Family emotions
I understand how you feel. My father was here but still emotionally distant. I tried to talk to him but it doesn't work out that well. I try at least, keep at it. And I know how you feel about losing someone after talking or an argument. I had a disagreement with my grandpa, didn't talk to him for like a week. He yelled at me and I didn't know why. But we got that call after a week, found out he had at passed. I felt a lot pain, guilt even though I wasn't the one who started it but it still effected me. I carried that for many years. Until I had a dream that I was talking to him, he gave me hug. He told me that in a voice, phrase that I knew all too well. " Don't worry so much. " from then on a weight was lifted off my shoulders. I'm not saying I don't problems now but I feel I'm at peace with this part of my life.
2019-03-08 17:56:56
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