After an amazing summer in New York, I had to travel back to my new home town Los Angeles. Resuming back to school is a nightmare I apparently can't avoid.

Another year of hell, to begin with, I know what you guys are thinking. Yeah, I've bullied in my school by the cheerleaders and football players and some students. I'm actually from a rich family. I'm a girl who has everything she desires that what everyone thinks (my family).

My father, Andrew, is a famous businessman and my mother, Anabelle, is a famous Chef while I Stephanie is a nobody, but I love singing and dancing nobody knows about my talents except my parents my best friends don't even know. I know you guys thought I was a loner haha 😌.

Junior year, I managed to make 2 best friends "you guys read the word managed right nobody actually wanted to befriend me because the popular students despised me, so they don't want to be bullied by the students if they befriended me".

Back to my friends
I made 2 friends Summer and Tommy. Summer is in the dancing team she loves making me laugh and also standing up for me whenever am I being bullied. (I know am a coward my best friend is fighting for me classic Stephanie right.) Summer is really popular everybody knows her and love her. I really wish my life could be like hers (enough of my thoughts)

Tommy is a football player I was speechless the day when he asked if we could be friends I considered him as my friend ever since that day.
Nobody knows my parent's true identity including my best friend. It was information which was not meant to be disclosed.

My life is as boring as fuck (O my God I just used a curse word. Classic Stephanie she can't even say a curse word) I seriously need to get a life. Everyone likes to tease me cause am a little chubby I know am not chubby (guys look at me do I look like a person that is chubby I will be talking in my head but I will not be able to reply them when am in their front classic Stephanie).

They call me all sort of words such as
1) Ugly (guys really am ugly have you guys even checked yourself in the mirror ignorant fools. I wish I had the courage to speak my mind)
2) Useless (Seriously guys 'useless I get better grades than you fools)
3)Fat (Haha really me fat 😌 God please why am I surrounded with such fools)
I can't really remember all their words (the typical brain of mine).

(Back to my boring explanation)
Anytime I am being bullied I get emotional and start shedding tears (classic Stephanie). My parents have confronted me about my mood anytime I come back from school.

Flashback
"Steph baby what's wrong my sweet mother asked.
'Mum am fine just had a busy day at school and am exhausted'. I feel like telling my mum about my school problem. I know my mum she is not going to take it lightly she is going to create a mountain out of a small issue.
" Steph if you are going through any problem just let me know. You know that I will always be there for you" she said.
'Have heard mum I carried my backpack and went upstairs'.
End of flashback.


School starts on Monday yay 🙄 (this is the look about how I feel about Monday). If you are wondering why I went to New York. My aunt was getting married, so we flew to New York to spend time with her and the family. It was actually fun I went sightseeing around New York with my cousins, nieces and nephews. I was sad because I had to come back to my home
town because of resumption.
Before I forget I have a huge crush on my best friend before you start thinking am bisexual. I like Tommy. He is just so cute and funny I don't know if he likes me back. No guy has ever liked me before so why will he now like me.
(Steph think positive how sure are you that he doesn't like you)
Who is talking to me?
(Idiot! am your brain)
How funny I said sarcastically I think I am going nut.
"Stephanie"
I just heard someone calling my name
Brain is that you? (Classic Stephanie)
"Stephanie" I heard the voice again.
'Stephanie have been calling you it is time for dinner 'my mum said.
'Ooh yes, mum, I forgot I am coming down right now let me put on some clothes'.

Sunday Night
I Stephanie have made up my mind to get a journal to write all my entry about school in it. School is starting tomorrow I can't wait to meet all my favourite students I thought sarcastically. What would I wear tomorrow? why am I even bothered about my dressing.
(Stephanie won't you dress up to impress Tommy)
Who is talking to me brain is that you?
(You fool am your brain since you can't think to that level I am assisting you so you have to dress up for T tomorrow).
I think I am going nut am actually conversing with my brain.

Time to go to bed I need to wake up to my favourite place tomorrow that what a normal person would feel but am not I don't want to go to school. Another year for bullying and also to mock me where are the teachers when I am being bullied they all just disappear.

During fights, they are nowhere to be found but when you come late for their class they will be around (typical teachers). Teachers are just annoying they will keep on giving students difficult homework and projects. Who cares about people that have died in the old days, but we are forced to learn about them in history. I set my alarm to wake me up by 7:30 cause school start by 8:30 so an hour is fine for me to dress up am not like the cheerleaders who take an hour to do their makeup.
Off to my dreamland to meet my crush Tommy ❤️ cause that is the only place I get to express my feelings.





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Till the next update either Thursday or Saturday 😌
Much love
leumasT ❤️