Goodbye My Love
Where everything started
The party
Surprise
Bad day
Surprise
"It's beautiful." I looked around on the beach at night.

"Yes." He said, but he looked at me.

"Don't do it." Looked at him angry, but I couldn't not smile.

"But I'm just honest." He said and huged me.

"No. You aren't." Took my hand around his neck.

He just laughed, and then looked at my eyes.

"I love you Sweetheart."  He said.

First I couldn't say anything. I was shocked, but happy. I took a breath and then I said, what I had already should:

"I love you Shawn."

This was the first time, when I told him that. And this memorie hugs me in my dream now.

***

"She isn't okay. Something wrong with her. Yesterday I had to bring home from the party." I hear Carin's voice.

My nausea didn't stop. I am not okay. Carin right.
Slowly I open my eyes, and listen the voice, who answer to Carin.

"Can I go to her?"

That's a boy's voice. And not just a boy. That's Shawn's voice.

What does he doing here?

"Shawn?" I ask, and try to get up, but I'm too weak.

And then the door open and Shawn come in.

"Sage, stay in bed." He lays me back.

"What are you doing here?" I look into his eyes.

"Carin said what's happened and I came home. I wanted to see you." He caresses my face.

"You should be at your tour."

"No. I have to be with you. What's wrong?"

"I have nausea, and I'm weak. I must have caught something."

"We go to the doctor today." Says my best friend when she comes into the room.

"No. I'm fine..just have to lay a little." I say and look into her eyes.

"No. You are not fine. We go to the doctor and I won't quarrel." She says definitely.

"Tomorrow I will go to the doctor, but please...today I want to stay in the bed with Shawn."

"And If I go with you to the doctor?" Asks Shawn.

"No. Please Shawn. Stay with me here."

Shawn and Carin look at each other, but then they nod.

"I make you breakfast." Says Carin.

"I'm not hugngry."

"You have to eat." Looks at me Shawn.

"But I can't eat."

"Okay, look." Stand in front of me Carin."I'll make breakfast, you'll try eat it, and if you can't we don't force it. It's okay?"

"Okay." I say, and close my eyes while I smell Shawn's scent in myself.

I really missed him and this is my biggest gift he is here now.
© Blili05,
книга «If I can't have you - Shawn Mendes ff.».
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