Searching for hope
Not understanding why
Just wanting to take his cold hand
to be free to end the life of sadness
Is there fear? No fear
Just wanting to be free
Ending the portrayal as a bad man
Mad for not seeing reality
That I'm not alone
Taking half of a life
To see all the pain and traumas
Where needed to build character and strength
Do I want to exit life yes I do
I pound on heavens door
Asking to come home
Just living to live
Till the calling comes for me.
I won't lie I wish I had God's power
I would end my suffering.
I'm not him So I must just wait on him
For I have learned so much more
Over the years
realizing no one will bail me out of chaos learning to let this life of rage
To push me to my father for strength
To overcome this cruel world
Because my home is not here.
My true home is in haven
By Jet
Just wanting to take his cold hand
to be free to end the life of sadness
Is there fear? No fear
Just wanting to be free
Ending the portrayal as a bad man
Mad for not seeing reality
That I'm not alone
Taking half of a life
To see all the pain and traumas
Where needed to build character and strength
Do I want to exit life yes I do
I pound on heavens door
Asking to come home
Just living to live
Till the calling comes for me.
I won't lie I wish I had God's power
I would end my suffering.
I'm not him So I must just wait on him
For I have learned so much more
Over the years
realizing no one will bail me out of chaos learning to let this life of rage
To push me to my father for strength
To overcome this cruel world
Because my home is not here.
My true home is in haven
By Jet
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