VII. If Only.
By: XaGirlWithNoNameX.
If only I could've stopped you
From walking away
From me.
If only I could've put my ego aside
So that I could've said sorry
For messing up.
If only I was more considerate
Of your feelings
You had for me & our new family
That you loved.
If only I did things I didn't do
I wouldn't be here crying by myself
And thinking of the If Onlys.
If only I didn't make those foolish mistakes
That broke us
Since
You are the only one I love
With all my heart
That belongs forever to you.
You, who is actually related to me by blood
Me, the foolish girl who lets her anger out
On people she loves.
If only I hadn't said what I did
Saying -"You are the worst brother a girl could ask for." Was a mistake
When in reality you are the perfect one
Whereas, I am the worst you could've asked for
Yet you loved me in a house full of people I didn't know.
If only I could've taken our adoption in a good way
And known that you would still be there
No matter which house we went to.
If only I would've set aside my fear of losing you
To unknown people
That just recently came in our world.
If only I did the things I didn't do
I wouldn't have been crying all by myself
While thinking of the If Onlys
That could mend our bond back to life.
2018-08-11 18:24:19
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