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XXI. Hostage.
By: XaGirlWithNoNameX. Looking back at you I tried to walk away But soon realised I was frozen into place. And all because Your eyes held the same love That had once kept me Hostage. Photo Credits: XaGirlWithNoNameX (Me).
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XX. Thorn.
By: XaGirlWithNoNameX. In a field full of flowers, She thought of Herself to be a thorn. Not knowing she she stood out, To be the most beautiful of all. Photo Credits: XaGirlWithNoNameX (Me).
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XIX. Once Upon A Time.
By: XaGirlWithNoNameX. Once upon a time I had faith That we'd face the world Fearless and together. That we'd stand by Each other and Pick up the pieces Together after surviving Through every storm. But then, Little had I known The faith and the promises. Were just moments in time That we have now lost In those Once Upon a Time(s).
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XVIII. Hope.
By: XaGirlWithNoNameX. I see light In the dark. I hear voices telling me, To move forward when I'm dragged backwards Constantly. I gain back the strength That was lost within the Waves of the deep sea. I pull myself up and fight The fatigue, The hunger The urge to give up. I fight Yet again. Sure, not for the last time To save myself. Fight for the hope That I yet again regained That was lost in the dark A long time ago.
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XVII. Worthy Silence.
By: XaGirlWithNoNameX. Don't take me for granted Even if I am silent. My silence is a worthy one. Don't take my silence As a sign of my weakness. There's a tale behind my silence. Don't take my silence As a sign of approval For whatever is that you wish to do. As Silence is the Most Powerful Scream.
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XVI. Within You.
By: XaGirlWithNoNameX. Don't go looking for love In all the wrong places. When it's there. So close to you. Within you!
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XV. There's a Difference.
By: XaGirlWithNoNameX. There's a difference Between Not loving someone And Not being able to 'Cause they're scared. So respect that And let them Take their time. As They might Have been broken At some point To break Your heart This time.
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XIV. Play...
By: XaGirlWithNoNameX He wanted to play And I didn't. So, He left And I stayed.
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XIII. Last Page.
By: XaGirlWithNoNameX. She stands tall Looking proudly at what lays In front of her. Bodies all over The battlefield of Friends Or Foes Only time will tell. But she knows that The war's over And that's what matters for now. As she sighs in relief A shocked gasp escapes instead. The hot white pain And in contrast Her crimson blood Screams in grief of loosing the war. As she falls to ground The last page of The witch race turns And the book remains forever closed.
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XII. The Wedding Bells.
Note: This is a poem given to me as a challenge and I'd just like to ruin my feed of serious poems with this one. By: XaGirlWithNoNameX. The nerves are too much Instead of butterflies There's a whole zoo In my stomach. I don't like the nagging feeling It's making me dizzy But for him I'll do this. I love him so much That I'd take A dagger to My heart. I'm supposed to walk down The aisle But I'm not ready To do this just this Moment. But I have to For him. Okay let's do this. I start to step out With that thought in mind To cement my decision And not flee the church Because of fear. Just then the wedding Bells Goes off. Damn it! Not so fast!
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XI. Shattered.
By: XaGirlWithNoNameX. The broken pieces Lay around me Everywhere. Pieces that once As whole were Promises, Trust, Love and Our feelings. Now they are scattered On the ground, Surrounding me Like an endless Ocean. You broke what we had All of them and me On the day You left me With nothing But shatters Of what we Once called Our Forever and Always.
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X. Survival.
By: XaGirlWithNoNameX. You know it When you stand alone In the middle of a Storm. You start to loose hope 'Cause there is nothing Left anymore. Still you try and Push yourself Just so see A better place. One that lies Beyond the clouds Of despair and pain. You survive With the hope of That one day. 'Cause hope is The key To survival In this world Of darkness and evil.
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IX. Ghost Town.
By: XaGirlWithNoNameX. Driving in the Dark silent night. Passing through A place that resembled Horror movie locations. Laughing at my Wild imagination. I did not sense the dread. A hurdle of four figures Drew my curious soul And forced me to stop my car. What I saw next Was terrific and harrowing In a scheduled corner Was a beautiful girl Of no more than 10. In a blink of an eye She lay flat on ground With blood around. How I wish I could've done Something to help. But what can A ghost stuck in a car Because of the curse Do anything at all. Oh! The irony. I'm a ghost, a useless one I dare say Afraid of the weekly happenings Of this Ghost Town.
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VIII. Angels and Demons.
By: XaGirlWithNoNameX These voices inside me Are killing me slowly. These days I've started To fight with myself. What is happening? Sometimes these voices Show me light. The other, They pull me under Mercilessly drowning me. Are there Angels Within me Or Demons residing To serve a purpose If there are Angels Then why do I do things That are considered sins by us? & If there are Demons Then what purpose of destruction do they have? Why sometimes I do the right thing? Angels or Demons....... Can someone tell me please?
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VII. If Only.
