Goodbye My Love
Where everything started
The party
Surprise
Bad day
Where everything started
We could sleep till noon, but then I had to go to work. So now I'm in the massage salon. Yes, I learn at university and work in a massage salon.

The massage salon, where we met with Shawn. Yesterday night we could talk with each other, but now it's worse then anything. I see him in the salon, on the massage bed, at the door. So you know...everywhere.

"Sage here's a guest." Said my college.

"A moment. Until then, undress. There's a towel. Tell me when you're ready." I said and finished my sandwich.

"I'm ready." I heard a beautiful, deep voice.

Shook the cold from his voice. And I couldn't not smile when I heard it.

"I go." I said and then I went to the room where he was.

It was strange. I saw his perfect body and my hands started to shake. I didn't like it. First his voice charmed to me, then his body reached for me to tremble.

"Big breath Sage." I whispered to myself and went to a shelf.

I cleaned his body and then started to massage him. I did my work, when I saw his tattoos.

"It's impossible." I thought.

"Do you want to listening to music?" I asked dissemble my emberassed.

"It would be good, but do you want?" He asked.

"Oh my god, he is so sweet." I thought.

"Of course." I said and then I started a radio.

I continued my work, when I heard his voice in the radio.

In My Blood.

I love this song. This song helped to me some situations. Maybe if this song wasn't I might not be. I couldn't not to sing. I tried, but I couldn't.

"Your voice is beautiful." He said and this sentence brought me back to the present. "Do you like my song?"

When I looked at him, I saw that he look at me with an angelic smile on his face.

"Yes, I like your song Shawn. But not just this song." I lost in his eyes. "But don't worry I won't jump into your neck."

"In turn maybe I like it."

"I'm afraid of this too." I laughed.

"Your laugh is beautiful."

My embarrassed became bigger and I felt my face flush with red.

"Thank you." I baked my eyes down.

"What's your name?" He asked and his smile became bigger.

"Sage Green." I said.

"Beautiful girl, beautiful laugh, beautiful voice and beautiful name with gold hands." He said.

"Stop it!"

"What?"

"The compliment." I looked into his eyes with fear.

"I'm just honest." He sat up.

"Please lay down we didn't finish yet."

I tried to be strong, but there was butterflies in my stomach and my hands started to shake and my heart started to race.

It was like his song. In the Nervous. And it's scared to me. I had never been in love. And everybody say that 'when you fall in love, you have butterflies in your stomach; you can't don't smile, when look into his eyes; your hands shake and your heartbit so fast'. I didn't want to fall in love.

"I see him at first time. I can't fall in love at first sight." I said in my mind.

"I lay down if you promise me that when I'll come next, you will massage me." He said.

I looked through his muscular body and swallowed huge.

"I can't promise that. If you come next when I don't work, then I can't massage you." I looked down to my shaking hands.

"When do you work?"

"Every weekday from two pm. to seven pm." I said.

He reached under the state and raised my head to look into my eyes.

"Then I'll come tomorrow at six pm." He smoothed my face and smiled again.

I smiled too and lost in his beautiful eyes again.

My phone start ringing and this is my lucky I don't cry. I didn't think that it would be that hard. I take a breath and pick up the phone. I will not even speak when I hear the one who escaped me from the suffocating sea of the memories.

"I need your help." Says my best friend. "Tonight is Josh's birthday party and I...."

"We are going to the party." I break in Carin. "Don't worry. I'll help you choose a dress and I'll be there with you all night."

Carin has been in love with Josh for a year, and the fact that my relationship with Shawn is a bit difficult now doesn't mean that I won't help to my best friend when she needs me.

"Thank you. I love you Sage. You are the best friend in the world." She says.

"I love you too. Bye."

"Bye."

So it's look like I'm going to a party tonight. Nice... I hate parties... But everything to Carin.
© Blili05,
книга «If I can't have you - Shawn Mendes ff.».
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