Chapter Thirteen

Khalil

After hearing all that from Frankie I know my face was red as hell I tried to hold it in because my girlfriend was right beside and also I told them to chill because I know that Zara was upset I could feel her watching me 20 minutes later that's when I see her get up I asked her where she was going she told me to fuck off right then and there I knew she was upset

I look over at my sister and Frankie and said, man, I told y'all not to say anything that's the reason why but Y'all didn't listen Kayliee apologized but

Frankie didn't so I text my girlfriend she told me to leave her alone I was pissed so I waited a few minutes then walk into the kitchen to call her she answers and I told her can see please just talk to me I didn't do anything wrong, and she going to say is that all I said no and before I could say anything she hung up.

I blew a breathe and walk back into the kitchen and told my mom I'll be right back she said alright but before I can get out the door my son Cameron ran up be hide and said he wanted to go I told him a'ight and before I turn around my other two kids follow be hide me so I said fuck it and left.

When I got there Zara told me I could go ahead and get with Frankie I asked her why she said because she knows I still care about "Frankie" more than her but I told her that yeah I might still care but I'm in love with her she just can't push me towards Frances it's not right.

I guess you right but I want you to be happy and I know that you might cheat on me I've been there before with Danny so I'ma let you go before it happens she tells me. I just look at her like she's crazy and said if you say so and left out the door. I'm not going to cry I've cried over one girl and that was my baby moms

I'm not going to cry again yeah I'm hurt but what else is there to do when your own girlfriend doesn't want you just because she thinks you going to cheat with an ex from your pass.

I got home around seven o'clock and I told everybody what happens like a week later I hooked up with Frankie I was like fuck it you know if this is what Zara wants then I'ma give her what she wants.

And one day as me and Frances was kicking it, her brother tells me that can he talk to my ex I just look at him for a minute and was about to tell him I don't know when Frankie laugh and said we all know you were checking her out the time she was here with

Khalil, you should go for it and he was like not if Khalil doesn't want me to go with her I looked at him for like 30 minutes and said do you, man. Not like I'ma go for it again I said *signing*

And he said once she go with there's no turning back especially if he eats her out and makes her cry if she cries yeah I got her hook that's what I'ma do because I want that shit like a good ass sundae on a summer day,

only thing I could do was a laugh and shake my head and CJ was like he not lying about the shit that comes out his mouth because shorty not going to have any feelings for you once Mijah get a hole of her. I was like okay.

Mijah

When I called up Zara we started talking and shit and I told her if she let me eat that kitty cat I bet I could make her cry and she going to laugh I look at her seriously and said let me show you and I showed her and guess what I made her cry lol smiley face.

After that we started fucking around a lot I already knew Khalil was fucking my sister because she is glowing and shit (laughs) so anyway one day when I and Zara was kicking it she asked me my age

I told her that I was fifteen and I asked is that a problem she told me no and two of her ex-boyfriends was fifteen I said cool and ask her, her age she told me she was seventeen I was like lovely and laughs.

Zara and I started dating a day or so later she wasn't thinking about Khalil like I knew she wouldn't I told him she wouldn't because I got that good dick.

And half of the girls in my high school knows it but I'ma be faithful no doubt because once I'm in a serious relationship I'm committed as fuck to the person

I'm with but I tell a bitch quick if you on that play shit wanting to cheat leave a nigga because I don't play that any faithful shit I murk her ass and the nigga she cheating on me with. Fuck the talking I don't use guns I fuck you up with my hands.

Once I lay these hands on you and I'm whooping your ass til' I see fucking blood better hope I don't beat your ass til' you die tsk that's hard to say on my behalf it's whatever though.

Zara

I always thought that Danny and Khalil were good in bed but I was wrong because my boyfriend Mijah is too freaky but he still not freakier then Trey'z I haven't met any guy yet who can top that boy I'm telling you. As we were kicking it everybody was joking around singing dancing when we all seen Mijah sister Mika started grinding on Khalil step-brother

Carmen

She had that nigga shock face it was so damn funny. Once she sat back down they keep on watching each other I'm like yeah they want each other.

But truth be told, I haven't seen Carmen talk to any girls here at first I thought he was gay (laughs) until Khalil told me he wasn't gay he just quiet like that and I was like oh, but I've talked to him a couple times he seems cool though.

