Anee Limbu
@anee44444444
Hello.. I have got many hobbies and my favorite is to read and write book. I like music❤
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Away from home
I feel afraid here, I'm surrounded by strangers. They've eyes but see no problems ! They've ear but heard no cries! They've heart but feels no pain! They've everything but gives nothing! I don't understand them, neither they understand me. I don't see a loving mother more than mine. I don't see a caring father, one like mine. I don't see a decent brother, One like mine. I see no sister, Who is friendly like mine.
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Why was it you?!
Why was it you?! Who never understood me! Why was it you?! Who make me an option! Why was it you?! Who break me apart! Why was it you?! Who never want me! Why was it you?! I always wanna be with! Why was it even you?! Whom I deeply fall in love for! Why was it you?! Why did I even met you?!
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I'm just a girl!
I'm just a girl! So don't expect perfection in me, I make thousand mistakes to learn one lesson. I'm just a girl! Filled with dreams and ambitions, I have no urgency in finding a man Who can love me. I'm just a girl! With a bright and undying flame, To lead me through the darkest road of my life.
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Dear self..
Dear self Stand still for a minute Stop worrying and stop stressing Get your soul and body together Forget all the negative vibes Let go off what haunt you Don't get worked up over things you can't change. Feel the love of your beloved And smile to yourself because You deserve the superlative of everything. You should let your mind know: You are just great the way you are!
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I am..
I'm sweet as honey, And bitter as a lemon too. I'm kind and caring, But cruel and evil too. I'm an innocent girl, But a guilty demon. I'm calming and peaceful, But mad and obsessive too. I'm selfless and loving, But selfish and rude too. I'm happy and full of life, But sad and dead inside too. I loves and likes, But I hate and dislikes too. I'm successful and wealthy, But reckless and poor too. I'm smart and intelligent, But dump and stupid too. It all depends on how you see me, I'm a devil and an angel too.
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Smile
You say you need reason to smile. All you has to know is that. One smile of yours can save several lives. One smile of yours can brighten the dim days of many. One smile of yours can make many happy. One smile of yours can teach someone that smile cost nothing. One smile of yours can make someone smile. Isn't that a big enough reason???!!
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For those who..
For who say, she's nothing Or no one love her. No one love you? Your parents love you. Your friends love you. Don't you have friends? I can be your friend. 💛 For who say, she want to commit suicide. Why do you want that? Does no one love you? Does problems overtook you? That's wrong! Is there something bothering you? You should have some hope and patience. For who feel, she's bad and Everyone hate her. Don't believe who say bad about you! They lied! You are very good and beautiful. You are best thing in your own way. Your friends won't get one like you. Your parents will miss you the most. You should be proud of yourself. You Are the best thing in the whole world.
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When?!
You must be wondering, when?! When shall I stop loving you, And when shall I stop following you?! But if I tell you the truth, I suppose I was born to love you, Follow you and annoy you. I know you wonder all this! Because you don't like me. You know, when shall I stop all these?! When the moon is tired of waning, When the sea is tired of flowing, When the grass is weary of growing, And when the planet are tired of going!
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Like a lifespan of birds
Yesterday night, at twenty minutes after eight, My little Jack ended his life. A boy of early wisdom, of a grave, Of a world and even of a life. For this boy, in whose remembrance, I have both slept and waked so oft. He had touched with lively curiosity Every fact and circumstances. Heaven doesn't content me, He's so soon to bid goodbye. He gave up his little innocent breath like a birds.
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Will you?!
Would you take a walk with me If we got the chance to meet? Would you hold my hand If we were walking down the street? Would you even talk with me If I came knocking on your door? Would you let me in If you never met me before? Would you smile with me If I acted a little witty? Would you begin to blush If I said you look pretty? Would you say it’s okay If I asked to stay the night? Would you kindly tuck in If I turned off the light? Would you let me to stay If I fell in love with you? Would you say yes If I asked If you love me too? Will you take this climb with me When I come knocking at your door? Will you love me for the rest of time When I tell you, it’s you, I adore?
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I'm sorry
You know I talk a lot, I'm sorry, I bother about your personal life. I thought I was rightful. I'm sorry, I annoyed you. I thought I was entertaining you. I'm sorry, I never thought you hate what I talk. You could have told me. I'm sorry, I was always there talking nonsense. I thought you like listening to me. I'm sorry, I was very wrong to take you as friends. A friend with whom, I can share everything. I'm very sorry, I made a big mistake coming in your life. I'm sorry, I mistake you. I'm sorry, I try to find a friend in you. -Anee
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Dear
Some days, if I'm annoying, Shout at me but Leave me not! I can bear your anger rather than To bear you going away From me, from my heart♥ !!
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Astral projection
Last night, at nine, I perform astral projection, And went to receive the inscription of night. Then I saw a full moon in the clouds, And was struck with poetic wonder. The moon was making amber of the world, And every cottage were glittering. The trees around were beautiful, Yet ominous with gloom. The meadows sent the smells of ferns, Grasses and the folded flowers. In that instant l leave far behind, All human relation and live with savages. I became an element And nature grew over me. I have died out of the human world, And come to feel the strange existence. There wasn't any lie nor any betrayal. Everything was filled with love. Grass bend and rustles, insect dances, There was no deceiving faces, And no omega to peace. Being in an astral body is awesome, No heart can feel like leaving the state.
