«Moon , I feel ur hidden sadness that noone could ever catch !» he took a long sighs and his eyes were full of sorrow it seems like he has a harsh events that night ,


He whispered again with a small grin  , a warm deep voice said«oh Moon haven't you been alone for ages , even though you are so far so bright so fake» he bring out  ,,
He fretted  his first pains while looking to the visible moon in that clear night
He erased the sad water and he kept on his emotions he was shouted for moments and his palms were sweating while his mind was incredibly in an exposing , he looked above the window again and he murmured « I'll introduce myself to my dear only friend  Moon , I'll be pretty  aboveboard » , he closed up his  blue eyes that looked like Cristal , moon's light reflect on his stoken  tears in the eyes what a Harmony even Moon seemed to be curious about the sadness of that shining star .
«i'm dusk , I've surfed for over 17 year and I still , I was born in a far island where my parents used to hide away from people views I even hate just remembering that ! How freak I'm ?  I just escaped ......» he said with a fading tone with such a stray look  ,,he Tangled​ his fingers and he looked so  windless than suddenly seethe up and  he shouted :« I hate my life ! I hate my existing ! Why would I exist ? Am I made to live like that ? Should I be an example of  the miserable kid that suicided because he wasn't strong enough to carry his life !!!! That's wasn't meek to manage his own damn life ?? Is it so wrong that I can't hope anymore ??» he shouted so loudly till he felt that it doesn't deserve anymore so he United his Hands grip and he had a really deep sigh that make him return back to his quiet , dummy mood  , he laughed  at his own self and he went to bad so he can go school tomorrow morning ,, thus he can show the real reasons of his hidden sadness  .

The strings of lights had crossed his room's window traveling to his eyes so he can wake up to start his new day he woke up after a long Battle between being awake and staying at bad at home the whole life , he finally decided to open his eyes , he washed his face and he choosed the black T-shirt with the word YOUNGBLOOD , this word means something to his heart , he went out without looking on the mirror he wasn't really interested about his apparence , his perority was being a high leveled gentleman with a nice heart and an open mind ,
During his way to school all he had to think about is what he had faced yesterday , not the debate with the moon but what happened just before ,,,
He arrived at his high school . It was a really huge one full of all the kinds of people, it could be similar enough to our universe he accessed to his class with his weird known attitudes he sited on his usual chair , usual place usual corner at the back of the class someone who doesn't care ,doesn't ask , doesn't need to know
«Morning dusk! »Shooted his classmate
«mornig cygnus» replied him with such a weary voice
He bring a chair and he sited in front of him he said with a worried way «hey dude are u okey ? » dusk didn't react or even give a move he was just seeking the meaning of what he should get ! Just silently so cygnus added «look dear , I know that you were so to your grandma , I realize the fact that she was your everything , but what's meant to be will always be ! I saw how u was shattered at the funeral I saw how your eyes were cold , how u tried to look alright but I felt you too !! Believe me and but remember that you had been through some hard stuff more than losing your Grandma , you already left without parents » cygnus said with such a speed way , warm and gentle voice and with his soft touches he was patting​ on dusk's back
Dusk wasn't really focusing at his classmate's words ,he whispered while drawing :« can we please forget about that and cygnus thanks for caring i appciate that from you !! » he smiled
But deep inside he was so hurt , life had treated him with a wild way vacated from any pity , sympathy compassion just grief and concerns and disappointments .
A long day was stoked on the back of the class,  in a small space where
Winsome faces won't get a clue to get a chance to breath when the end of the day took the path of an innocent kid facing mental fights up inside his head standing like a rock with such a dizzy vibes , he looked at his watsh , it's time to go back to the binned Place where the birds cannot sing their songs when it's all becoming Ash !
He walked home with Suck a broken lost part where does belong his heart ?!
He walked to the sea path and he seemed to be just wanting to chill out to bring out , he sited in that bound while million of thoughts were making wars inside , her grandma where his last hope to survive but clearly he doesn't get the  flucke that time
Nausea had build an empire inside his mind , after he read that letter that time that night , he couldn't believe that truth which slave the heart , this letter will change  up all his history !
....
Lost ,left and only while observing the wild sea , escaping the hope that sea will make his pains fade away