Mika

I'm not going to lie the first time I saw Carmen I knew I wanted him that nigga is fine as fuck no not fine, he's handsome yo and that's it.

I wanted to break him because he's too quiet so I went over there and started singing and grinding/dancing on him I knew he liked it by how his face was looking.

All I know is we fucking tonight I don't care what anyone's says, that nigga got to huge dick I felt through his pants and I want it (laughs) as I'm looking at him I see he not paying attention so I asked

Khalil can he tell his brother to come to sit by me and he did I asked him what his name was I already knew what it is was because my sister told me, he told me his name and I asked him how old was he told me his sixteen and I was like yes.

He asked me my name and age I told him Mika and I'm seventeen and that I'm Italian and Black he smiles and said that's wassup I always wanted an Italian chick I mean all brothers had one except for me he says, with a laugh.

I smile and say well I'ma be your last because today going to be our night. Was he like oh really?

I was like yup and that I hope his freaky he laugh and told me I'ma have to find out and see so I told him since I dance for him I want him to sing for me something sexy, freaky, cute.

So he did lord have mercy I didn't know it was going to be that freaky that nigga had me dripping wet and I hear everyone in the background saying :

They wonder if I'm wet, or if they were in my situation they be so wet and I see Kayliee give a description of how wet she be and she said that Carmen is freaky as fuck whereas

Trey'z is Kinky he does freaky shit that has you wet before he starts to fuck you and gave descriptions of what he does in the bedroom an hour went by and I couldn't take it anymore so I told Carmen to let's go upstairs and he was like a'ight.

Carmen

See man this is where these girls fuck up with me I might be quiet but I'm not gay I just don't say too much I keep to myself but if you fuck with my family, my girl, my money then

Otis, we have a problem I wouldn't be that quiet nigga and I've seen shorty watching me for weeks now literally watching me and today she walks her thick ass over where I'm at and started singing

dancing on me my dick jumps to life I was watching her like a girl if you going to dance on me you better give me some pussy I said it with my eyes and she smiled.

And bam a nigga got the pussy I knew I'd get it, it never fails me so I took her up into the room and blow her back out I was eating that ass like I didn't eat in seven days and fuck her like there's no tomorrow I had her screaming for mercy up in the room I was like fuck she got that good, good for real though I might have to make her mind.

But before we went upstairs I told her I bet I make them curls in her hair come out she laugh and said ain't no nigga EVER made that happen I smirk at her and was like a'ight we'll see, we'll see and next thing she knew her curls were out once we fuck for like 3 hours.

She told me she wasn't going downstairs because she knows everyone going to laugh I was like so let them what the fuck they got to do with it. She told me she's embarrassed ain't no dude ever did that, and I told her well I'm the first and I better be her last I said with a laugh she blush and we went for round two.

Mika

Carmen and I been fucking around a lot lately, one day he asked me do I want to go out because he really likes me I smile up at him and told him sure. We been dating for like two months now and already have problems he thinks I didn't see him go around there with that bitch who sucked his dick I told my sisters if he thinks he's coming over here like nothing happened he got to be crazy.

Frankie

I told Mika I don't think she should've had got with Carmen because for fuck sack the boy told her that he never been in a relationship or know how to treat a girl but she didn't listen to shit I had to say I guess the nigga got some good dick, but hey who am I to talk.

As for were sitting down trying to get Mika from being upset and crying over this kid I see him walks over towards us and when he gets there he sits down and my sister went ham on him telling him don't touch her after he got head from some bitch he doesn't know. And that she thought he was a good guy.

And he was like we're not even dating what you getting mad for and got up and left I look at my sister like oh no he didn't.

Carmen

This girl is tripping I told my brother, Matthew, he laughs and told me that's why he's single man these hoes think they own you and shit fuck that I'ma hit it and leave no cuddling afterward that's where you fucked up at you cuddling with her and spending nights and fucking her.

I told him I know, it just that I got mad feelings for her and that I never felt this way about a girl and that I believe I love her. He told me he figures I did. I was like yup.

