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Derek Lee

I was 18 years old when I first became homeless roaming with no idea where to go lost & all alone with the exception of the voices in my mind sleeping outside in the snow in 0° Celsius watching people overdose that I had come to know on an everyday basis seeing people get jumped & robbed that were my friends & even getting jumped & robbed myself on more than one occasion I didn't care anymore I had just given up & I would spend the entirety of days at a time sprawled out on the hard sidewalk crying until I fell asleep most frequently to be awakened by a police officer & taken to jail for sleeping right out in public I didn't care if it was against the law or not at least I got shelter from the weather & a bite to eat I met a musician & found some motivation to go out & play guitar for money on the roadside & it was a pretty good deal I guess people were just happy to see me trying when I met this beautiful girl who I felt a deeper connection than I have ever seen before I lost myself when she payed me no attention so I walked 167 miles away because I just couldn't handle seeing her & not being with her even though we were still friends I ended up working things out after I showed up to a new town & got a job rented a hotel room at the famous haunted auburn hotel which was actually haunted in real life & still is but I ended up slipping up on my finances & lost the room making me homeless again when I got a call over Facebook from my sister who offered to help bring me back home down south which is where I am now that's the basic of that story I'll tell you more when you're interested

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ENGLISH;I am happy, when the sun shines bright and your smile is genuine.I am sad,when the rain pours down and your eyes flood with tears.I am angry,when you lie and are selfish.I am jelous,when you spend your time with everyone but me.I am excited,when I know I have a day ahead with only you.I am worried,when your promises are slipping away from my reach.I am heartbroken,when you prove to me I will forever be alone.I am scared,when my nightmares turn into a reality.I am lonely,when you walk away for good.I am so damaged,when you break my heart over and over again.. I am tired,when I feel all these emotions at once.I feel so alone,that I'm starting to like it that way.I feel too many emotions,and that's what makes me human.I feel things,and that is something I'm not capable of stopping.I am not going to hide away my emotions,because without them I mean nothing,with out them I am nothing. Lillian *Sorry about errors* RUSSIAN; Фамили счастлив, когда ярко светит солнце и "твоя улыбка искренняя". Мне грустно, когда льет дождь, а твои глаза наполняются слезами. Я злюсь, когда ты лжешь и эгоистичен. Я болею, когда ты проводишь время со всеми, кроме меня. Я взволнован, когда я знаю, что у меня впереди только один день. Я волнуюсь, когда твои обещания ускользают от моей досягаемости. Я с разбитым сердцем, когда ты Докажи мне, что я навсегда останусь один. Мне страшно, когда мои кошмары превращаются в реальность. Я одинок, когда ты уходишь навсегда. Я так поврежден, когда ты разбиваешь мне сердце снова и снова .. Я устал , когда я чувствую все эти эмоции одновременно. Я чувствую себя настолько одиноким, что мне это начинает нравиться. Я чувствую многие эмоции, и это то, что делает меня человеком. Я чувствую вещи, и это то, что я Я не собираюсь прятать свои эмоции, потому что без них я ничего не значу. Лилиан и моя дорогая подруга Фиалка Я скучаю по ультрафиолету LILLIAN xx

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I was alone. I am alone. I will be alone. But why People always lie? I can't hear it Every time! And then They try to come Back. And i Don't understand it. Why?

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