliness and doubt and anxiety, although your strength gets
me through! Father, I have met some amazing people and together we have a petition
that demands equality in education. We’re going to go to Judge Firdous and see which
door we can open next. But in all this, I want to know we can walk into a new era,
together.
I love you.
I posted it and felt like a huge load had been lifted off my back. I thanked Ekene for
helping me start piecing back my situation, which I felt was not under my control
previously. With that we took off in the secret underground passageway again in
search of Badriya.
‘I know that actress,’ Ekene said, ‘she is so passionate and fiery, yet she often
performs the most polite and passive characters. It is an interesting dynamic
especially once you have made her acquaintance.’
‘Where can we find her?’ I asked, ‘it may take us forever… or not.’
Right as I had uttered “forever”, Ekene and I took a turn, entering a tiny space,
where we climbed a ladder to get to higher ground. As soon as we set foot above root
level, we beheld Badriya, scribbling something on a long piece of paper.
She immediately looked up at Ekene and both of them greeted one another, ‘Jambo!’
Badriya and I embraced as well; it had been a while, and now, several roller coaster
rides later, we were embarking on one more.
Thankfully, what seemed obvious to me was in fact true, Badriya had been signing
her name on the petition, and due to the influx of miscellaneous that entered Left
Arrow, the amount of signatures reached one thousand – as we had wanted.
‘Once Harris told me about what was happening, I thought about setting up a booth
right towards the opening gate of our village, and get people’s signatures, since I was
able to have this (motioning towards the petition) circulated around and get the
miscellaneous to put down their voice. But of course, not a lot of them knew why they
had to sign this, they just did it because of my connection with them, you know, free
entries to some of our earlier plays and everything since our community is very close
knit, and we know each other here,’ she said rather breathlessly.
‘Badriya, I am so ecstatic to hear that… all of us will go together to Right Arrow,
where nothing is right,’ I cringed a little at my unimpressive platitude but at the
moment, it did not matter to me provided we just went and executed what had been
long overdue.
‘Also you are right about this side of Silverns being close knit and well connected,’ I
added just at the end, ‘before everyone is brought to their final wits, we have to act
out now.’
‘We agree,’ Ekene said, while Badriya nodded her head.
‘I have a car that will take us to Right Arrow, follow me.’