Life before 3 days !

At a quiet morning where the sun had dropped her first light , the light that makes souls return back each morning to their Destiny at that morning the weather was cool the winds so soft , an old lady felt her way to home , the real home where everyone belongs​ , she stepped to her son room,and the walls were carrying her just not to fall at her ground.
«good morning to my young grown son, it's a new day that wait for a brave man to thrive in it » said she with a lovely active voice
«is it dawn , cannot face a new day with a tired heart , I'll thrive on it just when my clouds fade away » dusk said with a sleepy voice , he added «i thought your days are full aren't them , I'll wake up soon won't waste it sleeping , maybe reading » .
«i thought that my son will be glad to offer me some time from his life » she said with a sorry looks
he make his covers more closer and he said «not today my lady , make it later even though my life is based on you , you can throw me at a hole , leaving lost with illusions , mirages so make sure ,you are my whole»
The Grandma smiled after hearing that , she closed his door ,she left with a big disappointment the fact that no days are left for her to leave , she wanted to check her own life before it's too late , days ago she received a call from an old friend as it appears from her moves , he advised her to write a letter for dusk , he advised her to be strong, all his hopes were kept on her heart «cancer can kill us together » she remembered this sentence while hiding a small latter inside a wooden​ box that seems to be so old ,so precious that box was carved with some historical patterns.
Dusk wakes up after one hour , he went to do his usual routine he saw his self in the mirror he started to recognize how winsome is his face , he took a bath then he wore up his clothes , ate his breakfast it seems like there's some missing goods at home , he fills up his milk's cup , he took a long sigh while preparing his fast sandwich some snacks to start that new day , no plans for today , till he received a text message from his best friend "andria" and she was a pretty small girl who makes troubles he used to call her 'huge Andromeda' ,
She texted him « hey dear ❤ give me my legends book it's been ages now, I need it at the afternoon so hurry ! » , , dusk literally forgot where he puts it , so he panicked​ up thus he started​ searching everywhere , on the corners of the house , under his bed he used to be a messy person that's after he searched in his house's library sadly he didn't find it then he said :« I'm dead , I won't survive this time , I'll buy another one but oh my God it's so precious for her», till a view crossed his head when he saw his grandma picture at the table , he remembered that his grandma asked him to take a look on it , he was so happy that he finally remembered about it , he went so quickly to hir grandma 's room and he start searching inside her personal wardrobe he messed up all her closet her cloths her precious accessoires till he found a box made from wood , it seems like he likeed it , he was so curious so he can check what is inside it ! . When he opened up this mystery he found some paper about periority , pictures for his parents​ and a red letter written on it for DUSK , he was surprised that his is the one that the letter mentioned , he gets kinda nervous and his palms were sweating he opened the letter and he read it carefully while sitting on the chair beside the heater it was actually off because the weather then was kind of hot he took a long sigh , he was sure that this will change up all his entire life , all what he thought he is :
"Hey dear son
You won't be able to argue with Me after reading this later , i didn't had the courage to face you so I'm telling you this now I've never felt that much lucky before , lucky to see a brilliant , wise , mature big son growing up in front of my eyes my happiness was touching your golden hair while arguing in some serious subject that make me learn a lot just before you fall asleep in my chest , you learned me to to love the others , you helped me to feel for once that I'm your real mother more than being a grandmother ...
But there's some hidden truth beyond every happy story and your story's truth is that you belong to another story , your real parent abandoned​ you and i had to take care of you and i wish that I've done it so goodly , now it's your time to thrive in your life to creat your own story , be brave and carry on , you deserve all the victory "
He read , and his heart were dying with every single word that his eyes had catched , it was unbelievable can all his life be a lie !!!
While he is trying to understand​ what just happened his grandma crooses the door of her room , when she saw him in that situation she just recognised what happened when her seen wasnt above !
He saw her with an empty eyes , with a heart full of Mercy :« tell me that's not right , tell me I don't have to belong to that mess !»
She closed her eyes , she tried to look so quiet and she said « this is meant to be after few months when I'll be not around , don't get me wrong son I'm not young to survive ».
