Have you ever been inlove with someone you know you will never end up to? For example, being inlove in a fictional character or loving someone knowing the fact that you dont even exist in her world.
Being a fan to a specific person is not quite so easy as you think. It's been already 5 years since the feeling of liking her existed. I started liking her in the age of 13, my friends used to treat me inside the cinema. So in that day, they invited me to join them to watch one of her movie but in that time she's only an extra. At that time nobody knew how much I admire her at first glance and starting that day I knew, my heart started to call your name.

Utsukushi Hana , that's her name. Beautiful isn't? She have this perfect bangs, blue gorgeous eyes, perfect body shape, and last but not the least that made me fall inlove with her, nothing but her sweet smile. But there's a problem, she's actually 22 years old while I'm just 18 years old. Not even finish studying college. Well. Life sucks. Utsukushi Hana is a famous model from a foreign country. She's also known as an actress in a movie and its quite popular. It became a big hit in the year 2018.
Well actually, today at this moment she's here in my country but the problem is.
She's actually missing.

It is exact 12:00 in the afternoon when I heard the loud sound of the bell. It is already lunch time? I actually dont know what to do first, either Im going to finish the stuff first like making a short poem for the person you really admire or should I eat my lunch first? God! What a difficult decision to make but in the end I just made a wise decision which is finishing the things I should do while eating my lunch in the same time.
I went straight to the school rooftop bringing my lunch and the materials I need.
As I have my first step on the school's rooftop I can already feel how peaceful the air is, seeing the beautiful views of different buildings and of course, the billboard of Utsukushi Hana smiling straight in my direction. What a nice place!
I was about to place my things on the floor when suddenly I heard someone shouted my name.

" Max! " someone shouted. The time I turn around her index finger started to touch my cheeks and in that moment I knew it was her.
No other than Elizabeth Miller, "Eli" for short. Eli is my roommate inside our dorm. She's quite popular in our school because of her being optimistic. Aside from that is her looks, Her cute face, brown eyes, long hair in a pony tail and Eli is actually a tall woman. To be honest her height is suitable for being a volleyball player.

"Whatcha problem?"
"I HAVE A BAD NEWS FOR YAH!"
She answered me with a cute smile on her face. Based from her facial expression I know it is something serious.

"What is it all about?" I asked then Eli suddenly snatched my hand and hold it. The way she hold my hand with her soft two hands, I feel like she's about to confess her feelings but impossible we only see each other as a bestfriends. Nothing more. Nothing less.

" Cut the cliffhang. Just tell it to me already so that I can finally eat my lunch and do the stuff I need to do" I told her while I'm trying to remove my hand.
" Even though you can do nothing, you still need to know about this one."
"GHAD! Just tell it to me already"
"UTSUKUSHI HANA IS MISSING!" Eli shouted.

At that exact moment, I knew Im starting to panic. Why am I even panicking? She doesnt even know me? She doesnt even carw about me?! Why do I even care? Well I take that back, I actually care.

"Based from the news report,She was about to have a vacation here in our country but she end up missing. There's actually no clue where the hell she is right now! What now? Your whole dream is about to fall down!" Eli explained dramatically. I acted like I'm fine but Im actually not! Where the hell is she? Well if you're asking yourself why am I being this dramatic? This is the reason, for the past few months her fans was informed that she's visiting the place near my dorm. So I decided to save some money, I didnt even ate for a month just to buy her ticket but in the end. I ended up disappointed. Is this really the end of my dream? Sigh*

It's already 9:30 pm, I can see how the stars keeps on shinning despite of living with the dark. I have this motto in life, as long as the stars keeps on shinning there's always hope. I gave myself hope even though Im already hopeless. I'm actually walking right now straight to the convenient store while wearing my teddy bear pajama. Eli want me to buy some napkin for her because she's on her period right now.
You can only see few people walking around the street right now, most of them went home already to have a quality time for their family.
While I keep on walking, I saw someone with a black hoody lurking around beside the apple shop then suddenly took one of the apple and run. I have no choice but to follow that person as fast as I can but who would have thought that the person I'm following is actually a wimp. He fell down on the ground still holding the apple with his hand. I grab his arms so that he wont be able to move.
The moment the person shouted, I'm actually surprised. It's not a guy. It actually a woman.

" Hands off me! " A familiar voice shouted.
As I take off her hood, I saw a beautiful woman. Beautiful as the stars. None other than Utsukushi Hana.