Journey through my life
(21 of May 1970
Stuck between two chapters
Rebuilding
The storm
A friends view
Never-ending journey
Lovey and hate
Wish
Question of the day?
Racing thoughts
Great sorrow
Struggles of life
Searching for hope
Life's journey
Trucker's life turned poet
Fighting
Monster
Searching for hope
Not understanding why
Just wanting to take his cold hand
to be free to end the life of sadness
Is there fear? No fear 
Just wanting to be free
Ending the portrayal as a bad man
Mad for not seeing reality
That I'm not alone
Taking half of a life
To see all the pain and traumas
Where needed to build character and strength
Do I want to exit life yes I do
I pound on heavens door
Asking to come home
Just living to live
Till the calling comes for me.
I won't lie I wish I had God's power
I would end my suffering.
I'm not him  So I must just wait on him
For I have learned so  much more
Over the years
realizing  no one will bail me out of chaos   learning  to let this life of rage
To push me to my father for strength
To overcome this cruel world
Because my home is not here.
My true home is in haven

By Jet
© James Tully,
книга «The Jet Experience».
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