Lovey and hate
Love and hate
Being adopted was the best
Had a great up bring
I loved my mom
She was the best mom
She never hid I was adopted
As I grew older the love is turning into hate
Of the system
I do love my adopted mom
Now that I have found my birth mom
My hands have become tied
No one will help me right all the wrongs
As I sit here knowing of the abuse
Crying out for help
To become the Guardian of my mom
Only to hit wall after wall
Trying not to feel hate
For being adopted
Because there would be no abuse
What keeps the hate back
Is who my adopted mom raised me to be
Trying so hard to hold back from the edge
Being so triggered with this
Memories are flooding my mind from when I had to say goodby to carol
Now my hands are tied
Seeing such a beautiful woman suffer
From lack of care
So much love and hate running through my soul.
By jet
Being adopted was the best
Had a great up bring
I loved my mom
She was the best mom
She never hid I was adopted
As I grew older the love is turning into hate
Of the system
I do love my adopted mom
Now that I have found my birth mom
My hands have become tied
No one will help me right all the wrongs
As I sit here knowing of the abuse
Crying out for help
To become the Guardian of my mom
Only to hit wall after wall
Trying not to feel hate
For being adopted
Because there would be no abuse
What keeps the hate back
Is who my adopted mom raised me to be
Trying so hard to hold back from the edge
Being so triggered with this
Memories are flooding my mind from when I had to say goodby to carol
Now my hands are tied
Seeing such a beautiful woman suffer
From lack of care
So much love and hate running through my soul.
By jet
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