So the next day I went by Kayliee house to help out her dad, we were outside and little Mari was running around and acting bad and he knocks over the paint and

Andre told me to get him so I chase him down all the way in the house and ran smack into Mika I was like fuck I didn't want to see this chick no time soon so I told

Kayliee to keep her son in the house because he outside acting bad and she was like a'ight after that I turn around to walk back outside that's when Mika grabs me by the arm, I look at her like are you crazy and she said.

Listen, Carmen, I know you upset with me so am I with you but I think we need to talk seriously because how can you sit back and say that you didn't say you love me or dating me when we were in the bed together when you said it.

I just stared at her and told her I have nothing to say and she's like you always have nothing to say and you never tell me how you feel niggas like you I don't fuck with because you're nothing but a player and only want one thing to get in girls pants.

Next thing I did was walk away I know she's thinking I didn't want to hear her out but I'm going outside to tell Andre I be right back and that Mika inside and want to talk and this other bullshit. When I told him he said a'ight and I went back in.

Mika

I was pissed off at Carmen for walking away from me like I'm some hoe he just picked up. I just sat back down irritated as hell waiting on him to come back out and soon as he does I'm going the freak off on that ass.

Before I could think of what I wanted to say here he comes and as I was about to go ham he says to me before you even start with me I don't want to hear that bullshit because

I'ma sit here and tell you the whole truth about how I feel and if you don't like it then that's your fucking problem. I just sat there and stare at him and told him alright go ahead because I want to hear this.

He told me how he felt about me I told me that he did love me and that everything that he told me that night was true and he never loved a girl before or better yet even try to get into a relationship with one because he was afraid that he might get hurt like his dad and my brother did when they fell in love and the girl broke their hearts.

And that he rather keep what he's feeling inside then pour his heart out like he's doing now than get into something serious. I made a face and told him it's nothing wrong with being in love and liking someone and I promise I wouldn't hurt him at all.

And that I got his back no matter what but if he even thinks about cheating I don't even know if I'll have his back that much because just like him I don't want to be hurt.

He looks at me and says what you think I'ma cheat you got to be out your mind I'm not like that you assume too many things and that if you didn't want to hear what was on my mind why to ask. So I look at him made a face and told him whatever, he looks at me and walks away.

Carmen

She's stressing me out I don't know what to do to please this girl I'm not used to doing this stuff even if I try I still get things wrong I told her I'm not perfect just because I'm that quiet guy and don't get into trouble doesn't mean shit.

If she doesn't want what I told her then she can get to stepping soon I let her go I can get another one.

But truth be told I don't want another girl I want her I'm just too afraid to give her my heart. I don't know if I can count on this girl to even be faithful and when I turn around I see her walk up to me and that's when she kissed me.

I just sighed and asked wassup she told me that she won't do anything to hurt me she promises and that I have to believe her I told her I guess she's right.

That's when I see she's listening to something I asked her what she's listened to and she told me Big Time Rush featuring Jordan Sparks - Count on Me.

I laugh and told her really my big sisters listen to the guys but I'm not a fan of them she laughs and told me she's a fan too I raise my eyebrow and reply wow.

We continue chatting and she says to me she knows what song is for me and her and I asked her what song and she says Nothing Even Matters by Big Time Rush I made a face and laugh and says to her I never even heard of that song.

And she told me she's going to play it I said a'ight and put the headphones in my ear and listen:

Because the world stops when I put my arms around ya ooh ooh

Nothing even matters ayee nothing even matters

They can all talk say what they want about us ohh

Nothing even matters.

I look over at her laugh and kissed her laugh again and told her that's wassup I got you.

Mika

I was happy that I and Carmen made up and that he likes the song I chose for him I was all smiles I told him he should dedicate a song to me he was like night and went to stroll down his iPod for a song I just smile because I was like finally this guy showing affecting.

It's been like two minutes and I said dang Cammy you can't find a song yet and he replies Nah not yet I just don't want to pick any song so just be patient. I was okay, and continue waiting.

That's when he looks at me smile and started singing Diggy Simmons - 4 Letter Word. Only thing I could do was blush while my mouth was in an O because he didn't show me the song he chose for me he sings it and every guy I've been with didn't do that they just show me the song.

This nigga just sings the whole thing. And kiss me afterward ugh I think I fell in love more with this boy. I just hope nothing goes bad because I sure don't want to get hurt.