A paradox of mistakes

China Town

I stood amongst the people In the place they call temple Staring down to the dark under My eyes as night as i ponder What is the right choice Can i say it with my voice? I touch my neck Grasping from the break Holding my breath I took a glimpse of death He was smiling with a sycthe Blurring my sight This was it i said Down and down i laid And the next thing i knew I was awake from the smell of stew She held my hand like it was alone I cried from the warmt to atone Its okay she said Its okay i said I smiled and so she did But little did i knew, she lied She was scared, trembing everynight As i looked at her in the light I fell in love and so did she But just the other one not the me She came from the future Escaping from the torture She knew what will happen But never stopped for a sudden Everything would have been better But i can also say neither Everything she did, i'd love it Dying in her arms as we meet I touch her cold cheeks to warm A sad little life to harm I love you Those were his words too He always understood Always understood He thinks it love When it not and its to prove How a useless being he is And what can i say but it was bliss It felt like i was in heaven When i am a heathen I hated this stupid life You had it worse but still survive I was jealous I was zealous I wondered what would happen If your sad little life is blacken And for some reasons i cried Not knowing that i lied Everything was too late I killed you on our first date I woke up and saw you once more Trembling from everything this world bore I stood and checked around once I smiled, this was a second chance

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ENGLISH;I am happy, when the sun shines bright and your smile is genuine.I am sad,when the rain pours down and your eyes flood with tears.I am angry,when you lie and are selfish.I am jelous,when you spend your time with everyone but me.I am excited,when I know I have a day ahead with only you.I am worried,when your promises are slipping away from my reach.I am heartbroken,when you prove to me I will forever be alone.I am scared,when my nightmares turn into a reality.I am lonely,when you walk away for good.I am so damaged,when you break my heart over and over again.. I am tired,when I feel all these emotions at once.I feel so alone,that I'm starting to like it that way.I feel too many emotions,and that's what makes me human.I feel things,and that is something I'm not capable of stopping.I am not going to hide away my emotions,because without them I mean nothing,with out them I am nothing. Lillian *Sorry about errors* RUSSIAN; Фамили счастлив, когда ярко светит солнце и "твоя улыбка искренняя". Мне грустно, когда льет дождь, а твои глаза наполняются слезами. Я злюсь, когда ты лжешь и эгоистичен. Я болею, когда ты проводишь время со всеми, кроме меня. Я взволнован, когда я знаю, что у меня впереди только один день. Я волнуюсь, когда твои обещания ускользают от моей досягаемости. Я с разбитым сердцем, когда ты Докажи мне, что я навсегда останусь один. Мне страшно, когда мои кошмары превращаются в реальность. Я одинок, когда ты уходишь навсегда. Я так поврежден, когда ты разбиваешь мне сердце снова и снова .. Я устал , когда я чувствую все эти эмоции одновременно. Я чувствую себя настолько одиноким, что мне это начинает нравиться. Я чувствую многие эмоции, и это то, что делает меня человеком. Я чувствую вещи, и это то, что я Я не собираюсь прятать свои эмоции, потому что без них я ничего не значу. Лилиан и моя дорогая подруга Фиалка Я скучаю по ультрафиолету LILLIAN xx

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