By: XaGirlWithNoNameX. If only I could've stopped you From walking away From me. If only I could've put my ego aside So that I could've said sorry For messing up. If only I was more considerate Of your feelings You had for me & our new family That you loved. If only I did things I didn't do I wouldn't be here crying by myself And thinking of the If Onlys. If only I didn't make those foolish mistakes That broke us Since You are the only one I love With all my heart That belongs forever to you. You, who is actually related to me by blood Me, the foolish girl who lets her anger out On people she loves. If only I hadn't said what I did Saying -"You are the worst brother a girl could ask for." Was a mistake When in reality you are the perfect one Whereas, I am the worst you could've asked for Yet you loved me in a house full of people I didn't know. If only I could've taken our adoption in a good way And known that you would still be there No matter which house we went to. If only I would've set aside my fear of losing you To unknown people That just recently came in our world. If only I did the things I didn't do I wouldn't have been crying all by myself While thinking of the If Onlys That could mend our bond back to life.
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VI. Questions
By: XaGirlWithNoNameX Your smile vanished the moment you saw my face. Something about me told you Something's wrong with me. Maybe the sorrow in my eyes Or the sad smile playing on my lips, Maybe my hurt expression even. I'm sure you had questions. Tons of them. Like- what happened? What's wrong? Are you alright? But I'm sorry 'cause I won't be able to answer them. Hell! I won't even be around To answer them. My hurt look My sorrow filled eyes My sad smile My tear stained face And My boold stained shirt. Maybe you got your answers Maybe you had more questions Questions and thoughts All running around in your head About- Who did this? Why did they do this? What had I done to deserve this? What was I hiding? Again I left you with Unanswered questions As I was consumed in pure darkness From where I knew I'd never return. To you, my little brother Who loved pestering me with his Questions.
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V. Invisible Me
By: XaGirlWithNoNameX When you smile You melt my worries away. When you smile That cute eye crinkling smile You make me fall in love with you all over again. Your smile's contagious That whenever you smile people around you do too. I can't help the awed expression on my face When I see you smile and goof around. I can't help the way I adore you When your eyes twinkle like a thousand stars in the night sky. And your laugh is a heavenly sound to my ears It's such a beautiful noise. That I fall head over heels for you all over again. Some might say I'm insane to think of you so much. But what do they know about my feelings for you As they are not me who loves. I love everything about you But sadly truth be told you don't even know that I exist. Someone who is dedicating her heart to you.
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IV. Relations, Promises and You
By: XaGirlWithNoNameX As time passes, Relations change. The more time we hold back, The more promises we break. Just like that My relations changed. Because of me, because of them But they changed anyway. Just like that Promises were broken. By me, by them Some never even considered when spoken. But somehow you stuck around Never changed relations, Never broke the promises made. You were perfect for me, As you did things I couldn't. Relations may or may never change, Promises may or may never brake. But one thing I know For sure that   I wouldn't dare to Change Or Break Relation & Promises Made to & with you.
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III. Illusion of the Twins.
By: XaGirlWithNoNameX Blue with specks of green eyes, Skin tanned from the burning sun. But touch colder than the ice. Pink, slim lips; Always set in a thin line. Smile ever so rare on your face. Then again there is you. Blue with specks of green eyes, Skin tanned from the burning sun. Touch so warm and welcoming. Pink, slim lips; Always streached in a smile. That warms hearts at just the mere sight. How can you be so cold at times, Yet so warm & affectionate the next? Is it you with two sides? Or Is it me with my crazy mind? Oh! I know it's you & your twin Playing games with just a grin and a grim. Is it the illusion of the twins? Or Is it the delusion of my mind?
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II. A Box Full of Love and Memories.
By: XaGirlWithNoNameX Hey look! It's a box. I wonder what's inside it, What's made it so full and heavy. I really want to open it But what if it's something bad. Something personal that's best left untouched. The box is a beautiful one. A simple black with pretty designs, Beautiful in the dim moonlight, With colours ever so bright. At last I let my curiosity win & Open the box carefully. But what I see inside renders me speechless And with tears in my eyes. Inside the beautiful box are memories, Through different times with different people of different people. The memories in the box are precious because they contain love. That even the whole world's gold can not compare to. The box sure is beautiful But the memories and love inside is mesmerising. Oh look, I found a box. A box full of love & memories.
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I. Took Away My Innocence.
By:XaGirlWithNoNameX There is sorrow in my heart, But a smile playing on my lips. There are unshed tears in my eyes, But no one to take notice of. As I pass my fellow peers, I keep my head low; Not wanting them to see what they saw. Not wanting to see the sympathy they show; When on the inside they are enjoying the show. The show I call my life. Walking with my head hung low was somehow; The best thing I did, I now know. I bumped into someone, whom I've known, Known my whole life. But never knew I'd find a friend and not a foe. I looked up whilst cursing under my breath, Ready to take the blow. Blow of sympathy and disgust, But instead came a smile my way. I looked around the hallway and saw, My peers smiling, Smiling down at me; Some sad, Some small but all genuine. The person whom I bumped into, Who changed my life is known as, My best friend, The only family that's left for me; After the people I used to call my own, Took away my innocence.            
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