To have one person go through a relationship alone, another person disappears on the day the other person suffocated, you should know it hurts so bad the day I almost died.  When I go back to you, I only call you, hoping that a few calls will pass on to you, but no, I've been sick for several days, you should come, even if you're in different countries, but call is fine.  It will help me recover and feel good about the disease that I don't even know if it's cured or not, but you don't...

Come today, you and I are still together, but I don't know how you give me the status or just brothers and sisters, secretly dating, there's like nothing, don't have it, I won't ask you to walk.  Come back, if one day you will leave the confusion with living a life, the feelings expressed in the opposite, it is not difficult for me to express my feelings of ignorance or madness.  'Cause it's so stupid, sorry to myself a thousand times for only love once, fair, I don't know, this is the last time I'll text you. August is the month I've been thinking for a long time,  Would it be good to send a message to you, but in the end, do the same thing again and say I asked too much or bothered you too much, or it's because we don't talk to each other, that's all if you  Will not say goodbye or will disappear  Or not right at all, the middle is too much, that's enough, it's good to be fair to both sides. The rain that used to fall outside the window, it doesn't fall anymore. When you typed me away and stopped typing that day.  I beg for rain to replace my tears  It flooded my bedroom. Pillows and dolls were my best friends that night who comforted me. That's all. I didn't know what to say. My feelings weren't the same.  In the past, true love is very rare. No matter how many people have passed, I have found the same habits. I can't guess the feelings of people. I don't want to think about what he will think  I said if it's good or bad, I don't want to find elegant words to say to anyone anymore. Now I'm just bored and want to rest but I haven't gone anywhere.'-''-'

Again, this kind of thought comes to me every day, especially at night when I sit there and my brain misses you, but looks at the phone and sighs 😒🙄 Yes, I don't want to wait any longer. It's good to get out of this cycle.  And just wait for the time to heal and let the time continue as I will be the center of the world where the world spins. Is the world orbiting in the wrong place for us to meet down and to the left?  Huh..life has to go on. We are just parallel worlds. You are in your world that is full of people who love and take care and work that is going to be beautiful.  I heard that you and her went to the garden that I told you to try too where it is in your city but you and you don't even know it I guess she likes it like me.  I like it from the beginning. As for my world, nothing new, still boring and not dressed like her. Remember when you took me to a clothing store and  Told you to look at that girl, dressed so well, and look at me head to toe and shake your head, nothing new now, but maybe in the future, your favorite song I used to listen to you in the car.  Your black when it almost spreads  The CD can't come out, she released a new album at the beginning of this month I guess you've switched to rock music?  Hey, today in school, turn on the song you used to listen to and send it to me. I'm still listening to it and it doesn't fit my ears. I wanted to walk and tell him to change the song but chose to sit there like nothing.  The only thing that I have thrown away unless your picture and the picture of the sea that you invite but didn't reach will leave nothing but the only thing I can't leave or even try to delete it but can't.  It can be done is the memory of you and I, I remember it quite well, but I don't ask you to remember it, but let us be just a parallel line that now, even if we meet, we don't have to greet each other again.  Let's just walk by. I won't be mad at you for doing that because I will too.