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Me...
This is me...
I'm not wild...
I'm not strong...
I love my own company...
I don't visit people...
I fall in love easily,and my heart breaks quickly...
I'm not the life of d party,I never learnt to dance...
I'm not a pro in bed,I never learnt d antics...
But I'm a gentle lover...
I am me...
I don't talk vulgar,I was not raised like that...
I take Jesus very personal,he alone bears all my guilt and shame...
I'm not comfortable being touched by just anybody,
I like to fall in love first...
I'm not comfortable being around loud individuals...
It doesn't match my temperament...
I am me...
Boring, uneventful and unadventurous...
But it's being my life and it's the only way I know how to live it...
I am me...
You have no right to make me feel bad about it...
Different people raised us...
If I wanted to love your kind of person...
That's me going out of my comfort zone...
It's me doing something,not for me,but for you...
It's me bending my will to fit into yours...
It's me trying to not look too stereotyped...
Maybe I thought you'd understand and be gentle with me...
But now I know everything...
And I think I'll try not to change anymore...
Love me or hate me...
I can only be me...
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Betrayed...
When I was in pain...
I cried out to you,enticed your presence,I did everything so you'd see me in my state...
And you did...
You wiped pain tears away,and you gave me a life...
But I betrayed your love to me...
I stabbed in the back...
Nailed you without hesitation...
Walked out on you countless times...
I didn't need you anymore...
When I should have been grateful
I was indifferent n hateful
I searched out all those tears I cried...
And I couldn't find them...
In a moment,I stopped to look at you...
And I saw it all,it was in your eyes dropping...
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Messed Up...
I finally had my way...
I finally had us again...
After so long.
I finally kissed your lips,
With the intent to cover,
for all the time we've lost...
I finally held your head,n looked into your eyes as you slowly kissed me back...
But I desperately wanted it to be real,I wanted it to be beautiful...
Even losing to you,was I ready...
But I just couldn't,my body wouldn't respond to your touch, that's why I
kept saying 'i was sorry'
Baby I was trying hard, but my heart wouldn't bulge,
Maybe it's been hurt for too long...
So I couldn't feel anything...
And what was to be 'our beautiful come back'
I messed up... again I'm sorry.
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Sick
My throats messed up...
My head aching...
My eyes burning...
My body limp...
My tongue tastes bitter...
My chest heaving...
My tummy rumbling...
My temples throbbing...
My heart broken...
Our dreams shattered...
Our forever stolen...
Our feelings over...
N I'm left confused...
Cos I can't seem to find the right medication...
I'm Sick.
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Aching...
Really my hearts aching...
I'm feeling pain...
Can't deny it anymore...
I know right now your hearts with someone else...
I Know...I need you to comfort me...
If there's a chance at all...
Pls choose me...
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A Flicker...
I sense a feeling...
I see a light...
Hearts beating again,tho faintly...
I see a softness...
And enjoy the warmth...
I bask in it's euphoria,
even tho I'm holding my breath.
I see a Flicker of hope.
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WAITING...
I hope when you hold my hands again...look into my eyes like you used to...and say my name...
I hope it's not cos there's no new fancy...
I hope it's cos you want us this time around...
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