I wish I could do something..
(I am a biology teacher at a small township.In my teaching life,I have come across many students but I can't forget a girl student. First allow me to share that tragedy, before judging read it first..) It was in my early years of teaching,I was new to this game.. I was working hard to get more students and establish my name.. My goal was simple, help students to achieve their goal.. I tried my best so they never forget my role! I ain't gonna lie to you,we teach so we can get the bank roll.. But believe me or not but I can say that I never sold my soul! I was teaching in my room then a gurdian with a girl came to meet me.. He said her daughter was studious,I said fine! I will see.. I didn't notice the girl than and said to sent her the next day.. Next day,she came and said her dad will come to pice her so she will stay.. First two weeks,she was regular then she started to miss the date.. I became very angry and said I will take her out if she was again late! She didn't say nothing,she continued my batch for another week.. When she again missed the class,I got more angry but I didn't realize she was then that much weak! One day, while I was teaching autosomal disorders,she asked do all thalassemia patients die? I didn't notice that much,I just said not all but why?? She again became silent and went to her house back.. Now I was thinking how much unbearable pain did she stack?? She again started to miss my class,I couldn't bear it more.. I decided to call her father to say that if she won't come for who I will be paid for?? I called her father three times nobody answered the phone.. I was so mad I said to myself,leave it they will decide on their own!! Next morning,I called her father again someone picked that up.. I told immediately send her,I didn't realize I was that much rough! The woman on the phone cried out , what kind of a person I am to joke about her daughter's death?? After hearing that,I went completely blank and started myself to hate!! She had thallasamia,she had to transfuse her blood once in a month.. Yesterday,she was facing severe problems, doctors replied there is nothing they can do they just can't!! The most heartbreaking thing I heard that before death she didn't cry.. She said her teacher said her that all patients don't die!! She was just 15,I couldn't forget her in my life.. I wished I could do something for her but shit!I am crying,I couldn't anymore type!! ( Sometimes things can't be undone..Please check if you are a career of thalassemia before marriage..It's a genetical disorder.. Always remember prevention is the only way to avoid it..)
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