Journey through my life
(21 of May 1970
Stuck between two chapters
Rebuilding
The storm
A friends view
Never-ending journey
Lovey and hate
Wish
Question of the day?
Racing thoughts
Great sorrow
Struggles of life
Searching for hope
Life's journey
Trucker's life turned poet
Fighting
Monster
Lovey and hate
Love and hate

Being adopted  was the best
Had a great up bring
I loved my mom
She was the best mom
She never hid  I was adopted
As I grew older the love is turning into hate
Of the system
I do love my adopted mom
Now that I have found my birth mom
My hands have become tied
No one will help me right all the wrongs
As I sit here knowing of the abuse
Crying out for help
To become the Guardian of my mom
Only to hit wall after wall
Trying not to feel hate
For being adopted
Because there would  be no abuse
What keeps the hate back
Is who my adopted mom raised me to be
Trying so hard to hold back from the edge
Being so triggered with this
Memories are flooding my mind from when I had to say goodby to carol
Now my hands are tied
Seeing such a beautiful woman suffer
From lack of care
So much love and hate running through my soul.
By jet
© James Tully,
книга «The Jet Experience».
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