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Then and Now
A truth that once won My heart from myself, Are now the throne like lies That haunt me in my dreams. A memories that once drew A huge smile upon my face, Are now the same memories Which brought tears in my eyes. A heart that once knew That someone really care, Is now the same heart Which feels, everyone betray.
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A Soldier
Dark place scared me, So I hate night. But day aren't so peace too, I see many blood shed all over. I kill many man, who are patriotic, Because of the same reason: I am also a great patriotic. I fights, not because I hate who is infront but because I love who is behind. More than living, I'm close to death, It's not that I like death but I fear it: I fear death, as it take away the beloved. I fear death, as it bring tears to eyes. And I don't want shadow of death, Onto people who trust me for the protection. My life is always in the tip of knife, And under the eyes of enemy. But I no more regret being this me: To whom, every mother blessed, Who brings peaceful sleep to citizen, Who fight for the right. Even if I die, I will love to, Because I'll be dying for people and nation.
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Nothing fix back!
A matter was to be kept at home, But my wife take it out in a car. And I keep on adding to that!!! I'd wanted my son see us into quarrel, But she shouted hard to me that son knew. I loved her so much but I don't know, What make me argue at her so much that day. I don't remember exactly what the matter was,over which we argue alot: So lot that I lose control over Car handle, we got into an accident!. And it took my beloved away !! wife and a son who was just four, And didn't even knew what death means. I cried a million tears, but couldn't got them back again. Every year, I try to fix that car, Still nothing fix back!
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December night
The night of December 22, Of the year 2019, was the longest! And that night, I fall in love with the moon. I never saw the beauty of moon until that night. I never felt the wind so smooth like what I felt that night. I never cherish being out in the night Until then. I simply loved being that way. Because that night, I was with my love. I was filled with love and romance. I just love the way he kiss me. I just loved the way, he hugs me, With so much care. I just loved the way, he makes me feel. Near a beach, with only silence around. And there are just moon and star Who see us. I love that night the most.
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He teach me to live.
I was in first year of high school, Then I met a boy. A little funny and cute he was. He was always after me: A sad and lonely girl. He always tease me, He always call me with funny name , He says, he feel good to tease me. He create funny jokes with me, But I wasn't into conversation with him. He never mind, if I didn't respond, But he always cheer my mood. Then one day out of anger, I said: "you never let me live peacefully ". "I'm very sorry!, I wasn't trying to make you feel that way." he said. Then next day, I didn't saw him, I never heard him call me! I never heard any jokes, That make me happy, like his. I realized, I was happy with him. He kept me busy, and never let me felt sad and lonely! He make everyone laugh, And every sad moment into happy! But when I realized, what he was doing, I knew.. he went away, very far away. The boy who made everyone happy, Has been dying a lot before, But no one ever knew: A pain behind his smiling face!! He was a cancer patients, And his last wish was to make all happy, till date he live. And he did!!! He teach me to live!!
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If you were there
If you were there, I would have written my full story, And won't have left it incomplete. If your were there, I would have been so happy in life And won't have been unsatisfied. If you were there, I would have comeover all problems, And won't have suffered a little. If you were there, I would have live whole of my life And won't have decide to kill myself. But you were not there, And I decided not to be in a places Where I can't find you.
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Thank you
Thank you for choosing me, From many choices of yours. Thank you for being there, When I needed someone. Thank you for loving me, Like no one else did. Thank you for worrying about me, When I didn't even deserve your thoughts. Thank you for finding best in me, When I feel worst for myself. Thank you for caring me, When no one else did. Thank you for all you have done, Which have make my life happy around.
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Promise
I'm not capable of promises. I can't promise you, my loyalty and trust. I can't promise you a life, Where I would stay by your side. I can't promise you a love, In which I will be forever yours. I can't promise you my heart, In returns of yours. I can't promise you promise, Because that would be a lie. I can't promise you anything, Because a promise will always break eventually. I can't promise you promise, Because despite I mean it alot, It won't be true forever. I can't promise you forever, Because I can't promise to myself That I will be forever!.
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I think I love you.
I was supposed to stay away, But I stayed close to you. I was a punctual girl, But I got late meeting with you. I was a loyal girl, But I lie for you. I was a great lover of my parents, But I leave them for you. I was proud of my surname, But I omit it for yours. I was supposed to concentrate in things, But I always lost myself in you. I was supposed to let everything go, But I prison you in my heart. I was so blind meeting you, That I never saw anything More than you. I think I love you!.
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Help me understand, why!?
I never understood alot of things. I never understood, why you left, Without a goodbye. I never understood, why you came in life, If you mean to leave without a trace. I never understood, why I still wait, When I know you won't be back. I never understood, why my tear fall, When the person who cause it has no care. I never understood, why I didn't learn goodbye : A goodbye that I should be saying to you. I never understood, why I still pray, For a miracle to happen which brings you back. I never understood, why it's you, That has gone away from me. I never understood, why at this time, When I needed you the most. Help me understand why!? Explain why to me one last time.
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