She added : «than being meddlesome doesn't fit the values I gave to you when u were a little son ! »
His eyes went down , he smiled that time and he was so quiet gentle while touching his head , his tongue his lips had never seemed that way before , he was so wild so he can break all the stones , he saw her with such a Mercy view saying secretly I don't give a damn I'm used to be that much abused , he used his voice this time while messing up with his golden hair talking to her and saying « that wasn't New » his heart was full of fresh scars that can't stop bleeding this once time even though he didn't want to show that , evne though he wanted her Grandma to suffer more , he said : «So I'm nothing more than just a flam » he looked at her eyes so quietly while his looks were full of sympathy , and his heart was willing to stop this fights , «I'll admit, You were my whole life old lady , my whole trust where given to you but apparently this leads to a huge hole who may never reflect with a bright at all »
The Grandma replied:« My intention wasn't unholy , all i wanted is your life and you to be so safe so preserved , thus you can live hopefully » the Grandma stayed lofty , she tried to save her pride , she tried to hide her awful memories , she added : « I'll admit my love as an old lady , I'll admit that u were my dull , I'll admit that you were more than a soul to me , I had the right to keep you strong , I had the right to show you love when I must be a giver to your needs while i had the choice of Making you be just a simple tacky who may never learn how to act highly » she faced his eyes her hands traveled at his cheeks thus
she said so painfully « I choosed to be a grandma while you had no mom , I choosed that so you can face that you are always lost from home , I've planned that so you ca--n»
Dusk laughed so loudly he started to do after noticing her serious shapes after seeking that she finds a clue .hr looked at her his voices wrote on her mind « not the small kid anymore , will you confident speech make me fall at my floor? , simple is life for you old lady , let's share a drink so i can fit with your flams , aren't we friends ? aren't we a Family ? or it isn't home anymore ?, maybe it's your time to fly? !» he screamed than he added with a tone full of hate , full of hatred : « you will speak how you find that poor at the street ! You will talk or I'll fly so up with your destiny , I loved you mom I did loved you ! Why is that possible to just escape the time of telling me » , Old lady dropped her own tears : « malice , you have its​ roots inside your bloods , venom and evil is that my son I'm crying, are you feeling better? , let's drink till dawn aah dusk » she wrapped her tears , her heatz was beating weakly, it didnt show but it hurted her so deeply , dusk felt her weakness so he decided to get warm to talk wormly so she can't feel that he already knew somewhere somehow
He cuted up her and he said : « I've never imagined that you are that much selfish , I've never felt that I was a big lie , how could you play with me , how could you light off my destiny !!
Were you planning to let me read this after your death , my grandma just cheated on me for my whole life !» He shouted and his tears were dropped at his innocent face , grandma were faded her plans went wrong this time while she noticed his fake tone his fake words which make her die more even so loud !
He sited on back of the bed and he took the picture of his fake family , him and two persons that seemed once upon time to be his mother , his father that will never be ! He took it betweens his hands and he screamed : I will keep those pictures immortal as your fakeness , I've cried watching those pictures more than twice thinking of how I'm passing through shit, but Lately I find out that even that was a mirage for my mind »
«yes dear , my cousins had acted very perfectly , at least we ha the same personalities cold , careless , criminals an wild , » said her while sitting just beside him checking those pictures again
He looked at her « I've Never thought you are this selfish , you are so cold my butterflies cannot resist the fact that u should be killed right now ! »
The grandma hugged him so tightly «i've sacrificed for you a lot respect the poor Me , or I'll slap your ass as I was used to do when u were a little »
Dusk pushed her so strongly « Enough !» .
The Grandma flight !
The ground retained her body
While dusk went out of his mind , he stood on his knees shouting and crying ,
He regreted pushing her , he touched her hands her kissed her eyes than he carried her to the hospital
He couldn't forget what happened , he couldn't forget how his life had been changed in less than one hour , he felt so hurt , he felt tricked he felt so guilty even clouds won't help him now
He couldn't forget the moment when his grandma were feeling dizzy , so dizzy so faded till she just fall at the floor ..
Then he recognized that he is sitting in a hospital's corner somewhere with light but invisible hopes ,with a bloody eyes , tears stoked insides
He was thinking , is that possible what am I !?
He was confused if he should care about hir grandmother or about his fake life !
He was deducting how will the rest of his journey , the rest of his events bring​ joy to his life
"wounded arms wrote my destiny , dark age had found its way that may be the first admit for my history , should I became Ash , burn myself so quietly​ waiting for stars to deliver , I'll make my sky red so my sea can get somber all my colors are rare , all my shattered preaching pieces became so toxic to me "
While saying those incomplete words he went higher , neausea had took his hands , his mind was somewhere hidden away from the truth of those awful days , he slept so deeply on that corner till he couldn't feel the pains anymore
On the next morning he woke up such a homeless , tears on the check​ , burning spirit waiting for a response back what ,